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krystalkatzficsTitle: The Blue Moon Club: You Must Love Me
Author: KrystalKatz
Genre: Angst, Family, Smut
Length: One shot part 2
Rating: NC17
Pairing: Ohno Satoshi/ Ninomiya Kazunari, Aiba Masaki/ Matsumoto Jun
Disclaimer: I only own the plot and Rabbit
A/N: This is another sequel to TBMC: Insatiable, Save the Last dance, (I had) the time of my life and Lullaby (Goodnight my angel)
Nino read the inscription on the ring remembering the day Ohno had taken it to have done he’d been embarrassed about the sappiness of it at the time now he thought it was the most beautiful things he had seen. He gripped the ring in his palm, the cold metal sending a shiver up his spine, he heard the door going and realised that Sakurai and Kame were leaving. He went back down stairs and saw Ohno straightening up a little. When he heard his footsteps he turned to smile at him a pillow in his hands, Nino returned the smile his heart skipping like a school girls as he held out the ring. The lawyer’s eyes widened as he reached out to take it, “K-Kazu?” he whispered in confusion
“I’m not fit to have it yet… No, Toshi listen” He said quickly when Ohno opened his mouth, “I want to wear it again but at the moment I can’t. So I want you to keep it until then okay?” Ohno reached out and took his hand, Nino shivered ever so slightly but he didn’t pull back just looked at him with determination “Please”
“Okay, Kazu, I believe that one day you’ll wear it again”
“Thank-you…” He smiled though his lips trembled and there was an unusual glimmer in his eyes, Nino took a deep breath “I think we should go to bed”
“Do you want a drink?”
“Nah, I’ll go wash up and go to bed…”
“What about your tablet?”
“Right, I’ll get some water” Nino said deciding not to tell him he wasn’t going to take them anymore, it was true they weren’t as bad as he thought, he wasn’t dribbling in the corner at least, but he wasn’t sure if the tablet was the only reason that he was feeling better. He knew there were risks associated with just stopping his medication but he would talk about it with Mari when he saw her next. He got a small glass of water and went upstairs he looked in on Rabbit smiling when he saw that she was hugging the two new rabbits tightly. He went to the bathroom and poured the water away before washing his face and brushing his teeth, it was awhile before Ohno came up and Nino was sure he had been going over some case notes for tomorrow. When he finally did come to bed, the assumed the positions that had become regular over the past few months, they lay facing each other as though the space between them was a vast ocean and then slowly Nino reached out a hand and Ohno took it, like he promised.
“I love you, Kazu” Ohno murmured sleepily his grip tightening slightly as his eyes fluttered closed
“Me too” Nino whispered with a smile as he watched him sleeping, they hadn’t even kissed but he couldn’t remember when his heart had felt so light. The next morning Ohno had to leave early, he kissed the top of Rabbits head and then very gently squeezed Nino’s hand, Nino smiled deciding it was as good as a kiss. Rabbit looked up from where she was introducing her new bunnies, Ridaa and Kei, to the first bunny Nino ever gave her, Arashi,
“Did you have a nice time?” She asked
“Yeah, sorry Rabbit we’ll take you next time, ne?”
“I don’t mind papa, I just want you and Papa-Toshi to be back to normal”
“I know sweetie” Nino whispered dropping a kiss on her forehead “Come on, I’m sure Katsura-kun is waiting for you”
“Hai, Hai” She said with a grin as she ran to get her coat and bag “Are we meeting grandpa for dinner tonight?” Rabbit asked as Nino grabbed his own coat,
“Y-yeah, why not it’s been awhile, ne? I’ll phone him and make sure that it’s okay” He answered with a small smile. Rabbit nodded excitedly and holding hands they left the house. Rabbit talked about the things she as hoping to do that day, as they reached the school gates she let go of his hand and with a quick wave ran to a boy that he assumed was Katsura, he watched with a smile and then took out his phone
“Hai… Moshi Mosh?” Aiba’s sleepy voice came down the line
“Masa, is the princess awake?”
“Kazu? He’s in the shower… Is something wrong?”
“No… Um…”
“Wait he’s just got out… Jun-Jun, Kazu wants you…” Aiba said and then there was the sound of kissing before Matsu came on the line
“What’s up brat?”
“Are you going to the moon?”
“Yeah, in about an hour” Matsu answered he sounded surprised but then why wouldn’t he, Nino had barely spoken about the moon,
“I’m coming with you” he told him with more confidence than he was feeling
“What? Kazu…”
“Save the lecture until I get to your apartment” Nino mumbled flagging down a taxi and hanging up the phone. When he arrived at the apartment Matsu was pacing he grabbed him by his arms and threw him into a chair “Nice to see you again too, Jun-Jun” He said with a small smile
“Don’t call me that” Matsu snapped though it was more out of habit than anything else, “What did you mean ‘You’re coming with us’?”
“I said I’m coming to the moon” Nino answered looking around the apartment, it was completely different from when he lived here, before all his games and clothes would have been piled everywhere, now it perfectly matched Matsu and Aiba, it radiated Aiba’s warmth and Matsu’s style
“And why did you suddenly decide this?”
“If Rabbit can get a boyfriend I guess I should stop wallowing in self-pity…”
“What Rabbit’s got a boyfriend?” Matsu repeated his eyes narrowing
“Wow, a similar reaction to Toshi, you two should relax, it’s still going to be a few years before Satoshi and I will be fighting over who walks her down the aisle” Nino joked his old personality come through, like the sun from behind a cloud, Matsu blinked positive he was about to cry with happiness to see it again he forced it away trying to think rationally
“But are you sure you’re ready?”
“I’m not saying I want to get on the stage tonight but I want to try…”
“Shouldn’t we tell Satoshi?”
“No,” Nino said quickly “I don’t want him to know…”
“Why? Nii-chan, have you talked this over with your therapist?”
“Not yet… My next session isn’t for two days, look I know this isn’t going to be easy but… I want to get back to Toshi and Rabbit… I need to do this…” Nino whispered pleading with them using the eyes they were both weak too. Matsu nodded slowly and Aiba followed suit, though they were both worried. “I’m not made of paper… I promise I can do this…”
“Okay, Nii-chan” Matsu smiled nodding again and then hugged him tightly, Nino froze his heart pounding against chest as he slowly reached his arms around him. They hugged for a while and then they both pulled apart giving shaky laughs. Aiba let out a loud laugh and then looked at the time
“Come on…” He said leading them out of the building.
Nino held their arms tightly as he looked up at the blue moon, wondering if it really was a good idea to do this without his medication, his heart was racing and his mouth went dry. He wanted to run to go back to his house where he knew he was safe, but instead he took a deep breath and still holding on to Matsu and Aiba stepped towards the door. The doorman started blinking in amazement as he saw him, flashes of memories flooded into Nino’s mind the kisses the touches, the beatings. Tears stabbed at his eyes but he gave a weak smile
“Are you gonna buzz us in or do I have to stand here all day?” he asked, the doorman nodded dumbly pressing the button that unlocked the door he stepped aside his mouth still hanging open slightly “Thanks” Nino mumbled his grip tightening on his friends arms, as Aiba unlocked the door. The club hadn’t changed even the smell was the same, the dancers were all sat staring blankly at some point next to Sakurai’s right ear or leaning on each other trying not to fall to sleep. Nino tried to walk further in but it felt as if his legs were suddenly made of lead. He let go of Aiba and Matsu and motioned them to go without him, Sakurai hated his dancers missing his morning speeches
“Jun and Masa you finally decided to join us?”
“Sorry we’re late… Something came up…”
“If this is going to be a story about ’Masaki Jr’…”
“Is that what you first think about Mum? Maybe I should rethink you babysitting my little Rabbit…” Nino said praying his voice wouldn’t falter as he forced his feet to move. His brain kept screaming ‘This is it! This is the place! He held us here... He raped us here! We thought we were going to die here!’ he tried to shut it up. The dancers murmured, craning their necks to look at him, he suddenly felt like a fish in a bowl.
