Las palabras de Amor

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Title: las Palabras de Amor (the words of love)

Author: krystalkatz

Rating: PG13

Length: Chaptered

Genre: AU Romance, angst,

Pairings: Matsumoto Jun/Ninomiya Kazunari, Sakurai Sho/Aiba Masaki

Disclaimer: I only own the plot, title is from Queen

Side story to teo torriatte

Nino groaned as his eyes opened, awkwardly realising that he was still clinging to Jun his cheek pressed against the thin bony chest. He thought that this should feel strange, but it felt nice, rubbing his eyes he looked over at Aiba’s bed surprised that it was empty. He was even more surprised when he saw his friend leaning against the wall clutching his chest as if he was about to have a heart attack.

“Ai-baka, is everything okay?” he asked and was surprised when Aiba almost panicked jumping around to look at him with wide eyes. Jun was still clinging to him tightly, so he couldn’t move much, not that he really wanted to, so all he could do was watch as Aiba gave a nod and a tight smile putting his bathing things away and pulling on his uniform

“I have to go talk to Sakurai-sensei…” He mumbled as he fixed his tie, Nino raised an eyebrow, wondering what was going on, he knew he friend was acting weird and he guessed that it had something to do with his crush on the teacher. He hoped that it hadn’t made his friend start doing something strange like being overly attentive to him, he really didn’t want the teacher to realise and break his friends heart. He was about to warn him to be careful but Jun picked that moment to open his eyes. Nino watched as he rubbed the sleep away cutely and was disappointed when he realised that he was still hugging him and pulled away quickly. His cheeks flushing a deep red as he gave a shy smile

“Sorr-y” He mumbled, and Nino smiled with a shrug, stretching out now he could move

“It’s okay” he replied swearing as Aiba vanished back through the door, he would chase after him but Jun was still looking a little lost and he really wanted to shower before the bathroom started filling up with too many of the other idiots that liked to tease him. “We should go use the bathroom…” He said getting up from the bed and stretching as he did so. He gave a huge yawn grabbing his bathroom basket from the cupboard sorting out Aiba’s as he did so “Where’s your bathroom stuff?”

“I… Um… Did get anything yet…”

“It’s okay, we’ll go to matron first… She must have forgot” He said sighing when he saw that Jun hadn’t moved from the bed and was hugging the pillow tightly, looking smaller than he was

“I… Um… I’ll just sta-y…” He mumbled and Nino gave a tut, folding his arms across his chest shaking his head,

“I agree that it’s okay for you to cry, but no matter if you feel like it I’m not going to let you waste away, okay?”

“Why not, what’s the point?” Jun mumbled pulling the cover over his head and Nino rolled his eyes marching over to him. He gripped the cover tightly and pulled surprising the younger guy,

“The point is you’re my roommate, I have to look after you, so get your butt out of bed…” He said sharply and Jun nodded scrambling to his feet. Nino grabbed hold of his hand and marched him through the corridors. He felt that he was being hard on somebody that had just lost both their parents but, he was worried that if he just left him Jun really would just sit there and waste away. He reluctantly let go of the hand when they reached the matrons office and knocked on the door waiting for the matron to call them in.

“Yes?” She said after a few minutes and Nino pushed open the wooden door. The matron stared at them in surprise getting up from behind the desk, “Is everything okay?”

“Jun hasn’t got any bathing things” Nino answered looking at the boy next to him who seemed to be finding his slippers more interesting than anything else. The matron made a funny face at Nino and then smiled as she took out her key going to the supplies cupboard. The choices weren’t exactly stunning, either tea tree or apple and Jun wasn’t being helpful either in the end he just took the apple smelling one because if Jun didn’t like it he could use the tea tree one in his own basket. He also took a basket for Jun and a tooth brush and toothpaste handing it to the younger guy before bowing at the matron and marching them both out again. Jun didn’t say anything until they got into the still thankfully empty bathroom and then he tugged on the back of Nino’s Pyjama top blushing as he asked

“Can I come in with you? I don’t want you to leave me…”

“I won’t… But… Sure it’s fine” Nino answered though his heart pounded against his ribs pulling him into a cubicle. He shrugged out of his pyjamas and Jun did the same before switching on the water.

“Ni-no-san… Where…How...” Jun said softly as soon as Nino stepped under the warm water. Nino tensed a little, he really hated people seeing his scars but he hadn’t been thinking when he had agreed to get in the shower with him.

“The scars?” Nino mumbled soaping his back, his shoulders the best he could trying to cover them with soap suds “Does… Do they bother you?”

“N-o I was… I’m sorry…” Jun mumbled looking at the floor clutching his sponge tightly as Nino turned to look at him again. Nino took a deep breath, trying to steady his beating heart before murmuring,

“My step dad… He thought it was fun to use me and my mum as punching bags” Jun made a funny noise in his throat gasping out a squeaky

“I’m sorry…”

“You don’t have to be sorry…” Nino said with more emotions in his voice than he intended and his cheeks flushed as Jun’s head snapped back up to stare at him in confusion “I mean… It’s not like you did it ne? Turn round I’ll wash your back…”

“Nino-san, is nice…” Jun mumbled and Nino had to laugh at that as he took his own sponge “Why is that funny?”

“Because in this place only you and Ai-baka would think I was nice” Nino answered trying to ignore the feelings that were stirring in his stomach as his hand moved over the others skin “And it’s not ‘San’ it’s just Nino”

“Sorry…”

“Don’t keep apologising…” Nino sighed, it made him feel like he was being cruel and the last person he would ever want to be mean to was Jun, he owed him everything. Jun turned his head to look at him, giving a small tiny smile and Nino grinned back hoping that one day he would be able to get him to smile for real.

“Do you want me to wash your back?” Jun asked as Nino washed the soap suds away. Nino’s heart pounded and his breath caught for a moment, he knew even Aiba with all his brightness and cheerfulness hated looking at his skin,

“But the scars…” he mumbled keeping his face away from Jun’s jumping with surprise as the small hands touching at his back tracing over the scars that ran up his spine

“I told you they don’t bother me” Jun told him and Nino sighed allowing him to continue. He thought that they should hurry up, if the other residents came in they would put two and two together and make 5. He liked Jun because Jun had been there for him not because he was like that, and he didn’t want anyone thinking that Jun was like that, it would make it even harder to protect him. His heart skipped when he heard the first bell ring, “What is that?”

“It’s like the alarm…” Nino answered “It’s just the first one the next will be in a few minutes…We should finish up the idiots will be here so-…” Nino turned his words dying when he saw that Jun was crying again, "Ssh... It's okay..." he whispered forgetting that they were both naked, he pulled him into a hug holding him tightly, and with the water deafening him he didn't hear the bathroom door opening.

TBC

A/N: I hope that you’re enjoying it ^.^