Strange Relationship (Part 11 Final)

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Title: Strange Relationship
Author: KrystalKatz
Rated; R
Length: Chaptered
Genre: Romance, Angst, SakurAiba fluff, AU
The disclaimer thingy: Yeah I wish I owned them but my name isn't Johnny... I could change my name to Johnny but I still wouldn't own them... I only own a cat named Aiba and the plot
Pairings: MatsuMiya, SakurAiba, SakuMoto (Friendship) AiMiya(Friendship
Guests: Nishijima Takahiro (AAA) <I changed his age too, he's the same age as Aiba in this> and Domoto Koichi (KinKi kids) <Like wise with the age he's ten years older *Sorry Ko-chan, I still love you*>

A/N; Warning some slightly emo Nino, sorry about that, I love Nino so it was really hard writing him like this. :-(, character ages changed, Ohno is about 8 or 9 years older, Aiba and Sakurai are about 6 years older than Matsumoto and Ninomiya.

They went back to the apartment in silence, Nino licking his lip lightly as he remembered the kiss, praying that no-one else had seen it. Matsu gave a wave to the on duty porter not caring about the look he was getting as he guided Nino into an elevator.

"M-mum..." He stammered, seeing her stood outside his door a copy of the magazine in her hand Nino froze like a rabbit caught in the headlamps, and Matsu was almost positive he could hear the smaller guys’ heartbeat. His mum spun round at him her eyes flashing dangerously as her hands went to her hips.

"What is he doing here?" She hissed, and they both felt like little boys with chocolate cake again.

"Nino... Is here because we're friends" Matsu answered with more confidence than he felt, as he held Nino’s hand tightly pulling him to the door as he took his key from his pocket.

"Friends, you’ve never been just friends" She snapped, her face was a nasty shade of off white, and if looks could kill Nino would have been in a heap on the floor. She strode into the apartment as soon as the door opened "You're in that filthy relationship again... Aren't you?"

"No" Matsu said quickly, as he grabbed Nino's hand "We're not in a filthy relationship but we are dating"

"What?!" Both Nino and his mum cried together, he ignored his mum and looked at Nino, a sad smile on his face

"You think now's the best time for this?" Nino muttered glancing back at Mrs. Matsumoto who looked as if she was trying to breathe fire from her nostrils; she looked almost like the last boss on the game he had just completed. Matsu understood what he meant but he wanted his mum to know how he felt.

 A few days ago he had seen Aiba and Sakurai in the studio with two older women that seemed to be their mums. He'd been so jealous of them, of the smiles on all their faces, Aiba had seen him and pulled him into the conversation. It was one that he'd never even dream he'd have with his own mum

"I'm Aiba Mika and this is Sakurai Shoko"

"Nice to meet you" Mrs. Sakurai beamed at him, the friendly expression reminding him of Sakurai "We were invited to watch them record 'Onii-san'"

"I love that show!" Mrs. Aiba gasped with a very Aiba like expression, "Ko-chan is so cute"

"Mum" Aiba sighed rolling his eyes; Matsu smiled knowing she was referring to Domoto Koichi, who was their co host and a senior member of their agency.

"What? You used to think he was cute too, you had his pictures on your bedroom wall"

"Mum!" He gasped, his cheeks blushing a deep red, while Sakurai chuckled

"Really? I did notice you getting closer so Koichi-san recently...Should I be worried?"He asked raising his eyebrow jokingly, Aiba gripped his arm tightly, his eyes widening

"Of course not! I only love Sho-chan..." He said causing the other three to laugh, Matsu was grinning too, but the jealousy was burning in his heart.

 That feeling was here again wishing his mum would act like theirs but knowing it was impossible, his grip tightened on Nino's hand, but even if he would never have that, he wanted her to at least know his feelings, and right now felt like he was getting the chance to do what he should have done four years ago. Nino tried to pull away but he wouldn't let him, linking their fingers tightly “I love Kazu, I’ve always loved Kazu, whatever you say won’t change that... Haven’t you realized that already?”

“You have no rights to talk to me like that; I’m your mother...”

“You’re right, you’re my mother, you’re meant to love me no matter what...It’s not like I’ve killed anybody... I gave up on Kazu once because of you, I won’t do it again”

“You’ll be cut off... You’ll no longer be a part of this family...”