“Kazu?” Sakurai said staring in amazement coming forwards “What are you doing here?”
“Last I heard I still work here… Five months is a pretty long time for a holiday…” Nino answered flashing a nervous smile “Johnny-san must be fed up with paying me to play video games”
“Yeah but… Are you sure you’re ready?”
“I want to be, I just have to ask you all not to mention this to Toshi, please…” Nino asked his voice was getting weaker though and his legs had started to tremble,
“Sit down…” Matsu said seeing his pale face “Ma-chan…”
“Here” Aiba said handing him a cold bottle of water
“Sorry… I guess…” Nino mumbled sipping the water, “This is going to be harder than I thought”
“Don’t force yourself”
“I’m not ill” He snapped, he didn’t mean to, he knew they were just trying to watch out for him, but he knew this was going to be hard so why were they all treating him like a doll. “Sorry… I suppose you’re right…” He sighed running his fingers threw his hair looking around the club he hadn’t even been here for more than five minutes, maybe this was going to be impossible, he thought
“Do you want me to go with you?”
“What? N-No, I’m fine, I’m going to see Toshi…” He said forcing a smile as he drained the last of the water before standing up “I’ll be back here again tomorrow”
“We’ll be waiting” Sakurai grinned. As soon as he left the moon he almost collapsed, his heart pounded against his ribs,
“Ninomiya-san? Are you okay?” The doorman asked putting a hand on his back
“I-I’m f-fine…” He stammered jumping away from him “Um… Would you… Get me a taxi?”
“Yes sir” The doorman said pulling out a phone, instead of a taxi on of the cars Johnny-san now hired arrived and Nino got inside giving the address for Ohno’s office he let his heart relax as they drove through the city. His nerves returned as he pulled up but taking deep breaths he made his way to Ohno’s floor ignoring the looks he was getting.
“Nino” Honda said with mild amazing coming out from behind her desk, Nino smiled it had been awhile since he had last seen the flirty receptionist “I wasn’t excepting to see you, Ohno-san didn’t say anything…”
“I wanted to surprise him” Nino said and then was surprised to see something flash on her hand “You’re engaged?” Honda let out a laugh holding up her hand to show of her engagement ring
“Surprising ne?”
“A little” Nino nodded with a half-smile “But congratulations I hope you’ll be very happy…”
“Thank-you… I have a favour to ask, will you allow Rabbit to be my bridesmaid? I’m having my niece too and her and Rabbit will be perfect together…”
“Of course, if you can convince her to get into a dress” Nino laughed
Thank-you… There’s also another thing…”
“What?”
Will you come round with my mother?”
“Um, you know it’s not really true that all gay men enjoy shopping…”
“I know… It’s just I don’t have many friends of my own age…” Honda admitted looking at her computer screen with slightly red cheeks “I need someone fighting on my side my mum and sister-in-law are taking over”
“I’ll be your back up” He promised and Honda gave a bright grin
“Thank-you so much this Saturday we’re meeting at ten”
“Just send me the details” Nino smiled though he knew he would have to build himself up before then
“I will Thank-you, I love you” Honda said happily Nino smiled again and then went to Ohno’s office
“Kazu? It’s been a long time since you came to visit me” Ohno smiled happy to see him “Is something wrong?”
“No I just wanted to prove to you I am trying… So don’t leave me yet”
“You don’t have to prove anything, Kazu” Ohno told him “But I’m glad you came”
Nino came on sat on the desk and held out his hand which Ohno automatically took it linking their fingers and Nino was happy to see his ring on a chain around Ohno’s neck “I love you” he said
“I love you too” They didn’t do anything else just sat staring at each other like dorks for half an hour but for Nino it felt like he had just climbed a mountain and was starting to see sunlight through the thick clouds.
“Will I have to wear a dress?” Rabbit asked her chopsticks halfway to her mouth as she stared at her father in almost horror. Nino and Mr Ohno laughed he had just told her about her being a bridesmaid but from her expression it looked like he had just asked her to skin a rabbit
“Yes”
“Huh!” Rabbit said turning her attention back to her ramen glaring at it as if it was the cause of all the worlds’ evils
“If you do this I’ll take you and Katsura to a baseball game…” Nino said softly wondering if anyone else had ever had to bribe an almost eight year old girl to dress like a princess
“Who’s Katsura?” Mr Ohno asked his eyes shining as he looked at his granddaughter and son-in-law, he had missed their weekly meals as much as Rabbit and Nino had when he got the phone call that afternoon he’d spent the rest of the afternoon almost dancing. Some of his fellow teachers teased him by saying he acted as if he had a crush on Nino, but he couldn’t help it he really did adore his son’s family
“Katsura is Rabbit’s friend” Nino said with a teasing smile at his daughter Rabbit was too excited to blush
“You’ll really take me?” She said gripping his arm, Nino nodded they had started to go as much as they could before his attack,
“Of course I will” He promised holding up his pinkie Rabbit beamed linking it with her own. The rest of the meal passed in a happy atmosphere and Nino promised that they would be doing it again next week, Mr Ohno hugged him briefly and then picked up Rabbit and hugged her tightly. The week was strange every morning Nino went to the moon and at dinner went to see Ohno he still couldn’t do more than hand holding or very light kisses but he knew in his heart that he wanted to do it. He told Mari that he had stopped taking his medication and although she was disappointed that he hadn’t talk to her first she accepted his decision and started working with him on controlling the side effects from coming off the pills and the anxiety he was feeling, warning him that though he was on a high right now there was a chance he could crash. Honda sent the details and soon he and Rabbit were standing in a bridal shop with matching forced smiles on their faces as they were introduced to Hondas sister Mai and daughter Haruka. Mai looked at them both with raised eyebrows and then picked up a shocking pink dress and handed it to Rabbit
Rabbit looked at the pink dress sceptically her little nose wrinkling as she tugged at the ruffles and lace, “You want me to wear this?” Nino could understand her feelings the dress was horrible and would look better on a bonfire instead of his daughter. He had the feeling that it was something Honda wouldn’t have even dreamed of getting
“Just try it on” Nino laughed ruffling her hair, Rabbit chewed her lip and then nodded following Haruka into the dressing room, her expression was one that was clearly ready to do battle
“So you’re Yua’s friend?”
“Yes” Nino nodded deciding that he would never like Honda’s sister-in-law and couldn’t blame the receptionist for wanting someone with her “I never thought Yua would have male friends and Akiko-chan is your sister?”
“My daughter” Nino corrected trying not to laugh at the stunned expression on her face, he was used to seeing it but it still amused him
“I… See… And your wife doesn’t mind you hanging out all day with another woman?”
“My husband is fine with it” Nino said and Mai’s mouth dropped to the floor, Honda came out first and Nino had to admit that if he were straight he would have been proud to have her on his arm,
“You look amazing” He told her truthfully
“They look like little angels” Mai said though her nose was turned up
“We look horrible” Rabbit said pulling at the lace “daddy; I don’t really have to wear this do I?”
Nino suddenly felt bad for Honda who was also gazing at the dress in horror
“You really don’t look good in bright pink” Nino said as tactfully as possible and then turned to the assistant “Soft blues or yellows?”
“Oh we have the perfect thing” The assistant said quickly and scuttled off, Mai turned on him
“We have already agreed on the pink”
“Is it your wedding?” he asked “The flowers Yua is having is baby blue and yellow it would make sense for the bridesmaid to wear blue or yellow”
“Or both!” Rabbit said almost excitedly as the assistant came back with two soft blue and yellow dresses they were beautiful silk with tiny silk flowers that made up the strips the main part of the dress was powder blue with delicate cut outs of flowers that showed the creamy yellow underskirt
“We made these a few months ago but the wedding was cancelled they may be slightly too big but we can adjust the sizes…”
“And what cost are these dresses?” Mai asked cutting in
“On the house” A male voice coming in from the back a tape measure around his neck, Nino blinked a few times
“Tac-chan? What are you doing here?” Nino asked confused Ueda Tatsuya was a former dancer at the moon he had left eight months ago to be with the man he loved
“Uncle Tatsuya” Rabbit grinned hugging him around the waist
“I own this place” He grinned happily his eyes shining
“Wow, impressive… So you’ll really let us have the dresses for free?”
