So in love
Nov. 27th, 2011 08:43 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
krystalkatzficsTitle: So in love
Author: krystalkatz
Rating: NC17
Length: About 2 or 3 parts
Genre: Au… Romance, and some crack I guess
Pairings: Matsumoto Jun/Ninomiya Kazunari, Sakurai Sho/Aiba Masaki, Ohno Satoshi/OC
Disclaimer: I only own the plot…
Life in a college dorm was sometimes fun and sometimes unbearable, Ninomiya Kazunari had figured that out within a month of living in one, the only good side to the whole experience was he had gotten a taster of what living with his boyfriend, yes boyfriend, Matsumoto Jun would be like. Despite arguments about hot water and who drank the last of the milk he had found it rather nice to have someone who worried what time you got in or moaned if you spent so long playing the new Mario kart game you completely forgot to go to your class. It wasn’t easily living in the dorm though if you had a boyfriend, for one thing you can’t make as much noise as you would like when he does that thing with his tongue or, more importantly, you sometimes came back to find ‘Fags die’ in blood red paint on your door or fire crackers on your bed. There were some fun moments too like meeting the other gay guys that lived in block D and completely fucking with the straights. Not that his darling ‘Jun-Jun’ approved, less so when Nino and his new best friend Aiba Masaki, decided to play ‘husband swap’ and ‘pretend orgy’ but sometimes he felt the narrow minded Neanderthals deserved a bit of mind fucking. Nino had been brought up in a strict family that still treated homosexuals like they were carrying the Black Death and AIDS and HIV were god’s justifiable punishment on them. Nino had decided that though he might have to suffer that at home at school he wasn’t going to, Matsu understood to a point and was prepared to suffer some of the strange looks it got or the questions about who fucked who and where. Nino knew he was uncomfortable with it though and was afraid that one day he would leave him, so he had tried to calm it down. He and Matsu had known each other for years, but other than emails they hadn’t spoken since they were 15. They had met on a holiday they had spent 2 weeks together and exchanged numbers, by some miracle their long distance relationship had flourished and although they had dated other people at times they had still agreed to attend the same college, within a week of seeing each other again, Nino had forgotten even the name of the other person he had been seeing at the time. Matsu had gone from a strange awkward kid to a sexy confident man that could make him go weak at the knees with just a smile, though he still retained some of the ‘geeky’ personality from his emails. They had fought, and made up more times than any other couple even before they admitted they were a couple to each other, Nino found himself in love with everything about Matsu and he could only hope Matsu felt the same, luckily he did and their relationship flourished dramatically. They hadn’t paraded their relationship openly but when they were both refusing dates from some of the best looking girls on campus people put two and two together and some of them managed to get four. At first people had doubted the rumours but as neither of them had denied it, it became fact, girls were either disappointed or overly supportive while the guys were either disgusted or they rejoiced that they were more likely to get more girls. Nino thought the offensive graffiti and firecrackers were worth it though, to have a form of independence away from his over bearing family, mostly his mum and her brother, his uncle, not that they didn’t try to interfere as much as possible. He still had two years left and he was determined to enjoy it, his family seemed to think that when he was finished school he would be going back to help run the family company but he and Matsu had already decided to rent a place in Tokyo, with Aiba and his boyfriend Sakurai. But before he could do that he would have to pluck the courage from somewhere and tell them that he liked dick.
“Nino… Oi, Nino” Matsu said hitting him almost painfully in his side, the dorm only had single beds but they had pushed them together so they could sleep together, even if it was against school policy nobody had ever said anything. Nino groaned pulling a pillow over his head wanting to block out the continuous ringing of his mobile phone, it was Darth Vader’s theme song so that meant there was only two people it could be, his mum or his uncle. Neither were people he wanted to deal with at any point of the day, let alone so early in the morning without vast amounts of coffee in his system “Answer it” Matsu hissed grabbing the phone and sticking it under the pillow, with another groan Nino sat up, pushing his hair out of his face as he clicked the answer button
“Hai, Moshi-Mosh?” He said with forced brightness, while Matsu settled back down again, his eyes closing
>Kazu? Its mum… Were you sleeping?<
“Trying to… What’s up?” Nino mumbled glaring at Matsu who was tracing patterns on Nino’s skin with his long fingers, Matsu stuck his tongue out playfully but didn’t stop so Nino tried to pay attention to what his mum was saying and not the ticklish sensations Matsu was giving him.