“If that’s the way you want it, so be it” Matsu said “Though I’ve never understood why? Why is it so bad that we’re together?”

“You really want to know?” She sneered “It’s degusting...Even if no-one says it, they’re thinking it... You’re making our family a laughing stock... “

“You’re doing that on your own... I’m staying with Kazu... No matter what you say this time I’m not changing my mind...”

“You selfish...” She raged but was cut short by Matsu who shouted

“I’m not the one that’s being selfish here... I’d like you to leave...” motioning to the door with his head. With another glare at Nino she strode out

After she left Matsu sank onto the sofa pulling Nino down with him, the whole time he had refused to let go of his hand, he let out a long sigh closing his eyes                                                                                       

“Are you okay?” Nino asked softly, Matsu gave a small smile, nodding sadly

“I’ll be fine... I’ve got you...”

“That was so corny” Nino let out a laugh “And I’m not really that great” He mumbled

“You are, you always have been” Matsu disagreed kissing him lightly and then settling down to rest on his shoulder. “You know what I realized...”

“What?” Nino asked while Matsu started playing his fingers.

“It’s been about a month since your birthday,”

“So?” He murmured although he half knew what was coming

“That means there’s nearly a month to mine... “

“You’re not seriously suggesting a joint birthday party?”

“Why not?”

“Because it’s silly... We only did that when were kids... Besides who will want to come?”

“Sakurai and Aiba, Ohno... “

“So there will be all of five people? Sounds fun” Nino rolled his eyes, laughing slightly

“Well I’d be happy if it was just and me...”

“Fine, we can have a stupid party... We still have my dad to talk too what’s the betting he’ll be here soon and this thing with the press...”

Matsu nodded letting out a groan, “Why can’t it just be easy?”

They were wrong he didn’t show up soon, it wasn’t until a week later, after Ohno had released a statement revealing some of the details surrounding them that he showed up knocking on the door

“Kazu... Jun” He said with quick nods to each of them, “May I come in?”

“I guess” Nino nodded stepping aside to let him in surprised at how pale he looked,

“You really can’t stay away from each other can you?” He sighed scratching his head at looking from one to the other

“If you’re here to threaten us or...”

“Can you let me finish?” He asked and pulled something out of his pocket “Here these are for you”

“What...”

“They’re all the photo’s I have of you two...” He said waving them in front of their faces and then pulling out a newspaper clipping “Is this true?”

“Some of it”

“And it was my fault right? Because of what I... Shit Kazu... “

“What does it matter I’m just your faggy son...” Nino snapped

“Yeah, you are my son... I’d rather have you gay than dead, Kazu...Hell I’d rather have you marching around in a pink tutu than dead... I just didn’t realize it until... I don’t think I’ll ever accept your relationship but... I won’t bother you again...”

“Then that’s fine, because I don’t want to forgive you either”

His dad nodded and handed the envelope to Matsu before flashing a smile “Your new drama... It’s good” he muttered before leaving. Both men turned to face each other, not knowing what had just happened. They looked through the photos their mouths falling open,

“When did he get all these?” Matsu asked

“No idea” Nino mumbled stopping one of them dressed in school uniforms “This was our first kiss when we got back together...”

“Shit... Your dad... Is creepy” Matsu muttered when the door bell sounded again, announcing that their guests had arrived. The party was fun, and Nino was surprised that he had three really good friends even if hadn’t realized it until now.

“We can do this tomorrow...” Matsu whispered grabbing Nino from behind and hugging him tightly, after everyone had left. Nino let out a laugh turning to face him, they kissed slowly at first but it grew steadily more deeper as their hands moved with feverish urgency, pulling at each other’s clothes, each wanting to feel the others body heat skin to skin. “Kazu... Are you sure about this?” He asked, pulling apart, and peering into his eyes again, afraid that he was rushing him. Nino just smiled grabbing his hand as he pulled him to the bedroom. They climbed on the bed and continued their kiss their hands stroking one another’s skin gently. They broke apart briefly to remove their jeans tossing them on the floor, before their bodies joined together as if by gravity. 

“Are you okay?” Matsu asked gruffly as he pushed into him as carefully as he could.

“Fuck Jun... I’m not a virgin” He breathed, gasping against the pain that filled his lower half, “its okay for you to move...”

