Married!! (Final)

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Title: Married!!

Author: krystalkatz
Rating: R (for this part)
Length: chaptered
Genre: Au,

Pairings: Matsumoto Jun/Ninomiya Kazunari, Aiba Masaki/Ohno Satoshi

Disclaimer: I only own the plot

Nino bit his lip as he moved slowly into his wheelchair, it had been his second week in physiotherapy and he honestly wanted to lay down and die. Every bone in his body hurt and he was almost positive that he was never going to be able to walk again. It had been two months since his accident physically his body was recovering but mentally it seemed impossible.

He had been so depressed in the hospital that his parents had refurbished two rooms on the ground floor of their house and hired a private doctor, nurse and physiotherapist to tend to him. He was happy with that but when the physio’ had explained what his recovery would mean his heart nearly gave out.

“It’s okay, Kaz… You’re getting there” Matsu told him rubbing his legs lightly and Nino tried to smile but all he really wanted was his medication and sleep. Matsu pressed his lips to his forehead and he saw he physio’ looking at them with a blank look. The guy was in his thirties and very muscular the type that didn’t seem to like gays. Nino tensed pulled away as his heart thumped, he really didn’t want anyone else to judge them.  

“J… Don’t… Not now” He said and Matsu gave a nod standing up

“You’re doing great, Ninomiya-kun” Suzuki, his physiotherapist said coming over to them “Things will take time and you shouldn’t rush things…”

“Easy for you to say” Nino grumbled, he honestly just wanted to get out of there and go into his bedroom.

“It is easier to say than do but I know you’ll do fine, just try not to overdo anything otherwise you will damage yourself permanently…” He said and Nino gave a small nod and was glad when the muscular man moved away to leave them alone.

“Do you want a shower?” Matsu asked gently and Nino nodded again giving a sigh wishing that his husband at least, wouldn’t treat him like a fragile doll. He was wheeled into the shower room and Matsu slowly started to take of his t-shirt. Nino knew that Matsu hating doing that, hating seeing the scars that criss-crossed over his body. The tiny little ones from the glass that had cut into him and the larger ones from where they had fixed his bones, Nino knew Matsu hated seeing them but he continued to force himself

“J… I can do it by myself” He snapped pushing away his husband’s hands not registering the hurt in Matsu’s face. He had had enough, had enough of the concern in people’s eyes and the way Matsu tried to avoid looking at him.

“Kazu… I just want to help”

“Then leave me alone…” He growled pushing him away again, almost falling out of his chair, he didn’t want him to go but he didn’t want him to stay and upset himself over the scars on his body “I can do it myself”

“Ka-…”

“Just go…” He mumbled, looking away so his eyes wouldn’t betray him and beg him to stay. For Nino this wasn’t about the shower this was about wanting him to say that he still wanted him no matter what. In the hospital Matsu had asked him to remarry him but that was before he had seen the scars and had stopped being able to look at him. Although his parents had made it possible for him to be here Matsu wasn’t sleeping in his room, and most of the time it felt like he was acting more like a nurse than his husband. Every now and then he would kiss him but maybe Matsu thought that was his duty or something.

“No...” Matsu snapped moving Nino’s hands away he pulled up the t-shirt and helped him to his feet to remove the jogging bottoms and Nino fought the urge to sob as pain rippled through him. “Sorry, Kazu…”

“Why the fuck, didn’t you just go?” Nino asked as he was put in the shower hair and Matsu pulled of his own clothes so he could get in with him.

“Because you promised to remarry me once you got better” Matsu shrugged switching on the water and taking the gel that Nino recognised as peaches. “I want you to get better so that I can retell the whole world that I love you…”

“You still want to remarry me?” He asked looking up at him again even though water was getting into his eyes, “You don’t have to force yourself…”

“I’m not forcing myself… I want to remarry you because I love you…”

Nino was silent for minute feeling the skilful fingers moving into his skin easing the aches as well as washing him. He knew that Matsu had studied up on how to ease his joints. Suzuki had told him earlier that week that Matsu had been bugging him with questions. He knew all that but he couldn’t stop his heart from believing that Matsu didn’t want him anymore.  “Kazu, don’t you dare try and push me away because of this” He said as he started to wash his hair the strong smell of peaches reminding them both of that day.