“Of course, they were just sitting in the back room, they are my favourite dresses and think our mascot Rabbit and her friend would do them justice ne?” Ueda said with a laugh “So why don’t you girls try them on and we’ll see what we have to do”
The girls ran into the changing room clutching their new dresses tightly, Honda looked over the moon and Mai was silently fuming “Thanks Tac-chan”
“Any time” The former dancer smiled “I’m glad to see you’re doing well”
“You too” Nino said and the grinned as Rabbit came out wearing the new dress followed closely by Haruka “Now you look like princesses” He said and Mai’s expression said that she was beaten. Rabbit seemed happy with the dress, it did need a little taking in in places, but other than that it was perfect. “Uncle Jun will be happy to see you in that” he told her and Rabbits grin got wider as she smoothed down the dress.
With the flurry of activity with going back to the blue moon, the wedding and his meetings he and Ohno barely had time for their once a week date nights, but once a week they made the time their movie nights had improved they were back to being in each other’s arms with Rabbit laid across them again, they still hadn’t had sex but slowly he became able to accept Ohno’s touches and kisses. His first night back at the moon was met with an almost deafening applause and he almost fainted when he saw Ohno sat on the front row grinning at him his eyes shining as he watched him dancing to poison. He didn’t think he would be able to do it every night for a while but he was almost proud of himself for managing to do what he had. Yua’s wedding was on a weekday and Ohno took the day off to attend with him. Rabbit really did look like a fairy princess as she scattered flower petals in front of Yua as she walked down the aisle to her husband, Nino looked down at his own bare finger deciding that he missed his ring, it was still on a chain around Ohno’s neck. They went to the reception both remembering their own at the moon, surrounded by all of their friends. Ohno hugged Nino tightly from behind as they watched Yua having her first dance with her new husband “You were more beautiful” the lawyer told him softly in his ear and Nino giggled happily he was about to reply when Rabbit came and grabbed his hand
“I want to dance with my papa-Kazu” She said pulling him onto the floor, she stood on his feet and he moved her time with the music laughing as they made fun of the other dancers after the song had finished she went to drag Ohno onto the floor and they had a dance, Nino leant against the wall as the song ended and Aiba was next on Rabbit’s ‘Dance with me’ list,
“If you want to go home we’ll bring Rabbit back with us” Matsu told him as he came to stand beside him causing Nino to grin.
“Thanks” He said before going to Ohno who was leaning against the window watching Rabbit dance with Aiba, Nino wrapped his arms around him from behind and rested his chin on his shoulder “She really is going to be a heartbreaker ne?” he laughed and Ohno nodded as they started swaying to the music that was playing “Toshi lets go, Jun said he and Masa would take Rabbit home…”
“Okay” Ohno nodded, realising there was special meaning behind it. They said goodbye to Yua and told Rabbit that they would see her later before leaving the hall hand in hand.
They came back to the house; it felt strange for them both to be there alone at the same time of day, it reminded Nino of the three days they had had off after they had gotten married his heart fluttered as Ohno took his hand
“Are you okay?” He asked, Nino nodded smiling
“I had fun today, thanks for taking the day off…”
“I enjoyed it; it feels like our honeymoon…”
“Sappy idiot” Nino laughed rolling his eyes as he lent in and kissed Ohno’s cheek lightly “Come on lets go to bed” he whispered grabbing his hand and pulling him up the stairs. As they reached the bedroom they both urgently began removing each other’s clothes until they jumped naked on to the bed. Nino let his eyes wonder freely over Ohno’s naked body, even if he was in his thirties Nino was positive he would never find anyone as prefect as his husband. He was small but just screamed manly; Ohno’s eyes sparkled slightly letting him know he was enjoying his attention. Nino flashed a smile and reached out to touch him. They both sighed as his fingertips made contact it was too long since he had touched him like this, Ohno felt so smooth and warm under his fingers. He pushed Ohno back very gently and inched closer to him, not letting the contact break. He sat beside him on the bed just gently running his hands over his skin. Ohno just looked at him a gentle smile playing on his lips. Nino continued to smile back his heart racing like a virgin, exploring someone else’s body for the first time. He was so nervous his breathing was slightly raised even though they hadn’t done anything. He had always felt having sex with Ohno was just like his first time, but today it was more than even that, anxiety knotted tightly in his stomach, he positioned himself in between Ohno’s legs and covered his lovers body with his own as they kissed gently. The feel of another person’s body touching his increased his heart rate even further, and the doorman’s face rose up in his mind, he forced the image away instead focusing on Ohno’s eyes that were staring straight at him as they kissed as if seeking approval to run his hands over his bare skin. “Touch me” Nino whispered breaking the kiss, Ohno didn’t need to be told twice and he ran his fingers in spirals over Nino’s back stopping when he felt Nino shiver, he looked at his face worried when he realised it was even whiter than normal
“Are you okay?” Ohno asked when Nino buried his face against his neck, his body shaking,
“Do-n’t sto-p” Nino said his voice was trembling but determined and Ohno continued to make lazy patterns on his back until he calmed down again. He knew he had when Nino started to kiss and suck at his neck and then moved to his collarbone,
“Kazu” Ohno moaned softly wanting to grab him and throw him down on the bed but knowing that would do more damage than good, Nino had to know that he was in control here. Nino’s lips continued their slow savouring of his skin, like it was his favourite meal that he had been denied for too long, Ohno let out a soft groan as they reached the point just below his belly button, he could feel Nino’s smile against him, it was his weak spot the first time Nino had found it Ohno had almost came straight away. He squirmed trembling as Nino’s tongue ran over it, and then his teeth nibbled so teasingly “Fuck… Kazu” he panted Nino chuckled adding to the ripples that had been building up and then he sucked it marking him as his. While his mouth had been on his stomach Nino’s hands had been trailing over and up his thighs until they were positioned on either side of his aching member Nino ceased his attack on Ohno stomach and looked up at his panting husband enjoying the emotions that were being played out. His heart was still racing with fear but he knew if he pulled away now Ohno would let him go even, as aroused as he was, he wouldn’t force him “Ka-zu? Ar-e you… Ok-ay? Do yo-u wan-t to… Sto-p?” He managed to ask proving Nino’s theory. Nino’s reply was to gently kiss the tip of Ohno’s member “F-uck!” The lawyer spat out gripping the sheets tightly as Nino ran his tongue over the slit before taking it fully into his mouth and giving a quick suck, Ohno’s hips bucked forcing himself deeper into Nino’s mouth. Nino was expecting it and moved his mouth to accommodate his length without gagging “So-r-ry” Ohno groaned but his hips were still thrust into that wonderful warmth and Nino didn’t try to stop him until he could taste the pre come. He released Ohno with an audible pop and licked his lips as he kissed a trail back up Ohno’s body until he reached his mouth, Ohno was gasping for air as Nino covered his mouth and gave him an almost dizzying kiss and then rolled over pulling Ohno on top of him, “Ar-e you su-re?” Nino nodded giving a small smile, he wasn’t sure, he was terrified, he wanted to push Ohno away and run for the bathroom but at the same time he wanted this he wanted Ohno to drive all thoughts away of that guy. Ohno stroked his face gently with his fingertips and then kissed his jaw line, before moving over the map of Nino’s body. He knew all of his weak points the places he loved the places he knew would make him scream with excitement the first place on his magical mystery tour was Nino’s left nipple, he poked it and prodded it with his tongue he could feel Nino’s grip on his arm tighten and he knew he was doing right, while his mouth toyed with the left his hand tweaked and flicked at the right. He had always found it amusing that although both nipples were sensitive they both needed different ways, the left reacted to the softer gentler touch while the right enjoyed a sharper almost painful touch. Ohno smiled as he sucked the nipple, hearing the soft breaths Nino was releasing, turned him on more than it had for a long time. He wanted so badly for Nino to just let go of all the fear and pain he was feeling. There were very people Ohno had actively hated before, for a lawyer he was pretty easy going outside of the courtroom but he wanted to kill the man that had hurt his little Kazu. As he had been thinking his mouth had moved from Nino’s nipple, trailing down his skin to the spot just above his right hip. Nino’s breathing hitched as Ohno attacked his sensitive skin, flash backs had been plaguing him since Ohno had started and he almost wanting to scream at his husband to stop, but he couldn’t, he needed to be able to feel Ohno again that he forced it all in and slowly the terrifying image of the doorman was being replaced with Ohno’s, Ohno who could never hurt him, Ohno who knew and loved every flaw he had, Ohno who knew his body like he had a treasure map. He reached down and felt his silky hair, Ohno stopped his kissing and looked at him
“I love you Satoshi” He murmured, Ohno gave a smile, his sleepy eyes flashing happily
“Me too Kazu” He whispered kissing his stomach, Nino let out a laugh, stroking his face with his fingertips “I love you so much…” Ohno stroked a hand over his skin watching the goose pimples that rose “Are you sure you want to go any further?”