>Well you know it’s your grandma’s 80th birthday next weekend<
“Y-es” Nino groaned as Matsu’s hand moved to the sensitive spot on his side
>Are you okay?<
“I’m fine” He squeaked trying to hit the hand away but instead held it closer at the next sentence his mother said
>Are you sure? Anyway as we’re already having a party I thought it would be a good chance to announce your engagement to Aarin<
“My what?! To who?!” Nino shouted squeezing Matsu’s hand tightly
>Aarin-chan, you know Aarin-chan, she’s Takahashi’s daughter, you used to play together when you were children<, His mum told him with a sigh >Anyway, her father and I have agreed…<
“I’m not doing it… I’m not getting married to some woman I don’t even remember…” Nino shouted and he realised that Matsu’s face had lost its smirk and was now looking slightly pale,
>Oh and why not? It’s not like you’ve got a girlfriend…<
“I have… I’m seeing someone”
>Really? And why haven’t you mentioned this before?<
“You never told me that you wanted me to marry someone before…”
>And what is her name?<
“Jun-ko, her name is Junko…” Nino said flinching as Matsu poked him painfully in the stomach,
>I see, and will ‘Junko-chan’ be coming with you next week?<
“I-I do-n’t know” He stammered wondering what to do, “She might be busy”
>Well if she can’t be here there’s no harm in spending time with Aarin-chan is there?<
“I’ve got to go” Nino almost snapped and without waiting for her to say anything he hung up and threw the phone across the room before resting his head on his knees “What the fuck am I going to do?”
“I don’t know…” Matsu sighed hugging him tightly from behind and kissing in between his shoulder blades
“I’m sorry that I lied”
“It’s okay” Matsu said against his skin before kissing him again “But unless I have had a sex change in the night, we’ve got to figure something out”
“What are you going to put on a dress?”
“I was thinking about asking one of the girls from drama club to pretend to be your girlfriend…”
“I don’t want a pretend girlfriend” Nino protested “I want to be with my boyfriend”
“But I don’t think you want to ruin your grandmas 80th by coming out to your entire family” Matsu murmured turning him around so he could stroke his face, Nino wanted to moan some more but as always under Matsu’s stare he found himself relaxing. He let out a heavy sigh and settled into Matsu’s arms resting his head against his chest listening to the sound of his heartbeat. They stayed like that for a while but regretfully it wasn’t long before they had to get ready and go to their separate classes, Nino’s in the music department and Matsu the drama one. As he listened to the teacher drone on and on about the theory of music his mind was swimming with questions about how to solve his problem but it still seemed hopeless by lunch. His mood wasn’t improved when he received a message from Matsu to tell him to go to the cafeteria alone as he had something to do. He went to the cafeteria, he wasn’t really hungry but if he didn’t eat Matsu would moan though he wasn’t sure how he knew Nino suspected that he had the kitchen staff on his pay role. There were a few mutters as he came in but it wasn’t that busy and he wasn’t paying that much attention, he got a set meal and then looked around for a place to sit, Matsu normally made them sit by the window insisting that Nino needed more sun. He was about to head to a table at the back when he heard an excited cry of “Ni-No-chan” He turned and saw Aiba and Sakurai coming in to the cafeteria Aiba was on Sakurai’s back his arms attached around Sakurai like a limpet which was amusing to watch since Aiba was a few inches taller than Sakurai.
“Hey, guys” He said shifting the tray as they reached him
“Where’s Jun-chan?” Aiba asked dropping to the floor and looking around while Sakurai went to get their lunches. The muttering had gotten louder but Nino didn’t care as much now
“He had to do something” Nino shrugged “What bet did Sho-chan lose this time?”
“He didn’t but last night in the shower he was rough so he has to make up for it” Aiba giggled his eyes flashing happily as he looked at his boyfriend who was choosing desserts. Nino rolled his eyes knowing what that meant
“I thought you liked it rough” He said and Aiba nodded as they walked to an empty table
“I do, but it doesn’t mean I can’t make him suffer because of it”
“Sho-chan is too nice for you… If I tried that with Jun-Jun, he’d kill me…” Nino said sitting and poking his meal with his chopsticks
“Are you jealous? You know I’d share” Aiba giggled but Nino knew he didn’t mean it, Aiba and Sakurai were as addicted to each other as Matsu and Nino were but some people had strange views on gay relationships, which made it easy for Aiba and Nino to fan the flames.
“No thanks, I’ve got enough problems… Do you know where I can get a girlfriend?”
“If you were really thinking of making the switch I think most of the girls on campus would be willing…”
“I’m not thinking of making the switch… I just need to find a girl for about a week” Nino mumbled before forcing some rice into his mouth as Sakurai sat down giving Aiba his tray
“Um what have I missed?” Sakurai asked looking from Nino to his boyfriend a few times, Aiba gave a shrug
“Explain” He said before putting some fried chicken happily into his mouth almost choking when Nino explained about his phone call with his mum. “Seriously? Wow… What are you going to do?”