Matsu stared down at him, biting his lip “Has... There been...”

“You’re asking this now?” Nino glared up at him, in frustration. “Of course... Not... Move... Ah...”

Matsu smiled kissing him as he thrust in him gently at first and then gaining speed with each moan from Nino. The heat built up inside them Nino clung to his shoulder tightly his nails digging into his skin as he was driven closer to the edge, lips parted in a continuous sigh of “Jun”

“Kazu’...” He groaned sucking at his neck, as he reached in between them to stroke Nino’s member wanting them to come together. With loud moans they both released sinking into the bed panting heavily. A happy glow washing over their minds and bodies as they lay cuddled in the bed, sweat glistening on their bodies as they waited for their breathing to calm down. Nino snuggled into Matsu's chest, brushing his lips against him; Matsu smiled his arm tightening around him. "Hmm, Jun..."

"Yeah?" He asked trying to keep his eyes open, Nino held up his pinky

"Promise we'll always stay together" He murmured, Matsu chuckled linking their fingers tightly

"I promise, Kazu, We'll always be together" He said, they smiled together, both knowing that even if it was hard. This time they were going to keep it.

"Hey, Kazu?" Matsu called out softly breathing into his hair.

"Yeah?" Nino replied sleepily, listening to the sound of his lovers’ heartbeat, which was perfectly in time with his own.

"One day, let's get married, ne?" Matsu's voice was so soft he wasn't sure if he'd really heard it.

"W-What?"

"We said that when we were kids, that one day we would get married..."

"We're not kids any more... And we can't get married, we're both guys. If we confirm any of this, we could say goodbye to our careers"

"Would that really be so bad? This thing with the press it could be the best thing that ever happened to us"

"Wait, you're seriously not thinking of coming out about us are you?" Nino snapped all thoughts of sleep leaving him as he pushed himself up in bed

"I want my mum to know that we're serious, and just because your dad has decided to drop it won’t be long before someone else tries to hold it against us...If we were honest about it they couldn't do that"

"But everything you've worked for, this could be career suicide... I've only been doing it as a joke, but this is all you've talked about since you were little" Nino said linking his fingers tightly, chewing his bottom lip,

"I've wanted to marry you longer, even if we can't have a proper marriage I can at least tell people you are and have always been the most important person in the world to me...I know we’ve only just gotten back together and there is still a lot we’re going to have to work out but... We can do it together, right?" Matsu caught his hand and kissed it with a smile. "I love you, Kazu"

"I think we should at least talk to Ohno-san before you call any press" Nino mumbled his resistance failing, just like always "And just so you know, for a proposal, this sucks"

Matsu grinned and took a ring out from the bedside table "Here this is for you," He said slipping it on his ring finger, Nino glared at him, and then at the ring

"You were that confident I was going to say yes?"

"Actually I've only ever been more terrified once. I bought it four years ago... I should have given it you then... " Matsu answered, with a half smile, his eyes suddenly shadowed with sadness, pulling Nino back against him, wondering if there was ever going to be a way he could thank Sakurai and Aiba "I love you"

"I love you too..." Nino smiled kissing the mole near his nipple lightly, keeping his eyes fixed on the ring, it was simple Celtic design of twisted sliver with a black stone, that he assumed was jet, it didn't look like an engagement ring, but it suited his fingers perfectly.  He closed his eyes confused as to why they had to have such a strange relationship, hate and love twisted so tightly together, it was impossible to tell one from the other. Just like the design of the ring. His heart thumped happily, the ghosts of his past settling at last, as he drifted to sleep,

<"Hey Nino-chan" Matsu said as they sat on top of the purple and yellow slide, Nino looked at him expectantly his hazel eyes flashing "When we grow up we'll get married ne?"

"If you want, Jun-kun" He smiled, Matsu grinned holding up his pinkie,

"You're mine now... You're not allowed to love anyone else..."

"I only love, Jun-kun anyway..." Nino whispered, rolling his eyes but linking their fingers, both their faces shining happily "I'll always only love Jun-kun...>

 

The End

 

A/N: Erm this is the last chapter of my first fic... Thank-you for reading and putting up with my sucky writing.  There will be a SakurAiba after/side story Hope you enjoy ^.^