Rainbow

[krystalkatzfics]

Title: Rainbow
Author: krystalkatz
Rating: R-ish
Length: Chaptered
Genre: Au,
Pairings:, Matsumoto Jun/Ninomiya Kazunari, Sakurai Sho/Aiba Masaki
Disclaimer: I only own the plot
Warnings: Attempted Suicide

Five years earlier...

It was raining as Jun stepped out of the club, glaring up at the sky only caused him to get a face full of cold water, the bouncers looked at him with raised eyebrows but he continued to stand still letting the water wash over him. Not for the first time he had been unceremoniously dumped, although nobody ever told him that it was the reason, he guessed a lot of it had to do with his appearance, he had a slightly ‘pretty boy’ feel about him and not many guy’s wanted that in their boyfriend, guys seemed to want somebody more manly. Sometimes really hated his face and his body type, it wasn’t as if he could help it though, no matter what he did he kept his slim body and almost feminine outline. Girls seemed to love him though and that was the only reason he sometimes wished he was straight.

“Is everything okay?” bouncer asked and Jun quickly nodded walking away from the club there was a soft moan from the back ally and Jun peered into it frowning what he saw what looked like a body on the floor. Another groan reached his ears and slowly he walked towards it, keeping an eye out for any possible threats. He had heard about people being attacked by someone playing ‘Possum’. His heart officially did stop when he saw that it was a body,

“Are you okay?” Jun asked moving closer to the body that was just laid propped up against a wall. There was no response and the creepiness feeling was making Jun positive he should just turn around and head home, the guy was just obviously drunk it had nothing to do with him. He was about to turn away when he saw it a shimmer of red mixed in with the rain water that was running towards his feet. “Shit” He swore forgetting about leaving as he knelt down in the rain beside the figure “Hey are you okay?” he asked again as he started looking for a wound that could be causing all the blood, there was none that he could see on the face or the torso but then he saw it…Or them… Deep gashes on his right arm blood pouring quickly out. Jun grabbed his phone from his pocket dialling for an ambulance as he shrugged off his shirt at the same time. His hand trembled causing the phone to slip from his hands, he watched as if it was in slow motion his heart thudding as it landed in a puddle with a splash “Fuck and shit it!” He spat loudly turning his attention from the phone back to the arm, he tied ripped the sleeve of his shirt at the stitches and tied it like a tunicate just below the elbow trying to stem the flow of blood. It worked and with the other sleeve he tied it around the deepest of the cuts. He checked the guys pulse again before darting back out of the ally to scream at the bouncers to phone for ambulance.  They took in his naked chest smeared with blood and one immediately pulled out a phone while the other came to him

“Is everything okay?” He asked in surprise checking him over and Jun nodded chewing on his lip “What happened to you?”

“I’m fine… But…” He stopped talking running back to the guy knowing the bouncer would follow. The guy had slumped further down but it only took a second to help him back up, the guy really was too thin.

“Fuck…What happened?” the bouncer asked checking the thin guys pulse Jun shrugged trying to support the thin guy without actually breaking any bones. There was the sound of sirens and sound the second bouncer came followed by two paramedics. Everything happened in a whirl after that and without even realising it Jun found himself being pushed into the back of the ambulance with the paramedic asking him all kinds of questions.

“I don’t know! I never saw him before tonight” Jun mumbled his heart stopping when the Man on the gurney’s eyes flew open and a small hand came to clutch at his,

“Ple-ase… Don’t leav-e me… Please…” He begged and before his brain could process anything Jun stroked his forehead,

“I promise that I won’t leave you” He said with so much softness in his voice he surprised himself. The guy let out a soft sigh sinking back down but not letting go of his hand until they reached the hospital and even then it was because they were forced apart. He was given a green hospital shirt and pointed in the direction of a bathroom so that he could clean up.

Looking at his white face in the mirror the reality of what had happened sunk in and he had to grip the sink tightly to stop the nausea that had washed up into his stomach and chest. Whole body shook as he saw those deep brown eyes pleading with him to not leave. He wasn’t sure how long he stood there it could have been seconds or it could have been a few hours. It wasn’t until he heard a banging that he blinked coming back to earth. He washed the blood away quickly from his hands and then left the bathroom quickly and was stopped by a nurse who motioned him to a side room where the man was wearing an oxygen mask but he was awake staring at him in confusion as another nurse putting the finishing touches to a bandage.