“I have no idea” Nino mumbled stabbing at his food seeing his uncle’s face, “Fuck, why can’t my family just be supportive?”
“Have you even tried telling them?” Sakurai asked with understanding, his family had freaked out when he had first told them but then they had met Aiba, and they had fell in love with him too.
“I tried once before I got as close as suggesting that I might not be having an heir and my mum and uncle flipped” Nino groaned tossing his chopsticks down now he had started making more patterns in his food than he was eating “I wish I could take Jun, wouldn’t your parents be proud of Jun?”
“My parents would disown me if I broke up with Ma-chan” Sakurai only half joked and Aiba gave a smug smile his mouth still full of chicken now he had stolen Sakurai’s and Nino rolled his eyes
“What I meant was, Jun, he’s really good looking right, and he’s intelligent and talented and even when he’s being a complete DOS you know he’s only thinking about you…”
“Okay, I should be late for dinner more often” Matsu said with an almost embarrassed laugh as he came to sit beside Nino glaring at the mess he had made on his tray “You never say this kind of stuff to me…”
“Because I don’t want to inflate your ego anymore, princess, you might not be able to fit it through the door” Nino said with an almost smirk though his words didn’t have much of their normal bite to them, Matsu as always played along and it gave Nino a strange since of pride that only he was allowed to say any of this to him.
“Why do I stay with someone who has the personality and eating habits of a toddler? Seriously, I’m amazed you can’t find your mouth, its big enough, you proved that last night…”
“Or maybe you’re not as big as you think you are” Nino bit back
“Um guys, I know this is like foreplay to you… But some of us are eating…” Sakurai said, causing them both to turn to stare at him. Matsu shrugged and picked up his own chopsticks but instead of eating his own meal he started force feeding Nino some more of his rice
“I not a baby”
“Then don’t act like one” Matsu told him ramming the food into Nino’s mouth before getting some for himself
“Seriously, guys what are you going to do about this thing with Nino-chan’s family?”
“I don’t know, unless Jun-Jun’s going to have a sex change in the next week I guess I’m spending the week getting to know some girl called Aarin-chan, and by this time next month I’ll be announcing the date of my wedding, I guess I’ll invite you all…” Nino sighed, and Matsu glared at that, the chopsticks stopping half way to his boyfriend’s mouth.
“Maybe Aarin wouldn’t want to marry you…”
“If her dad’s in anything like my mum it doesn’t matter what she wants” Nino mumbled his head sinking onto the table. “They’ll make us do what they want… Fuck, why do I have to be gay, why couldn’t I just be fucking normal… Ouch!” he hissed when Matsu hit him sharply on the head “What was that for?”
“For being a whiny bitch” Matsu answered rubbing the spot he had just hit “You are normal”
“That’s true” Aiba nodded licking the last of his dessert from his lips, and then looking at Sakurai’s hopefully, Sakurai gave a sigh and took his spoon and feeding him the caramel flavoured pudding
“I know but… Sometimes don’t you think it would be easier if you were straight?”
“It would be more natural” Someone said and they all turned to see some of the guys from the sport’s group. “Wow can’t you fags keep your hands to yourselves? People have to eat here…”
“Yeah its surprising they can with your faces looking at them” Nino said “They’re enough to make people hurl”
“Shut the fuck up, shorty” the spokesman said his fists clenching tightly “You should be thankful I don’t hit women, and I’m guessing you’re the one that takes it ne?”
“Wow… Could you keep me out of your fantasies please?”
“Fucking little shit” he growled moving forwards, there was the sound of chairs falling as Sakurai, Aiba and Matsu all stood up. The jock looked at Sakurai and almost flinched visibly, Sakurai was a complete nerd, and as harmless as a butterfly, unless Aiba was being bullied, he was studying economics but he also had some nice muscles that Aiba like to show off by making him wear sleeveless shirts as much as possible so he looked more imposing than he really was. The jock gave a nervous scoff and then quickly turned on his heel and walked away his friends following after him
“Fuck, I didn’t need your help” Nino snapped glaring at them, he didn’t mean to be ungrateful but with everything else going around his head he had had enough “That dick started on me…”
“We know that’s, why…” Matsu said
“You know just because I let you fuck me, doesn’t mean you have to treat me like I’m a girl” he snapped grabbing his tray. He hadn’t wanted to go back home anyway but now his heart and his mind was rebelling against it, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn’t find any way out of it.
“Nino…” Matsu said but Nino ignored him slamming his tray into the holder he left them staring after him. He slammed the double doors loudly and headed back to the dorm, deciding to skip his afternoon classes. He went to his and Matsu’s room and sat on the makeshift double bed and grabbed Matsu’s pillow pulling over his head, he wasn’t surprised when a few minutes later the door opened again and Matsu came in “Nino… Kazu-baby, are you okay?”
