Anonymous

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Title: Anonymous

Author: krystalkatz
Rating: PG
Length: Chapter
Genre: Au,  

Pairings: Ohno Satoshi/Ninomiya Kazunari

Disclaimer: I only own the plot

“What the hell kind of question is that?” he asked in a soft voice though he felt like shouting it at him. Did the idol was some kind of volunteer prostitute or something? Okay they had met in Anonymous but why did he have to spring that question on him? “Why do you?”

“Yes” Ohno answered easily and Nino felt it as his heart shattered into a thousand pieces and then each of those pieces also broke. He tried not to let that show on his face though and burying his face into the pillow. “Nino… Are you okay?”

“I’m fine” He said thankful that his voice wasn’t showing the devastation he was feeling inside but he knew it wouldn’t last long, he knew he had to get out of there as soon as possible he needed Aiba. He sat up and grabbed his clothes from the floor “I’m just sleepy…”

“Then stay here…” The idol said putting his arms around waist and kissing his back. Nino forced himself not stiffen up at the touch, ignoring the pain in his heart he shook his head

“No… I think I’ll leave…”

“Is… This about what I said? Nino I thought you understood… This is part of the deal at Anonymous…I told you that it would never be anything more than that…”

“I know…But I at least thought that I would be the only one…” Nino whispered his voice finally losing some of his control and he quickly pulled on his t-shirt, and then his trousers continuing to shrug off Ohno’s hands as he got ready refusing to look at the idol he knew that no matter kind of pain he was in his resistance would crumble if he looked that strangely captivating face. He was about to work out of the room when he hear muffled

“Ni-no… I won’t see you again will I?”

“…” Nino held the handle thinking about how painful that would be, these past few days had proved how addicted he was to this man and he knew he had to get away while he still could “…No…It’s been fun Ohno-san”

He didn’t wait for a reply from the bed just pulled the door open and stalked out, his legs felt like jelly as he walked down the familiar hallway to the stairs. He wasn’t sure how he managed to walk down them without falling over but by holding tightly to the gold coloured rail he did and as he reached the stony faced bouncers he scanned the club hoping his friend wasn’t still ‘thanking’ Sho for the suit. Masaki’s normally irritating laughter reached his ears and his feet followed that sound. Aiba was standing propped up against Sakurai like always but as soon as his friend saw him he was at his side.

“Sorry, Sho-chan… I’ve gotta go… I’ll phone you later” He said his arm snaking around Nino’s back and holding him up. The club owner gave a tiniest pout as he nodded kissing his cheek, Nino would have rolled his eyes at that small open sign of affection if his heart wasn’t so painfully sore. Aiba dragged him out of the club straight after and to his credit he didn’t push any questions down his throat. As they walked back to their apartment his mind going over every interaction that he had had with Ohno and he saw that it was only him that was actually falling in love. For the idol he had to be some pathetic little fan boy that had been so easy to get a quick and easy lay out of. Hell all he had to do was give him two singles and he was like putty in his hands.

“Nino… What happened?” Aiba asked slowly as he unlocked the door of their apartment and pushed him inside.  

“I was an idiot…That’s what… I thought… I hoped… I’m so fucking stupid!” He shouted pulling at his hair for a while, regret, anger and sadness filling his heart periodically as he tried to make sense of what he was going to do now. He was so angry but he wasn’t sure if his anger was directed at himself or at Ohno “He’s a complete and utter fucking asshole… But the only thing is he isn’t because he’s always told me that what we have… Had been just sex and that it would never mean anything else… Why the fuck did I have to meet him?”

“It’s my fault… I never should have made you go to that club” Aiba mumbled miserably and Nino found himself nodding even though he didn’t want to blame Aiba for this mess. “I’m sorry Nino…” Aiba sobbed his tears easily flowing and again Nino was irritated that his friend seemed to be able to do everything better than him, even crying, there had been a few drops earlier but now he was bone dry again. No wonder people always preferred Aiba. He gave a hiss walking into his bedroom and sweeping everything from his ‘Ohno Satoshi’ collection in to his arms determined to throw it all into the trash wishing he had never even heard of the stupid sleepy tanned faced idol. Aiba watched from the doorway, leaning against the frame tears still flowing down his cheeks.  The determination that he had built up was failing and he dumped his collection into a box and sank to the floor holding his knees as finally big fat tears rolled down his cheeks. He felt so, so stupid to be caught up and swept along with the idol and allowing himself to think that maybe he was something more than a fuck buddy

“Kazu…” Aiba murmured from the door way and Nino looked up smiling through his tears

“Wow I must look bad if you’re calling me ‘Kazu’…” He said his voice coming out in a strangled sob. Aiba cleared the room quickly flopping beside him and putting his arm around his shoulders.

“You don’t…I just felt like calling you Kazu…” Aiba mumbled pulling him against his chest and stroking his back in the way he always did when he was trying to calm him down. Nino breathed in his warm scent and a strange idea crept into his mind and his lips found a touch of his friend smooth sweaty skin

“Kazu… Don’t please…” Aiba whispered his body tensing at the action.

“Why we used to do this all the time” Nino said climbing onto his lap, knowing that he was acting irrationally but he couldn’t help himself and he kept kissing at Aiba’s lips wanting the attention his friend used to give him, wanting to forget the stupid pain in his heart.

“Kazu… You know... I love…you but… Not like this… I love…Sho” Aiba said in between the kisses and Nino let out a heart broken laugh pulling away moving his hands from under his shirt

“Sho… You love Sho?” He repeated staring into Aiba’s eyes and seeing that love shining in them “Why? Why a man so obsessed with sex that he has a club dedicated to anonymous sex? I wonder how many other people he’s fucking…”

A slapping noise filled the room and it took a few minutes for the pain to start and Nino realised that he was the one that had been hit, right across the cheek so hard that he had split his lips. He held his face looking up into Aiba face not surprised when he saw him looking the angriest that he had ever seen him

“I know you’re angry Kazu… But Sho-chan isn’t like that! He’s not!” Aiba shouted and Nino nodded licking the blood from his lip.

“I’m sorry, Masa… It’s just… I was in love with Satoshi…”

TBC

AN: Wee… I so I was asked by Matsuaurore to update this so I hope you like it xD