“But you can’t even stand looking at them…”

“The scars don’t bother me Kazu, because each single one of them is a reminder of how I nearly lost you and of how you came back to me…”

“So why don’t you like looking at them?” Nino asked in a shaky voice and Matsu laughed dropping the shower gel and leaning against his ear.

“Because I want to kiss every single one of them over and over…” He said tilting and then Nino found himself being kissed, their lips pressed tightly together in a hot searing kiss that sent waves of hot pleasure sweeping down his body wrapping him like a warm blanket, Matsu’s hands still moving over his skin, easing his heart now as well as his body. “I knew my baby was cranky because I hadn’t touched him for a while… But I couldn’t, not while you’re getting better… It drove me crazy too K-chan, I didn’t even trust myself to be in the same room as you at night…” Matsu told him in between pecking kisses at his lips, explaining why he hadn’t been sharing the room with him. Nino sighed with happiness closing eyes as Matsu’s hand trailed down to toy with his half hard member.

His fingers curled around his length as he stroked him until he was fully hard and the lips were moved away and Matsu very gently parted his legs to take the slightly weeping penis into his mouth. Matsu sucked deeply and Nino let out a cry, embarrassed when his voice resounded back at him from the tiled walls. He felt Matsu chuckle around him and that only added to the sensations he was feeling. His husbands amazing tongue licked him from balls to tip, where he spent a long time toying with the slit. Nino’s body jerked and he cried out with both pain and pleasure as he released into the wet mouth. Matsu drink hungrily at the cum, until finally pulling away and looking up at him. Nino reached out and stroked at his face wiping some traces of cum from his lips and happy smile curving his own lips.

“I love you” He told him and Matsu grinned standing back up to show off his own proud erection

“I know baby… I love you too and we will get through this” Matsu said and Nino smiled grabbing his husband and began pumping at his member. Wincing as the action sent pain through his arm. Soon Matsu was twitching, the muscles in his legs twitching as he spilled out over Nino’s hand. “Tonigh-t… I’ll have a bed… Brough-t… In”

“Please” Nino nodded happy again now. He guessed Matsu was right, he was just cranky that they hadn’t touched in so long.

The next few days were painful but at least he was confident in Matsu’s love for him again. Every night Matsu rained down kisses onto the various scars on his body and Nino was almost convinced that he had a name for each one of them. Soon he had recovered enough to think about going back to school and his heart clenched tightly with fear positive that he wouldn’t be able to cope being in the school again

“I don’t want to go back” Nino told his parents the night before he was due to go back, “I can just have a home tutor can’t I?”

“If that’s what you want” His mum said chewing her lip as if she didn’t agree with him but was agreeing for him.

“What so you can just sit in here and rot like we’ve done something wrong?” Matsu snapped and Nino looked up at him in surprise “No way… You can go back to school and face it…”

“Ju-…” Mrs Ninomiya said but Matsu ignored her and knelt in front of Nino

“Come on baby, you can do this, he’s no longer there anymore… One day and if you can’t do it we’ll get the tutor…” He said staring into his eyes and Nino found his arguments slipping away and very slowly he nodded

“Okay, but just one day” He agreed with a sigh thinking that it would be pointless. It was true that that insane prick and his friend wasn’t there anymore but it didn’t change the fact that half the school seemed as bad as he was. On the other hand Aiba had already returned to school and he seemed to be doing well. Maybe it would be okay to try.

“Good boy, K-chan” Matsu said pecking at his lips, and Nino blushed as his parents and grandfather gave a chuckle “I’ve transferred into your class anyway…”

“You what?”

“You didn’t think I was going to let you be with just Aiba did you? After everything that happened with you the school didn’t mind… Anyway, baby you have to get to Suzuki-san…” Matsu said and Nino was groaning loudly as he was pushed from the room. Although he was feeling stronger, his left leg and right arm was still numb the doctor his parents had hired said there was only a slim chance that he would ever have complete function in them again but Suzuki, was determined that he would at least be able to walk properly on his wedding day.

That had been a biggest shock to both Nino and Matsu was that the meaty muscle bound physiotherapist was gay and was in a long term relationship with a college student. Nino had started to like him more and was less nervous to use Matsu as support which had greatly helped with the numbness of his leg.

“You’re doing great” Suzuki praised him handing him some water “The leg is doing much better…”

“It still aches” Nino moaned rubbing it slightly and Suzuki nodded

“I’m not going to say that it’ll get better but I promise that I’ll make it get easier for you… Jun-kun said that you were going back to school tomorrow…”

“He’s forcing me to go” Nino mumbled poking at his legs and Suzuki gave a nod

“I understand why, shutting yourself away won’t help to physically get better you have to let your mind heal too or you won’t be able to move on, he really takes care of you ne?”