“No” Nino mumbled against the pillow, and Matsu came to sit on the bed pulling the pillow away from his face Nino rolled on to his side glaring at the wall “I didn’t mean to shout at you like that”
“I know, Kazu” Matsu told him coming to hug him from behind, Nino sighed relaxing against him he loved how perfectly he fitted into Matsu’s arms, it was like they were designed to be with each other, Matsu kissed his neck and then cheek, “We will figure something out, I promise” Nino twisted around this time, he pressed his lips to Matsu’s
“Fuck me” he said his eyes flashing as breath brushed against his skin, Matsu gave a smile
“It’s better than my afternoon lessons” he said “And nobody is here in the dorms so you can make as much noise as you like…” Nino’s eyes almost glowed at that and as Matsu went to lock the door he stripped in record time. Matsu grinned when he came back to the bed and saw Nino naked and waiting. Nino licked his lips as Matsu pulled his own clothes off, Matsu stripping was always an amazing sight even when it was hurried and not really meant to be as bewitching as it was. He trembled as Matsu climbed back onto the bed bringing his lips down to the sensitive places on his skin while he searched under Nino’s pillow for the lube. Normally they would have spent more time kissing and touching but right now Nino wanted to forget everything that was going on. Matsu quickly prepared his hole his fingers moving in and out grazing his spot until Nino panted
“Inside… Me… Now” Matsu rubbed some lube on his hard member and pushed into Nino’s welcoming warmth with a satisfied groan. Nino clung to his shoulder moving along with Matsu’s thrusts enjoying the feeling of him inside him. His mind almost exploded as Matsu slammed against his spot, he gave a loud shout, his nails clawing at Matsu’s back. “F-uc-k… Harder…” He said and Matsu was happy to oblige, angling his hips again and slamming home against the spot, his speed increasing as Nino’s moans did. Nino wanted to hold on as long as possible but with Matsu moving in just the way he wanted it wasn’t long before he was screaming “J-un!” and releasing his white seed. Matsu continued to move inside until with another hard thrust he spilled over too. Nino looked up at him a little dazed but happy, Matsu gave a chuckle and kissed him lightly before pulling out and rolling onto his side on the bed.
“You were… pretty loud…”
“You said I… Could be…” Nino shrugged his body still trembling happily, his mind was blissfully blank just like he needed. It wasn’t long before he was fast asleep curled tightly into Matsu arms. For the next few days both Nino and Matsu thought about what they could do Nino still refused to just ask one of the girls from the drama department so after class on Thursday Matsu cornered his childhood friend
“Inoue-chan… I need your help” He said in a whisper, they had been friends for almost a life time and she was the only person he could trust with what he was about to ask
“So why do you need my help?” Inoue asked, Matsu chewed his lip for a minute wondering if he was really going through with this, then he thought about Nino’s dejected face and decided it would be worth the teasing she might do to make him happy
“I need you to make me a woman” he said Inoue didn’t say anything for a full minute just stared at him her eyes wide.
“And… Why do, um, want to be a woman?” she managed after a while, and Matsu calmly told her the truth, Inoue looked thoughtful as she looked him over but then nodded “You have a good figure for a guy, you’re a lot taller than Nino-kun though”
“I know, but there’s nothing we can do about that, Nino’s shorter than some girls” Matsu sighed “I wasn’t planning on wearing heels… Will you help?”
“Of course I’ll help… But if you’re found out won’t it make things worse?”
“I’ll just have to make sure I’m not found out” Matsu said stubbornly Inoue gave a smile
“We’ll have to go shopping, I don’t have any clothes that’ll fit you and there’s also the problem of the… Um breasts and you’ll need a wig… or maybe extensions would be better as it would look more natural and wouldn’t be as easy to give you away… We’ll get the breasts first and then hair and some clothes, then we can do everything else… Does Nino-kun know about this?”