“I want to be yours again” He nodded
“Kazu you’re already still mine, you didn’t stop being mine because of that guy…” Ohno murmured his breath tickling his skin, Nino gave another shiver and then reached for the lube that was kept on Ohno’s side of the bed, but his hand only found only air.
“Where?” He mumbled looking at Ohno, Ohno smiled and then reached under the bed pulling out a bottle. He put some on his fingers, Nino spread his legs even further while putting a pillow under his back to support his hips. He gave a small gasp as he felt Ohno’s fingers gently probing at his hole,
“Sorry, Kazu”
“It’s okay…” Nino told him through gritted teeth, his fists were clenched so tightly that his nails were digging into his palm, almost drawing blood. Ohno pushed his fingers inside, biting his lip as he watched the pain cross over Nino’s face, he had never known him to be so tense he pushed his fingers further in loosening and stretching him out, Nino gave a whimper as Ohno brushed something inside, Ohno smiled and continued to attack that spot.
“I’m… Ready” He panted Ohno nodded pulling his fingers out and positioned himself in between his legs guiding his member to Nino’s hole the tip rubbing it gently “Toshi…” Nino panted Ohno kissed his forehead lightly before pushing his forwards “F-uc-k” He screamed his nails digging almost painfully into Ohno’s arms. Memories flooded through his mind and tears rolled down his cheeks, Ohno stopped halfway inside
“Kazu…”
“It’s… Okay, don’t… Stop” he groaned moving his own hips to impale himself further onto him, Ohno kissed the tears away as he continued to thrust inside him burying himself deeper into Nino’s wonderful warmth. The lawyer angled his hips searching for Nino’s sweet spot, knowing he’d found it when Nino let out a loud moan his nails digging further into his flesh. Ohno brought his mouth down onto Nino’s neck biting and sucking as his thrusts became quicker and more erratic, pounding against the spot as his hand gripped at Nino’s member pumping at him as his thumb rubbed the tip teasing out Nino’s orgasm. Nino’s moans became louder and breather as he let go of the memories, letting himself focus on Ohno and the amazing things he was doing to his body. Ohno’s mouth continued to suck and bite at his neck as the heat built up inside them, searching for a release
“Sa-Tos-hi” Nino panted as they moved along quicker and harsher loving the feeling of Ohno being inside him, his mind went white and arching his back the heat expelled from his body and he came all over his stomach and Ohno’s hand. He tightened around Ohno drawing out the older man’s ejaculation, with a satisfied grunt Ohno collapsed onto him, giving feathery kisses on his chest and neck while Nino numbly ran his hands up and down his back. “I… Love… You” He said between heavy pants “I missed… You…”
“Me… Too” Ohno told him lifting his face up to look at him, a smile on his face “I love…You… So much” he said and then pecked at his lips a few times before kissing him properly as their breathing returned to normal. It was strange but when they broke apart they both had tears in their eyes, Ohno wiped Nino’s cheeks and Nino returned the favour his face lit up with a smile. They stared at each other grinning stupidly for a while before Ohno rolled off of him. Nino blinked a few times shaking the pleasant drowsiness away looking at the clock told him that they only had an hour before Rabbit would be back.
“Come on, baby… Our little Rabbit will be home soon…”
“Hai, hai” Ohno said sleepily, his fingers running over Nino’s chest before pushing himself into a sitting position,
Nino wrapped his arms around him and kissed his neck “Come on…” He said taking his hand and leading him to the bathroom both thankful they were the only ones in the house. Ohno ran the water
“Look out my neck…” Nino groaned as he caught sight of himself in the mirror, “I swear you’re a vampire” Ohno chuckled and pulled him into the shower
“So says the one that still looks about 17” He said grabbing the soap and washing his body, Nino laughed resting his head on his shoulder, running his hands over chest,
“Thank-you, for staying with me…” Nino whispered kissing his shoulder as the shower washed is sweat away,
“Always” Ohno wrapped his arms around him hugging him tightly, “I love you”
“I love you too…”
They dried themselves and got dressed kissing and cuddling when they could Nino smiled his heart was still beating rapidly with each touch but he slowly began to accept them. They went into the kitchen to make dinner Ohno still attached to him as he started making dinner. Ohno wrapped his arms around him burying his face in his neck and pecking the love bite repeatedly
“Stop…it” Nino laughed throwing a tiny amount of flour in Ohno’s face, Ohno blinked but kept his arms firmly wrapped around his waist, his chin resting on his shoulder. “I want to finish this…”
“I’m home!” Rabbit said running into the kitchen after kicking her shoes off still holding the posy of blue and yellow flowers, she skidded to a stop as she saw them covered in flour cuddling tightly.
“Welcome home” They grinned and then were surprised when her face screwed up and tears began to fall “Rabbit… What’s wrong?” They asked breaking apart and running to her, both dropping to their knees, she wiped her eyes and then wrapped her arms around Nino’s neck tightly nestling her face into his neck.
“I missed you, daddy”
“I missed you too sweetheart” Nino smiled kissing her head the best he could “I’m sorry I went away for a while”
“Welcome home”
“I’m really home” Nino whispered tears racing from his own eyes, they broke apart and each wiped the others eyes, “We’ve become as sappy as papa-Toshi” He laughed kissing her forehead, Ohno pouted happily from where he was stirring the meal, Rabbit gave a giggle and still wiping her eyes she went to fetch her toys. Nino stared at Ohno for a minute and then did something he wouldn’t have dreamed he would do in his entire life he got down on one knee.
“Kazu?”
“Will you take me back?”
“Idiot, you never left me” Ohno said a huge smile on his face, as he pulled the chin from around his neck he gripped Nino’s hand and slid the ring back into place “See, this where it belongs”
Nino smiled looking at the ring on his finger and then pulled one from his own pocket
“Mari-san, she said I might relapse I may have days where I’m right back at square one” He said looking at it carefully, Ohno knelt in front of him still smiling “It might take years for me to be ‘normal’ if I ever am again…”
“And I’ll be right here” the lawyer promised lightly “I’m sorry Kazu but you’re stuck with me…” Nino grinned and then held out the ring, Ohno took it surprised to see that it was inscribed ‘I’ll always wanna hold your hand’ Ohno laughed and then gently slid it on his finger before taking his hand.
“Seriously your sappiness has rubbed off on me… Where is Rabbit going to learn how to be cool now?” Nino said,
“There’s always her uncle Jun”
“I guess… ” Nino said, and they both started laughing
Rabbit came racing down the stairs frowning as she tried to work out why both her papa’s were on the floor grinning like idiots, not that she cared her papa’s were back to how they should be.