“You’re the one from the ambulance… So what you’re some kind of Samaritan?” The man groaned pulling off the oxygen mask and giving him such a look that Jun gave a shiver that had nothing to do with his wet shirt, he looked so completely broken and pathetic, his bones were almost poking out of his skin, his eyes sunken so it was like looking at one of Sakurai’s skulls.

“He just saved your life” The nurse said gently getting her feet.

“Who asked him too?” Was the next mutter that came from the small figure on the bed and Jun clicked his tongue in irritation.

“You wanted to die then?” He snapped

“Nope… I just wanted not to live anymore…” Came a tired sigh he eyes going to the bandage that was around his arm, Jun clicked his tongue against his teeth

“If you want to kill yourself you shouldn’t have done it in such a public area…”

“I was in an alley” The mystery man mumbled and Jun rolled his eyes

“Of a popular nightclub…If you really want to do that shit…You should do it at home where nobody can ever find you…” Jun snapped and the nurse gave a startled gasp.

“I’ll remember that for next time” The bony guy whispered and Jun let out another irritated hiss his foot clicking against the floor

“Yeah well you’d better not do it before you pay me back for the shirt I ruined saving your worthless butt…” He growled the nurse was about to push him out of the room when to every bodies amazement the guy on the bed let out a strangled sounding laugh tears rolling down his cheeks. Jun felt guilt crawling its way into his heart ignoring the looks he was getting from both the nurse and the guy on the bed he gave a sigh he went to sit beside the bed

“What… Are you doing?”

“Hmm… I’m worried you won’t be around to give me back my shirt so I’m going to sit right here…”

“You’re that worried about a shirt?” That patient snapped wiping his eyes with the palm of his hand and glaring up at him.

“Yep…” Jun said surprised when the thin guy looked happy he was staying. This wasn’t something he was being trained to handle but he doubted if he could leave the overly thin man “So what is it? You lost your job?”

“No”

“Girlfriend walked out on you?” He tried again remembering what he had said in the ambulance and the way he was pleading and there was a pause. The same pause Jun made when talking about his preferences before there was a muffled

“No”

“So it was your boyfriend?” Jun asked, there had to be some one that had made him that needed. He saw the answer in his eyes before the pale guy nodded

“…Ye-… You could say that… But that wasn’t the only reason for this...” He laughed bitterly holding up his bandaged arm.

“So you had other reasons that you wanted to kill yourself? It’s good to know that you’re not a drama queen” Jun whispered trying to understand, why anybody no matter what the circumstances would want to kill themselves.

“I… This has nothing to do with you…I did it, it was stupid I know that… This was all me…Now just leave me the hell alone…” He mumbled looking down at his arm again

“But you said…” The trainee teacher was confused as the thin guy played about with the bandage.

“I said I didn’t feel like living…” Again the thin guy’s voice broke and Jun found himself gripping his none injured hand “This has nothing to do with you, okay Samaritan? Thanks for helping me but you should just leave now…”

“No chance…” Jun grumbled although he honestly wasn’t sure why he was pushing it so hard, even fighting against him when he tried to shrug him off.  “It has something to do with me because I’m the one that found you… And my name is Matsumoto Jun…What’s yours?”

“Why is that important?”

“Because… I want to know your name…”

“Ninomiya Kazunari…”

“Well Kazu, you’re not the only person in the world that’s been dumped you know…” Jun mumbled and Kazu nodded looking completely miserable. Again Jun softened his attitude just a little “You should probably get some sleep…”

“No! Wait please… Stay… Stay at least until I’m asleep…”

“I told you I wasn’t leaving…” Jun mumbled and he hadn’t, not that night not ever.

TBC

A/N: Hmm… The next chapter could go two ways… I could kind of skip over their ‘darker days’ and back to the ‘fluffy happy love, love sexed up couple’ or we can see Jun helping Nino get better … Please let me know which you would prefer ^.^