“Not really” Matsu mumbled playing with a make-up brush “He did make a joke about it… Look can we just get this over with? Before I change my mind” Inoue gave a laugh,
“Come on then” she said. They went to the shopping centre and Matsu wanted the ground to swallow him as they went into a lingerie shop. The store owner raised an eye brow but didn’t say anything as Inoue told her what they wanted,
“My friend… He wants to have breasts…” Inoue said giving a nervous giggle, “I thought that it was just a phase but the amount of times I’ve come in to find him wearing one of my bras stuffed with tissue…” The heavily made up woman looked at Matsu her eyes were screaming ‘no way!’ but she give the feeling that she had seen it before and said very politely
“I see so you want the latest silicone ones, they look and feel as real as possible, we will of course try and match them to your own body size and type… You could even have them in a bikini top and nobody would be able to tell”
“See, I told you this would be better than tissue paper” Inoue said nudging the increasingly embarrassed Matsu in the ribs
“The… Only thing is I would need them as soon as possible”
“Don’t worry dear just tell us what size you want and we’ll sort them out…”
“What would you recommend for his body shape?” Inoue asked and Matsu sank into a wicker chair as the two women started talking about sizes, with a groan he pulled out his phone and looked at a photo of Nino, trying to remind himself of why he was doing this. Inoue and the woman came back holding various different coloured bras, and a tray with an array of jelly like mounds, in a few minutes he was stripped to his waist trying them on. The store manager told him to look at himself in the mirror but Matsu avoided looking at his own reflection as much possible as different sized silicone was put in. When he did catch glimpses of himself he had to admit they were very realistic. Finally both Inoue and the woman seemed satisfied with the size and shape of the breasts and the bras they had picked out
“So Jun, what do you think?” Inoue asked beaming at him, Matsu forced himself to look down
“They’re very good” he muttered with a nod, they didn’t look as goofy or as balloonish as he thought they would, he reached up and gave a squeeze blushing when the owner gave a satisfied giggle
“Next to best thing to having plastic surgery” She said. Matsu gave a nod and pulled on his t-shirt they were having his hair done next so he thought he might as well get used to wearing them. With the t-shirt in place, Matsu looked even more feminine with slightly accented curves, he had always disliked his almost girly hips but right now they added to the effect he was trying to achieve. Even the owner looked impressed “You have the figure for it, dear” she said and Matsu gave a polite smile, they paid for the items and then went to the beauty parlour. His hair wasn’t short anyway so it wasn’t long before it was lengthened and styled down his back, it wasn’t his first time having such long hair but it was still a surprise when he looked in the mirror and saw long hair and breasts, the stylist also applied make-up and suggested the right colours for his skin tone. When he left Matsu could barely recognise himself and he had to keep reminding himself when he and Inoue walked past a window. They went to a café before the clothes shop and Matsu become annoyed at the amount of appraising glances he kept getting Inoue seemed to be having a blast though and was talking about all the styles that would help hide the fact that he was male. Matsu wondered how much it was going to cost him, he had his savings and there was the money he had gotten from his grandparents he thought stirring his coffee blankly he gave a short laugh when he thought that his grandparents would actually be happy about what he was using it for, his grandpa would have enjoyed the joke and his grandma would have wanted to help. After they had eaten they went to a shop and Matsu was almost blinded by the bright colours. When they finally left Matsu was holding more bags then he had ever dreamed of. The only thought that was in his mind helping him through was ‘nobody was going to be hanging around my Nino but me’ even when they had been in the friend stage he had already gotten jealous of anybody that Nino had been seeing. He didn’t want to be seen dressed like a woman in the dorm so he changed in Inoue’s house that was off campus, and covered his hair with a baseball hat before going back to his and Nino’s dorm room.
“Where did you go?” Nino asked as he came in, “And what’s all that?”
“Stuff…” Matsu answered sitting beside him on the bed,
“I thought that maybe you’d gotten tired of me” Nino joked, before his eyes caught some of the stuff in the bags “What the fuck is that?” with a sigh, Matsu pulled off his hat letting his hair flow down his back “What the fuck, have you done?”
“I want to go with you next week”
“Have you lost your mind?” Nino asked tugging at his hair, hoping that it was a wig and Matsu was just joking. Matsu spent the rest of the night trying to convince him that he wasn’t insane. By the time the sun had come up Nino was still thought he was insane but he almost open to the idea. There wasn’t any other option since he would have to leave to go to his house tomorrow
“Are you sure about this?” Nino asked looking at the dressed up Matsu, he had to admit that Matsu did look the part if he didn’t know him he would have been almost convinced that it was a woman he was looking at. Matsu nodded
“Yeah, it’s a part of my life that I’m never going to want remember once we’ve done it, but I’ll do it for you, Kazu…” He told him stroking his cheek lightly.
“Thanks, Princess”
“Please stop calling me that…”
“You’re wearing eye shadow… There’s no chance of that” Nino laughed hugging him tightly frowning when the breasts got in the way. “That’s going to take some getting used to…” He mumbled and Matsu let out a laugh
“For you and me both” he agreed
“What are we going to say about your voice though?”
“We can say I have a cold or something, it’ll work Kazu, I promise”
“Thanks Junko-chan” Nino mumbled “Have I ever told you that I love you?”
“Yeah, but I really like hearing it” Matsu laughed
“I love you” Nino said seriously “I can’t believe you’d do this for me…”
“I’m doing it for me too, you’re mine I don’t want you announcing your wedding to some girl…”
Nino sighed the last of his resistance failing. There were so many things that could go wrong, but maybe, if they were lucky, it could work.