The end
A/N: Yay I finally found some time to post the last part :D I hope you enjoy ^.^
Author: KrystalKatz
Genre: Angst, Family, Smut
Length: One shot part 2
Rating: NC17
Pairing: Ohno Satoshi/ Ninomiya Kazunari, Aiba Masaki/ Matsumoto Jun
Disclaimer: I only own the plot and Rabbit
A/N: This is another sequel to TBMC: Insatiable, Save the Last dance, (I had) the time of my life and Lullaby (Goodnight my angel)
Nino read the inscription on the ring remembering the day Ohno had taken it to have done he’d been embarrassed about the sappiness of it at the time now he thought it was the most beautiful things he had seen. He gripped the ring in his palm, the cold metal sending a shiver up his spine, he heard the door going and realised that Sakurai and Kame were leaving. He went back down stairs and saw Ohno straightening up a little. When he heard his footsteps he turned to smile at him a pillow in his hands, Nino returned the smile his heart skipping like a school girls as he held out the ring. The lawyer’s eyes widened as he reached out to take it, “K-Kazu?” he whispered in confusion
“I’m not fit to have it yet… No, Toshi listen” He said quickly when Ohno opened his mouth, “I want to wear it again but at the moment I can’t. So I want you to keep it until then okay?” Ohno reached out and took his hand, Nino shivered ever so slightly but he didn’t pull back just looked at him with determination “Please”
“Okay, Kazu, I believe that one day you’ll wear it again”
“Thank-you…” He smiled though his lips trembled and there was an unusual glimmer in his eyes, Nino took a deep breath “I think we should go to bed”
“Do you want a drink?”
“Nah, I’ll go wash up and go to bed…”
“What about your tablet?”
“Right, I’ll get some water” Nino said deciding not to tell him he wasn’t going to take them anymore, it was true they weren’t as bad as he thought, he wasn’t dribbling in the corner at least, but he wasn’t sure if the tablet was the only reason that he was feeling better. He knew there were risks associated with just stopping his medication but he would talk about it with Mari when he saw her next. He got a small glass of water and went upstairs he looked in on Rabbit smiling when he saw that she was hugging the two new rabbits tightly. He went to the bathroom and poured the water away before washing his face and brushing his teeth, it was awhile before Ohno came up and Nino was sure he had been going over some case notes for tomorrow. When he finally did come to bed, the assumed the positions that had become regular over the past few months, they lay facing each other as though the space between them was a vast ocean and then slowly Nino reached out a hand and Ohno took it, like he promised.
“I love you, Kazu” Ohno murmured sleepily his grip tightening slightly as his eyes fluttered closed
“Me too” Nino whispered with a smile as he watched him sleeping, they hadn’t even kissed but he couldn’t remember when his heart had felt so light. The next morning Ohno had to leave early, he kissed the top of Rabbits head and then very gently squeezed Nino’s hand, Nino smiled deciding it was as good as a kiss. Rabbit looked up from where she was introducing her new bunnies, Ridaa and Kei, to the first bunny Nino ever gave her, Arashi,
“Did you have a nice time?” She asked
“Yeah, sorry Rabbit we’ll take you next time, ne?”
“I don’t mind papa, I just want you and Papa-Toshi to be back to normal”
“I know sweetie” Nino whispered dropping a kiss on her forehead “Come on, I’m sure Katsura-kun is waiting for you”
“Hai, Hai” She said with a grin as she ran to get her coat and bag “Are we meeting grandpa for dinner tonight?” Rabbit asked as Nino grabbed his own coat,
“Y-yeah, why not it’s been awhile, ne? I’ll phone him and make sure that it’s okay” He answered with a small smile. Rabbit nodded excitedly and holding hands they left the house. Rabbit talked about the things she as hoping to do that day, as they reached the school gates she let go of his hand and with a quick wave ran to a boy that he assumed was Katsura, he watched with a smile and then took out his phone
“Hai… Moshi Mosh?” Aiba’s sleepy voice came down the line
“Masa, is the princess awake?”
“Kazu? He’s in the shower… Is something wrong?”
“No… Um…”
“Wait he’s just got out… Jun-Jun, Kazu wants you…” Aiba said and then there was the sound of kissing before Matsu came on the line
“What’s up brat?”
“Are you going to the moon?”
“Yeah, in about an hour” Matsu answered he sounded surprised but then why wouldn’t he, Nino had barely spoken about the moon,
“I’m coming with you” he told him with more confidence than he was feeling
“What? Kazu…”
“Save the lecture until I get to your apartment” Nino mumbled flagging down a taxi and hanging up the phone. When he arrived at the apartment Matsu was pacing he grabbed him by his arms and threw him into a chair “Nice to see you again too, Jun-Jun” He said with a small smile
“Don’t call me that” Matsu snapped though it was more out of habit than anything else, “What did you mean ‘You’re coming with us’?”
“I said I’m coming to the moon” Nino answered looking around the apartment, it was completely different from when he lived here, before all his games and clothes would have been piled everywhere, now it perfectly matched Matsu and Aiba, it radiated Aiba’s warmth and Matsu’s style
“And why did you suddenly decide this?”
“If Rabbit can get a boyfriend I guess I should stop wallowing in self-pity…”
“What Rabbit’s got a boyfriend?” Matsu repeated his eyes narrowing
“Wow, a similar reaction to Toshi, you two should relax, it’s still going to be a few years before Satoshi and I will be fighting over who walks her down the aisle” Nino joked his old personality come through, like the sun from behind a cloud, Matsu blinked positive he was about to cry with happiness to see it again he forced it away trying to think rationally
“But are you sure you’re ready?”
“I’m not saying I want to get on the stage tonight but I want to try…”
“Shouldn’t we tell Satoshi?”
“No,” Nino said quickly “I don’t want him to know…”
“Why? Nii-chan, have you talked this over with your therapist?”
“Not yet… My next session isn’t for two days, look I know this isn’t going to be easy but… I want to get back to Toshi and Rabbit… I need to do this…” Nino whispered pleading with them using the eyes they were both weak too. Matsu nodded slowly and Aiba followed suit, though they were both worried. “I’m not made of paper… I promise I can do this…”
“Okay, Nii-chan” Matsu smiled nodding again and then hugged him tightly, Nino froze his heart pounding against chest as he slowly reached his arms around him. They hugged for a while and then they both pulled apart giving shaky laughs. Aiba let out a loud laugh and then looked at the time
“Come on…” He said leading them out of the building.
Nino held their arms tightly as he looked up at the blue moon, wondering if it really was a good idea to do this without his medication, his heart was racing and his mouth went dry. He wanted to run to go back to his house where he knew he was safe, but instead he took a deep breath and still holding on to Matsu and Aiba stepped towards the door. The doorman started blinking in amazement as he saw him, flashes of memories flooded into Nino’s mind the kisses the touches, the beatings. Tears stabbed at his eyes but he gave a weak smile
“Are you gonna buzz us in or do I have to stand here all day?” he asked, the doorman nodded dumbly pressing the button that unlocked the door he stepped aside his mouth still hanging open slightly “Thanks” Nino mumbled his grip tightening on his friends arms, as Aiba unlocked the door. The club hadn’t changed even the smell was the same, the dancers were all sat staring blankly at some point next to Sakurai’s right ear or leaning on each other trying not to fall to sleep. Nino tried to walk further in but it felt as if his legs were suddenly made of lead. He let go of Aiba and Matsu and motioned them to go without him, Sakurai hated his dancers missing his morning speeches
“Jun and Masa you finally decided to join us?”
“Sorry we’re late… Something came up…”
“If this is going to be a story about ’Masaki Jr’…”
“Is that what you first think about Mum? Maybe I should rethink you babysitting my little Rabbit…” Nino said praying his voice wouldn’t falter as he forced his feet to move. His brain kept screaming ‘This is it! This is the place! He held us here... He raped us here! We thought we were going to die here!’ he tried to shut it up. The dancers murmured, craning their necks to look at him, he suddenly felt like a fish in a bowl.