“Do you ever hate being gay? Like there’s something wrong with you?”

“I used to, I was a manly man all through school I was captain of the wrestling team and football team, guys like me are meant to have cute girlfriends, not have fantasies about their team mates so I pretended that I was like everyone else I even had a wife and a kid but the truth is I am what I am, I admire you and Jun-kun for having the courage to figure things out so quickly… If I had I wouldn’t have nearly ruined a woman’s life…”

“If we weren’t so open maybe I wouldn’t have been thrown out of a window”

“That guy had serious issues Nino-kun and you’ll find out as you out into the real world there are just as many good guys as there are dicks” Suzuki told him with a smile “Anyway good luck tomorrow, I know you can do it just remember…”

“Don’t overdo it?” Nino finished for him “Thanks for the pep-talk”

“Any time” Suzuki said “Just remember my invite for the wedding…” He laughed and Nino nodded as Matsu came back to them

“Here you can have the first invite” Matsu said handing him a yellow envelope and Suzuki grinned opening it

“Ohh… A joint wedding in two weeks? I’ll have to dig out my tux” He said and Nino was surprised but pleased that he would be having a joint wedding with Aiba and Ohno, first thing was first though he would have to face his demons at the school.

Matsu helped him into his uniform the next day and slowly they made their way to the car, his wheel chair was put in the boot but he really didn’t want to have to use it unless it was completely necessary. They went to Aiba’s first and his friend greeted him with an almost painful hug and then got into the car so Nino was sandwiched between them holding both of their hands tightly. The car parked outside of the building and slowly they got out, Nino kept his focus on Matsu’s face although he was aware that there were a lot of stares in their direction.

“Are you sure you don’t want your chair?” Matsu asked and Nino shook his head

“Maybe… Later” He managed, wondering why his throat was completely dry suddenly. Matsu asked the driver to take the chair to the office and they very slowly started walking forwards to the school. The crowds parted and a dull murmur ran through the students and Nino kept his head down gripping at Matsu hand tightly not wanting to let go and praying that his leg would let him make it to the classroom. By the time he made it to the classroom it was starting to drag a little and he was glad to sit down,

“Are you okay?” Matsu asked getting on his knees and rubbing the leg lightly easing the ache not stopping even though the class had started to fill up with students that all seemed to be coming to stand in front of Nino. “What do you want?”

“Um… We’re sorry… For the way we treated you” They said, like a well-practiced school choir, their heads bowing “We’re glad you’re okay…”

Nino blinked slightly he hadn’t been expecting that but suddenly Suzuki’s words rang through his mind ‘there are just as many good guys as there are dicks…’ Maybe there was some truth to that statement after all.

School was a little easier with a least half of his class and a quarter of the school no longer treating them like leapers. Even when there were some bad comments directed at them there was also someone that gave them a quick encouraging smile and when they went into the lunch room, his and Aiba’s normally empty table had people sat there ready to talk to them. After lunch he had to admit that his leg wouldn’t survive the rest of the afternoon so Matsu fetched him his chair. The rest of the day passed slowly and when they saw that he and Matsu weren’t going to start making out in the classroom or hit on any of them the rest of their class started accepting them too though there were one or two less intelligent comments but most people seemed to think being thrown out of a window was a good enough punishment.

Life slowly returned to normal though Nino would have to always use a sick to walk long distances but for the renewal of his wedding vows he barely even needed to walk he was that happy. The seats of the tents were over whelmed with Matsumoto’s, Ninomiya’s, Aiba’s and Ohno’s and it seemed half the school was there to wish them well. Suzuki and his partner were sat on the front row, next to the parents and grandparents, and Nino was positive that he saw tears in the muscular guy’s eyes. But then Matsu took his hand and everything else was pushed away. They didn’t  really share any vows or promises like Aiba and Ohno did, they had already done that before and those promises were still true, this they just linked their fingers tightly and stared into each other’s eyes and said

“I have always loved you and no matter what I will always love you…”

~fin~

a/n: I’m not sure about the ending >.< I’m sorry, the wedding will be talked about in more detail in the last part of engaged? Which will be up soon… I hope you’ve enjoyed this fiction :D