A/N: I got the idea for this after reading two amazing fic’s by mich at finalu_beamu prince and pauper’ and ‘checkmate’) I just thought it would be fun to have Matsu cross dress for once and rewriting the baseball is proving harder than I thought…And my younger brother came to visit for the weekend and did me a fic master post ^0^ I can’t thank him enough, anyways, Hope you enjoy ^.^
Author: krystalkatz
Rating: NC17
Length: About 2 or 3 parts
Genre: Au… Romance, and some crack I guess
Pairings: Matsumoto Jun/Ninomiya Kazunari, Sakurai Sho/Aiba Masaki, Ohno Satoshi/OC
Disclaimer: I only own the plot…
Life in a college dorm was sometimes fun and sometimes unbearable, Ninomiya Kazunari had figured that out within a month of living in one, the only good side to the whole experience was he had gotten a taster of what living with his boyfriend, yes boyfriend, Matsumoto Jun would be like. Despite arguments about hot water and who drank the last of the milk he had found it rather nice to have someone who worried what time you got in or moaned if you spent so long playing the new Mario kart game you completely forgot to go to your class. It wasn’t easily living in the dorm though if you had a boyfriend, for one thing you can’t make as much noise as you would like when he does that thing with his tongue or, more importantly, you sometimes came back to find ‘Fags die’ in blood red paint on your door or fire crackers on your bed. There were some fun moments too like meeting the other gay guys that lived in block D and completely fucking with the straights. Not that his darling ‘Jun-Jun’ approved, less so when Nino and his new best friend Aiba Masaki, decided to play ‘husband swap’ and ‘pretend orgy’ but sometimes he felt the narrow minded Neanderthals deserved a bit of mind fucking. Nino had been brought up in a strict family that still treated homosexuals like they were carrying the Black Death and AIDS and HIV were god’s justifiable punishment on them. Nino had decided that though he might have to suffer that at home at school he wasn’t going to, Matsu understood to a point and was prepared to suffer some of the strange looks it got or the questions about who fucked who and where. Nino knew he was uncomfortable with it though and was afraid that one day he would leave him, so he had tried to calm it down. He and Matsu had known each other for years, but other than emails they hadn’t spoken since they were 15. They had met on a holiday they had spent 2 weeks together and exchanged numbers, by some miracle their long distance relationship had flourished and although they had dated other people at times they had still agreed to attend the same college, within a week of seeing each other again, Nino had forgotten even the name of the other person he had been seeing at the time. Matsu had gone from a strange awkward kid to a sexy confident man that could make him go weak at the knees with just a smile, though he still retained some of the ‘geeky’ personality from his emails. They had fought, and made up more times than any other couple even before they admitted they were a couple to each other, Nino found himself in love with everything about Matsu and he could only hope Matsu felt the same, luckily he did and their relationship flourished dramatically. They hadn’t paraded their relationship openly but when they were both refusing dates from some of the best looking girls on campus people put two and two together and some of them managed to get four. At first people had doubted the rumours but as neither of them had denied it, it became fact, girls were either disappointed or overly supportive while the guys were either disgusted or they rejoiced that they were more likely to get more girls. Nino thought the offensive graffiti and firecrackers were worth it though, to have a form of independence away from his over bearing family, mostly his mum and her brother, his uncle, not that they didn’t try to interfere as much as possible. He still had two years left and he was determined to enjoy it, his family seemed to think that when he was finished school he would be going back to help run the family company but he and Matsu had already decided to rent a place in Tokyo, with Aiba and his boyfriend Sakurai. But before he could do that he would have to pluck the courage from somewhere and tell them that he liked dick.
“Nino… Oi, Nino” Matsu said hitting him almost painfully in his side, the dorm only had single beds but they had pushed them together so they could sleep together, even if it was against school policy nobody had ever said anything. Nino groaned pulling a pillow over his head wanting to block out the continuous ringing of his mobile phone, it was Darth Vader’s theme song so that meant there was only two people it could be, his mum or his uncle. Neither were people he wanted to deal with at any point of the day, let alone so early in the morning without vast amounts of coffee in his system “Answer it” Matsu hissed grabbing the phone and sticking it under the pillow, with another groan Nino sat up, pushing his hair out of his face as he clicked the answer button
“Hai, Moshi-Mosh?” He said with forced brightness, while Matsu settled back down again, his eyes closing
>Kazu? Its mum… Were you sleeping?<
“Trying to… What’s up?” Nino mumbled glaring at Matsu who was tracing patterns on Nino’s skin with his long fingers, Matsu stuck his tongue out playfully but didn’t stop so Nino tried to pay attention to what his mum was saying and not the ticklish sensations Matsu was giving him.