“Kazu?” Sakurai said staring in amazement coming forwards “What are you doing here?”
“Last I heard I still work here… Five months is a pretty long time for a holiday…” Nino answered flashing a nervous smile “Johnny-san must be fed up with paying me to play video games”
“Yeah but… Are you sure you’re ready?”
“I want to be, I just have to ask you all not to mention this to Toshi, please…” Nino asked his voice was getting weaker though and his legs had started to tremble,
“Sit down…” Matsu said seeing his pale face “Ma-chan…”
“Here” Aiba said handing him a cold bottle of water
“Sorry… I guess…” Nino mumbled sipping the water, “This is going to be harder than I thought”
“Don’t force yourself”
“I’m not ill” He snapped, he didn’t mean to, he knew they were just trying to watch out for him, but he knew this was going to be hard so why were they all treating him like a doll. “Sorry… I suppose you’re right…” He sighed running his fingers threw his hair looking around the club he hadn’t even been here for more than five minutes, maybe this was going to be impossible, he thought
“Do you want me to go with you?”
“What? N-No, I’m fine, I’m going to see Toshi…” He said forcing a smile as he drained the last of the water before standing up “I’ll be back here again tomorrow”
“We’ll be waiting” Sakurai grinned. As soon as he left the moon he almost collapsed, his heart pounded against his ribs,
“Ninomiya-san? Are you okay?” The doorman asked putting a hand on his back
“I-I’m f-fine…” He stammered jumping away from him “Um… Would you… Get me a taxi?”
“Yes sir” The doorman said pulling out a phone, instead of a taxi on of the cars Johnny-san now hired arrived and Nino got inside giving the address for Ohno’s office he let his heart relax as they drove through the city. His nerves returned as he pulled up but taking deep breaths he made his way to Ohno’s floor ignoring the looks he was getting.
“Nino” Honda said with mild amazing coming out from behind her desk, Nino smiled it had been awhile since he had last seen the flirty receptionist “I wasn’t excepting to see you, Ohno-san didn’t say anything…”
“I wanted to surprise him” Nino said and then was surprised to see something flash on her hand “You’re engaged?” Honda let out a laugh holding up her hand to show of her engagement ring
“Surprising ne?”
“A little” Nino nodded with a half-smile “But congratulations I hope you’ll be very happy…”
“Thank-you… I have a favour to ask, will you allow Rabbit to be my bridesmaid? I’m having my niece too and her and Rabbit will be perfect together…”
“Of course, if you can convince her to get into a dress” Nino laughed
Thank-you… There’s also another thing…”
“What?”
Will you come round with my mother?”
“Um, you know it’s not really true that all gay men enjoy shopping…”
“I know… It’s just I don’t have many friends of my own age…” Honda admitted looking at her computer screen with slightly red cheeks “I need someone fighting on my side my mum and sister-in-law are taking over”
“I’ll be your back up” He promised and Honda gave a bright grin
“Thank-you so much this Saturday we’re meeting at ten”
“Just send me the details” Nino smiled though he knew he would have to build himself up before then
“I will Thank-you, I love you” Honda said happily Nino smiled again and then went to Ohno’s office
“Kazu? It’s been a long time since you came to visit me” Ohno smiled happy to see him “Is something wrong?”
“No I just wanted to prove to you I am trying… So don’t leave me yet”
“You don’t have to prove anything, Kazu” Ohno told him “But I’m glad you came”
Nino came on sat on the desk and held out his hand which Ohno automatically took it linking their fingers and Nino was happy to see his ring on a chain around Ohno’s neck “I love you” he said
“I love you too” They didn’t do anything else just sat staring at each other like dorks for half an hour but for Nino it felt like he had just climbed a mountain and was starting to see sunlight through the thick clouds.
“Will I have to wear a dress?” Rabbit asked her chopsticks halfway to her mouth as she stared at her father in almost horror. Nino and Mr Ohno laughed he had just told her about her being a bridesmaid but from her expression it looked like he had just asked her to skin a rabbit
“Yes”
“Huh!” Rabbit said turning her attention back to her ramen glaring at it as if it was the cause of all the worlds’ evils
“If you do this I’ll take you and Katsura to a baseball game…” Nino said softly wondering if anyone else had ever had to bribe an almost eight year old girl to dress like a princess
“Who’s Katsura?” Mr Ohno asked his eyes shining as he looked at his granddaughter and son-in-law, he had missed their weekly meals as much as Rabbit and Nino had when he got the phone call that afternoon he’d spent the rest of the afternoon almost dancing. Some of his fellow teachers teased him by saying he acted as if he had a crush on Nino, but he couldn’t help it he really did adore his son’s family
“Katsura is Rabbit’s friend” Nino said with a teasing smile at his daughter Rabbit was too excited to blush
“You’ll really take me?” She said gripping his arm, Nino nodded they had started to go as much as they could before his attack,
“Of course I will” He promised holding up his pinkie Rabbit beamed linking it with her own. The rest of the meal passed in a happy atmosphere and Nino promised that they would be doing it again next week, Mr Ohno hugged him briefly and then picked up Rabbit and hugged her tightly. The week was strange every morning Nino went to the moon and at dinner went to see Ohno he still couldn’t do more than hand holding or very light kisses but he knew in his heart that he wanted to do it. He told Mari that he had stopped taking his medication and although she was disappointed that he hadn’t talk to her first she accepted his decision and started working with him on controlling the side effects from coming off the pills and the anxiety he was feeling, warning him that though he was on a high right now there was a chance he could crash. Honda sent the details and soon he and Rabbit were standing in a bridal shop with matching forced smiles on their faces as they were introduced to Hondas sister Mai and daughter Haruka. Mai looked at them both with raised eyebrows and then picked up a shocking pink dress and handed it to Rabbit
Rabbit looked at the pink dress sceptically her little nose wrinkling as she tugged at the ruffles and lace, “You want me to wear this?” Nino could understand her feelings the dress was horrible and would look better on a bonfire instead of his daughter. He had the feeling that it was something Honda wouldn’t have even dreamed of getting
“Just try it on” Nino laughed ruffling her hair, Rabbit chewed her lip and then nodded following Haruka into the dressing room, her expression was one that was clearly ready to do battle
“So you’re Yua’s friend?”
“Yes” Nino nodded deciding that he would never like Honda’s sister-in-law and couldn’t blame the receptionist for wanting someone with her “I never thought Yua would have male friends and Akiko-chan is your sister?”
“My daughter” Nino corrected trying not to laugh at the stunned expression on her face, he was used to seeing it but it still amused him
“I… See… And your wife doesn’t mind you hanging out all day with another woman?”
“My husband is fine with it” Nino said and Mai’s mouth dropped to the floor, Honda came out first and Nino had to admit that if he were straight he would have been proud to have her on his arm,
“You look amazing” He told her truthfully
“They look like little angels” Mai said though her nose was turned up
“We look horrible” Rabbit said pulling at the lace “daddy; I don’t really have to wear this do I?”
Nino suddenly felt bad for Honda who was also gazing at the dress in horror
“You really don’t look good in bright pink” Nino said as tactfully as possible and then turned to the assistant “Soft blues or yellows?”
“Oh we have the perfect thing” The assistant said quickly and scuttled off, Mai turned on him
“We have already agreed on the pink”
“Is it your wedding?” he asked “The flowers Yua is having is baby blue and yellow it would make sense for the bridesmaid to wear blue or yellow”
“Or both!” Rabbit said almost excitedly as the assistant came back with two soft blue and yellow dresses they were beautiful silk with tiny silk flowers that made up the strips the main part of the dress was powder blue with delicate cut outs of flowers that showed the creamy yellow underskirt
“We made these a few months ago but the wedding was cancelled they may be slightly too big but we can adjust the sizes…”
“And what cost are these dresses?” Mai asked cutting in
“On the house” A male voice coming in from the back a tape measure around his neck, Nino blinked a few times
“Tac-chan? What are you doing here?” Nino asked confused Ueda Tatsuya was a former dancer at the moon he had left eight months ago to be with the man he loved
“Uncle Tatsuya” Rabbit grinned hugging him around the waist
“I own this place” He grinned happily his eyes shining
“Wow, impressive… So you’ll really let us have the dresses for free?”
“Of course, they were just sitting in the back room, they are my favourite dresses and think our mascot Rabbit and her friend would do them justice ne?” Ueda said with a laugh “So why don’t you girls try them on and we’ll see what we have to do”
The girls ran into the changing room clutching their new dresses tightly, Honda looked over the moon and Mai was silently fuming “Thanks Tac-chan”
“Any time” The former dancer smiled “I’m glad to see you’re doing well”
“You too” Nino said and the grinned as Rabbit came out wearing the new dress followed closely by Haruka “Now you look like princesses” He said and Mai’s expression said that she was beaten. Rabbit seemed happy with the dress, it did need a little taking in in places, but other than that it was perfect. “Uncle Jun will be happy to see you in that” he told her and Rabbits grin got wider as she smoothed down the dress.
With the flurry of activity with going back to the blue moon, the wedding and his meetings he and Ohno barely had time for their once a week date nights, but once a week they made the time their movie nights had improved they were back to being in each other’s arms with Rabbit laid across them again, they still hadn’t had sex but slowly he became able to accept Ohno’s touches and kisses. His first night back at the moon was met with an almost deafening applause and he almost fainted when he saw Ohno sat on the front row grinning at him his eyes shining as he watched him dancing to poison. He didn’t think he would be able to do it every night for a while but he was almost proud of himself for managing to do what he had. Yua’s wedding was on a weekday and Ohno took the day off to attend with him. Rabbit really did look like a fairy princess as she scattered flower petals in front of Yua as she walked down the aisle to her husband, Nino looked down at his own bare finger deciding that he missed his ring, it was still on a chain around Ohno’s neck. They went to the reception both remembering their own at the moon, surrounded by all of their friends. Ohno hugged Nino tightly from behind as they watched Yua having her first dance with her new husband “You were more beautiful” the lawyer told him softly in his ear and Nino giggled happily he was about to reply when Rabbit came and grabbed his hand
“I want to dance with my papa-Kazu” She said pulling him onto the floor, she stood on his feet and he moved her time with the music laughing as they made fun of the other dancers after the song had finished she went to drag Ohno onto the floor and they had a dance, Nino leant against the wall as the song ended and Aiba was next on Rabbit’s ‘Dance with me’ list,
“If you want to go home we’ll bring Rabbit back with us” Matsu told him as he came to stand beside him causing Nino to grin.
“Thanks” He said before going to Ohno who was leaning against the window watching Rabbit dance with Aiba, Nino wrapped his arms around him from behind and rested his chin on his shoulder “She really is going to be a heartbreaker ne?” he laughed and Ohno nodded as they started swaying to the music that was playing “Toshi lets go, Jun said he and Masa would take Rabbit home…”
“Okay” Ohno nodded, realising there was special meaning behind it. They said goodbye to Yua and told Rabbit that they would see her later before leaving the hall hand in hand.
They came back to the house; it felt strange for them both to be there alone at the same time of day, it reminded Nino of the three days they had had off after they had gotten married his heart fluttered as Ohno took his hand
“Are you okay?” He asked, Nino nodded smiling
“I had fun today, thanks for taking the day off…”
“I enjoyed it; it feels like our honeymoon…”
“Sappy idiot” Nino laughed rolling his eyes as he lent in and kissed Ohno’s cheek lightly “Come on lets go to bed” he whispered grabbing his hand and pulling him up the stairs. As they reached the bedroom they both urgently began removing each other’s clothes until they jumped naked on to the bed. Nino let his eyes wonder freely over Ohno’s naked body, even if he was in his thirties Nino was positive he would never find anyone as prefect as his husband. He was small but just screamed manly; Ohno’s eyes sparkled slightly letting him know he was enjoying his attention. Nino flashed a smile and reached out to touch him. They both sighed as his fingertips made contact it was too long since he had touched him like this, Ohno felt so smooth and warm under his fingers. He pushed Ohno back very gently and inched closer to him, not letting the contact break. He sat beside him on the bed just gently running his hands over his skin. Ohno just looked at him a gentle smile playing on his lips. Nino continued to smile back his heart racing like a virgin, exploring someone else’s body for the first time. He was so nervous his breathing was slightly raised even though they hadn’t done anything. He had always felt having sex with Ohno was just like his first time, but today it was more than even that, anxiety knotted tightly in his stomach, he positioned himself in between Ohno’s legs and covered his lovers body with his own as they kissed gently. The feel of another person’s body touching his increased his heart rate even further, and the doorman’s face rose up in his mind, he forced the image away instead focusing on Ohno’s eyes that were staring straight at him as they kissed as if seeking approval to run his hands over his bare skin. “Touch me” Nino whispered breaking the kiss, Ohno didn’t need to be told twice and he ran his fingers in spirals over Nino’s back stopping when he felt Nino shiver, he looked at his face worried when he realised it was even whiter than normal
“Are you okay?” Ohno asked when Nino buried his face against his neck, his body shaking,
“Do-n’t sto-p” Nino said his voice was trembling but determined and Ohno continued to make lazy patterns on his back until he calmed down again. He knew he had when Nino started to kiss and suck at his neck and then moved to his collarbone,
“Kazu” Ohno moaned softly wanting to grab him and throw him down on the bed but knowing that would do more damage than good, Nino had to know that he was in control here. Nino’s lips continued their slow savouring of his skin, like it was his favourite meal that he had been denied for too long, Ohno let out a soft groan as they reached the point just below his belly button, he could feel Nino’s smile against him, it was his weak spot the first time Nino had found it Ohno had almost came straight away. He squirmed trembling as Nino’s tongue ran over it, and then his teeth nibbled so teasingly “Fuck… Kazu” he panted Nino chuckled adding to the ripples that had been building up and then he sucked it marking him as his. While his mouth had been on his stomach Nino’s hands had been trailing over and up his thighs until they were positioned on either side of his aching member Nino ceased his attack on Ohno stomach and looked up at his panting husband enjoying the emotions that were being played out. His heart was still racing with fear but he knew if he pulled away now Ohno would let him go even, as aroused as he was, he wouldn’t force him “Ka-zu? Ar-e you… Ok-ay? Do yo-u wan-t to… Sto-p?” He managed to ask proving Nino’s theory. Nino’s reply was to gently kiss the tip of Ohno’s member “F-uck!” The lawyer spat out gripping the sheets tightly as Nino ran his tongue over the slit before taking it fully into his mouth and giving a quick suck, Ohno’s hips bucked forcing himself deeper into Nino’s mouth. Nino was expecting it and moved his mouth to accommodate his length without gagging “So-r-ry” Ohno groaned but his hips were still thrust into that wonderful warmth and Nino didn’t try to stop him until he could taste the pre come. He released Ohno with an audible pop and licked his lips as he kissed a trail back up Ohno’s body until he reached his mouth, Ohno was gasping for air as Nino covered his mouth and gave him an almost dizzying kiss and then rolled over pulling Ohno on top of him, “Ar-e you su-re?” Nino nodded giving a small smile, he wasn’t sure, he was terrified, he wanted to push Ohno away and run for the bathroom but at the same time he wanted this he wanted Ohno to drive all thoughts away of that guy. Ohno stroked his face gently with his fingertips and then kissed his jaw line, before moving over the map of Nino’s body. He knew all of his weak points the places he loved the places he knew would make him scream with excitement the first place on his magical mystery tour was Nino’s left nipple, he poked it and prodded it with his tongue he could feel Nino’s grip on his arm tighten and he knew he was doing right, while his mouth toyed with the left his hand tweaked and flicked at the right. He had always found it amusing that although both nipples were sensitive they both needed different ways, the left reacted to the softer gentler touch while the right enjoyed a sharper almost painful touch. Ohno smiled as he sucked the nipple, hearing the soft breaths Nino was releasing, turned him on more than it had for a long time. He wanted so badly for Nino to just let go of all the fear and pain he was feeling. There were very people Ohno had actively hated before, for a lawyer he was pretty easy going outside of the courtroom but he wanted to kill the man that had hurt his little Kazu. As he had been thinking his mouth had moved from Nino’s nipple, trailing down his skin to the spot just above his right hip. Nino’s breathing hitched as Ohno attacked his sensitive skin, flash backs had been plaguing him since Ohno had started and he almost wanting to scream at his husband to stop, but he couldn’t, he needed to be able to feel Ohno again that he forced it all in and slowly the terrifying image of the doorman was being replaced with Ohno’s, Ohno who could never hurt him, Ohno who knew and loved every flaw he had, Ohno who knew his body like he had a treasure map. He reached down and felt his silky hair, Ohno stopped his kissing and looked at him
“I love you Satoshi” He murmured, Ohno gave a smile, his sleepy eyes flashing happily
“Me too Kazu” He whispered kissing his stomach, Nino let out a laugh, stroking his face with his fingertips “I love you so much…” Ohno stroked a hand over his skin watching the goose pimples that rose “Are you sure you want to go any further?”