>Well you know it’s your grandma’s 80th birthday next weekend<
“Y-es” Nino groaned as Matsu’s hand moved to the sensitive spot on his side
>Are you okay?<
“I’m fine” He squeaked trying to hit the hand away but instead held it closer at the next sentence his mother said
>Are you sure? Anyway as we’re already having a party I thought it would be a good chance to announce your engagement to Aarin<
“My what?! To who?!” Nino shouted squeezing Matsu’s hand tightly
>Aarin-chan, you know Aarin-chan, she’s Takahashi’s daughter, you used to play together when you were children<, His mum told him with a sigh >Anyway, her father and I have agreed…<
“I’m not doing it… I’m not getting married to some woman I don’t even remember…” Nino shouted and he realised that Matsu’s face had lost its smirk and was now looking slightly pale,
>Oh and why not? It’s not like you’ve got a girlfriend…<
“I have… I’m seeing someone”
>Really? And why haven’t you mentioned this before?<
“You never told me that you wanted me to marry someone before…”
>And what is her name?<
“Jun-ko, her name is Junko…” Nino said flinching as Matsu poked him painfully in the stomach,
>I see, and will ‘Junko-chan’ be coming with you next week?<
“I-I do-n’t know” He stammered wondering what to do, “She might be busy”
>Well if she can’t be here there’s no harm in spending time with Aarin-chan is there?<
“I’ve got to go” Nino almost snapped and without waiting for her to say anything he hung up and threw the phone across the room before resting his head on his knees “What the fuck am I going to do?”
“I don’t know…” Matsu sighed hugging him tightly from behind and kissing in between his shoulder blades
“I’m sorry that I lied”
“It’s okay” Matsu said against his skin before kissing him again “But unless I have had a sex change in the night, we’ve got to figure something out”
“What are you going to put on a dress?”
“I was thinking about asking one of the girls from drama club to pretend to be your girlfriend…”
“I don’t want a pretend girlfriend” Nino protested “I want to be with my boyfriend”
“But I don’t think you want to ruin your grandmas 80th by coming out to your entire family” Matsu murmured turning him around so he could stroke his face, Nino wanted to moan some more but as always under Matsu’s stare he found himself relaxing. He let out a heavy sigh and settled into Matsu’s arms resting his head against his chest listening to the sound of his heartbeat. They stayed like that for a while but regretfully it wasn’t long before they had to get ready and go to their separate classes, Nino’s in the music department and Matsu the drama one. As he listened to the teacher drone on and on about the theory of music his mind was swimming with questions about how to solve his problem but it still seemed hopeless by lunch. His mood wasn’t improved when he received a message from Matsu to tell him to go to the cafeteria alone as he had something to do. He went to the cafeteria, he wasn’t really hungry but if he didn’t eat Matsu would moan though he wasn’t sure how he knew Nino suspected that he had the kitchen staff on his pay role. There were a few mutters as he came in but it wasn’t that busy and he wasn’t paying that much attention, he got a set meal and then looked around for a place to sit, Matsu normally made them sit by the window insisting that Nino needed more sun. He was about to head to a table at the back when he heard an excited cry of “Ni-No-chan” He turned and saw Aiba and Sakurai coming in to the cafeteria Aiba was on Sakurai’s back his arms attached around Sakurai like a limpet which was amusing to watch since Aiba was a few inches taller than Sakurai.
“Hey, guys” He said shifting the tray as they reached him
“Where’s Jun-chan?” Aiba asked dropping to the floor and looking around while Sakurai went to get their lunches. The muttering had gotten louder but Nino didn’t care as much now
“He had to do something” Nino shrugged “What bet did Sho-chan lose this time?”
“He didn’t but last night in the shower he was rough so he has to make up for it” Aiba giggled his eyes flashing happily as he looked at his boyfriend who was choosing desserts. Nino rolled his eyes knowing what that meant
“I thought you liked it rough” He said and Aiba nodded as they walked to an empty table
“I do, but it doesn’t mean I can’t make him suffer because of it”
“Sho-chan is too nice for you… If I tried that with Jun-Jun, he’d kill me…” Nino said sitting and poking his meal with his chopsticks
“Are you jealous? You know I’d share” Aiba giggled but Nino knew he didn’t mean it, Aiba and Sakurai were as addicted to each other as Matsu and Nino were but some people had strange views on gay relationships, which made it easy for Aiba and Nino to fan the flames.
“No thanks, I’ve got enough problems… Do you know where I can get a girlfriend?”
“If you were really thinking of making the switch I think most of the girls on campus would be willing…”
“I’m not thinking of making the switch… I just need to find a girl for about a week” Nino mumbled before forcing some rice into his mouth as Sakurai sat down giving Aiba his tray
“Um what have I missed?” Sakurai asked looking from Nino to his boyfriend a few times, Aiba gave a shrug
“Explain” He said before putting some fried chicken happily into his mouth almost choking when Nino explained about his phone call with his mum. “Seriously? Wow… What are you going to do?”