“I want to be yours again” He nodded
“Kazu you’re already still mine, you didn’t stop being mine because of that guy…” Ohno murmured his breath tickling his skin, Nino gave another shiver and then reached for the lube that was kept on Ohno’s side of the bed, but his hand only found only air.
“Where?” He mumbled looking at Ohno, Ohno smiled and then reached under the bed pulling out a bottle. He put some on his fingers, Nino spread his legs even further while putting a pillow under his back to support his hips. He gave a small gasp as he felt Ohno’s fingers gently probing at his hole,
“Sorry, Kazu”
“It’s okay…” Nino told him through gritted teeth, his fists were clenched so tightly that his nails were digging into his palm, almost drawing blood. Ohno pushed his fingers inside, biting his lip as he watched the pain cross over Nino’s face, he had never known him to be so tense he pushed his fingers further in loosening and stretching him out, Nino gave a whimper as Ohno brushed something inside, Ohno smiled and continued to attack that spot.
“I’m… Ready” He panted Ohno nodded pulling his fingers out and positioned himself in between his legs guiding his member to Nino’s hole the tip rubbing it gently “Toshi…” Nino panted Ohno kissed his forehead lightly before pushing his forwards “F-uc-k” He screamed his nails digging almost painfully into Ohno’s arms. Memories flooded through his mind and tears rolled down his cheeks, Ohno stopped halfway inside
“Kazu…”
“It’s… Okay, don’t… Stop” he groaned moving his own hips to impale himself further onto him, Ohno kissed the tears away as he continued to thrust inside him burying himself deeper into Nino’s wonderful warmth. The lawyer angled his hips searching for Nino’s sweet spot, knowing he’d found it when Nino let out a loud moan his nails digging further into his flesh. Ohno brought his mouth down onto Nino’s neck biting and sucking as his thrusts became quicker and more erratic, pounding against the spot as his hand gripped at Nino’s member pumping at him as his thumb rubbed the tip teasing out Nino’s orgasm. Nino’s moans became louder and breather as he let go of the memories, letting himself focus on Ohno and the amazing things he was doing to his body. Ohno’s mouth continued to suck and bite at his neck as the heat built up inside them, searching for a release
“Sa-Tos-hi” Nino panted as they moved along quicker and harsher loving the feeling of Ohno being inside him, his mind went white and arching his back the heat expelled from his body and he came all over his stomach and Ohno’s hand. He tightened around Ohno drawing out the older man’s ejaculation, with a satisfied grunt Ohno collapsed onto him, giving feathery kisses on his chest and neck while Nino numbly ran his hands up and down his back. “I… Love… You” He said between heavy pants “I missed… You…”
“Me… Too” Ohno told him lifting his face up to look at him, a smile on his face “I love…You… So much” he said and then pecked at his lips a few times before kissing him properly as their breathing returned to normal. It was strange but when they broke apart they both had tears in their eyes, Ohno wiped Nino’s cheeks and Nino returned the favour his face lit up with a smile. They stared at each other grinning stupidly for a while before Ohno rolled off of him. Nino blinked a few times shaking the pleasant drowsiness away looking at the clock told him that they only had an hour before Rabbit would be back.
“Come on, baby… Our little Rabbit will be home soon…”
“Hai, hai” Ohno said sleepily, his fingers running over Nino’s chest before pushing himself into a sitting position,
Nino wrapped his arms around him and kissed his neck “Come on…” He said taking his hand and leading him to the bathroom both thankful they were the only ones in the house. Ohno ran the water
“Look out my neck…” Nino groaned as he caught sight of himself in the mirror, “I swear you’re a vampire” Ohno chuckled and pulled him into the shower
“So says the one that still looks about 17” He said grabbing the soap and washing his body, Nino laughed resting his head on his shoulder, running his hands over chest,
“Thank-you, for staying with me…” Nino whispered kissing his shoulder as the shower washed is sweat away,
“Always” Ohno wrapped his arms around him hugging him tightly, “I love you”
“I love you too…”
They dried themselves and got dressed kissing and cuddling when they could Nino smiled his heart was still beating rapidly with each touch but he slowly began to accept them. They went into the kitchen to make dinner Ohno still attached to him as he started making dinner. Ohno wrapped his arms around him burying his face in his neck and pecking the love bite repeatedly
“Stop…it” Nino laughed throwing a tiny amount of flour in Ohno’s face, Ohno blinked but kept his arms firmly wrapped around his waist, his chin resting on his shoulder. “I want to finish this…”
“I’m home!” Rabbit said running into the kitchen after kicking her shoes off still holding the posy of blue and yellow flowers, she skidded to a stop as she saw them covered in flour cuddling tightly.
“Welcome home” They grinned and then were surprised when her face screwed up and tears began to fall “Rabbit… What’s wrong?” They asked breaking apart and running to her, both dropping to their knees, she wiped her eyes and then wrapped her arms around Nino’s neck tightly nestling her face into his neck.
“I missed you, daddy”
“I missed you too sweetheart” Nino smiled kissing her head the best he could “I’m sorry I went away for a while”
“Welcome home”
“I’m really home” Nino whispered tears racing from his own eyes, they broke apart and each wiped the others eyes, “We’ve become as sappy as papa-Toshi” He laughed kissing her forehead, Ohno pouted happily from where he was stirring the meal, Rabbit gave a giggle and still wiping her eyes she went to fetch her toys. Nino stared at Ohno for a minute and then did something he wouldn’t have dreamed he would do in his entire life he got down on one knee.
“Kazu?”
“Will you take me back?”
“Idiot, you never left me” Ohno said a huge smile on his face, as he pulled the chin from around his neck he gripped Nino’s hand and slid the ring back into place “See, this where it belongs”
Nino smiled looking at the ring on his finger and then pulled one from his own pocket
“Mari-san, she said I might relapse I may have days where I’m right back at square one” He said looking at it carefully, Ohno knelt in front of him still smiling “It might take years for me to be ‘normal’ if I ever am again…”
“And I’ll be right here” the lawyer promised lightly “I’m sorry Kazu but you’re stuck with me…” Nino grinned and then held out the ring, Ohno took it surprised to see that it was inscribed ‘I’ll always wanna hold your hand’ Ohno laughed and then gently slid it on his finger before taking his hand.
“Seriously your sappiness has rubbed off on me… Where is Rabbit going to learn how to be cool now?” Nino said,
“There’s always her uncle Jun”
“I guess… ” Nino said, and they both started laughing
Rabbit came racing down the stairs frowning as she tried to work out why both her papa’s were on the floor grinning like idiots, not that she cared her papa’s were back to how they should be.
The end
A/N: Yay I finally found some time to post the last part :D I hope you enjoy ^.^