“I have no idea” Nino mumbled stabbing at his food seeing his uncle’s face, “Fuck, why can’t my family just be supportive?”
“Have you even tried telling them?” Sakurai asked with understanding, his family had freaked out when he had first told them but then they had met Aiba, and they had fell in love with him too.
“I tried once before I got as close as suggesting that I might not be having an heir and my mum and uncle flipped” Nino groaned tossing his chopsticks down now he had started making more patterns in his food than he was eating “I wish I could take Jun, wouldn’t your parents be proud of Jun?”
“My parents would disown me if I broke up with Ma-chan” Sakurai only half joked and Aiba gave a smug smile his mouth still full of chicken now he had stolen Sakurai’s and Nino rolled his eyes
“What I meant was, Jun, he’s really good looking right, and he’s intelligent and talented and even when he’s being a complete DOS you know he’s only thinking about you…”
“Okay, I should be late for dinner more often” Matsu said with an almost embarrassed laugh as he came to sit beside Nino glaring at the mess he had made on his tray “You never say this kind of stuff to me…”
“Because I don’t want to inflate your ego anymore, princess, you might not be able to fit it through the door” Nino said with an almost smirk though his words didn’t have much of their normal bite to them, Matsu as always played along and it gave Nino a strange since of pride that only he was allowed to say any of this to him.
“Why do I stay with someone who has the personality and eating habits of a toddler? Seriously, I’m amazed you can’t find your mouth, its big enough, you proved that last night…”
“Or maybe you’re not as big as you think you are” Nino bit back
“Um guys, I know this is like foreplay to you… But some of us are eating…” Sakurai said, causing them both to turn to stare at him. Matsu shrugged and picked up his own chopsticks but instead of eating his own meal he started force feeding Nino some more of his rice
“I not a baby”
“Then don’t act like one” Matsu told him ramming the food into Nino’s mouth before getting some for himself
“Seriously, guys what are you going to do about this thing with Nino-chan’s family?”
“I don’t know, unless Jun-Jun’s going to have a sex change in the next week I guess I’m spending the week getting to know some girl called Aarin-chan, and by this time next month I’ll be announcing the date of my wedding, I guess I’ll invite you all…” Nino sighed, and Matsu glared at that, the chopsticks stopping half way to his boyfriend’s mouth.
“Maybe Aarin wouldn’t want to marry you…”
“If her dad’s in anything like my mum it doesn’t matter what she wants” Nino mumbled his head sinking onto the table. “They’ll make us do what they want… Fuck, why do I have to be gay, why couldn’t I just be fucking normal… Ouch!” he hissed when Matsu hit him sharply on the head “What was that for?”
“For being a whiny bitch” Matsu answered rubbing the spot he had just hit “You are normal”
“That’s true” Aiba nodded licking the last of his dessert from his lips, and then looking at Sakurai’s hopefully, Sakurai gave a sigh and took his spoon and feeding him the caramel flavoured pudding
“I know but… Sometimes don’t you think it would be easier if you were straight?”
“It would be more natural” Someone said and they all turned to see some of the guys from the sport’s group. “Wow can’t you fags keep your hands to yourselves? People have to eat here…”
“Yeah its surprising they can with your faces looking at them” Nino said “They’re enough to make people hurl”
“Shut the fuck up, shorty” the spokesman said his fists clenching tightly “You should be thankful I don’t hit women, and I’m guessing you’re the one that takes it ne?”
“Wow… Could you keep me out of your fantasies please?”
“Fucking little shit” he growled moving forwards, there was the sound of chairs falling as Sakurai, Aiba and Matsu all stood up. The jock looked at Sakurai and almost flinched visibly, Sakurai was a complete nerd, and as harmless as a butterfly, unless Aiba was being bullied, he was studying economics but he also had some nice muscles that Aiba like to show off by making him wear sleeveless shirts as much as possible so he looked more imposing than he really was. The jock gave a nervous scoff and then quickly turned on his heel and walked away his friends following after him
“Fuck, I didn’t need your help” Nino snapped glaring at them, he didn’t mean to be ungrateful but with everything else going around his head he had had enough “That dick started on me…”
“We know that’s, why…” Matsu said
“You know just because I let you fuck me, doesn’t mean you have to treat me like I’m a girl” he snapped grabbing his tray. He hadn’t wanted to go back home anyway but now his heart and his mind was rebelling against it, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn’t find any way out of it.
“Nino…” Matsu said but Nino ignored him slamming his tray into the holder he left them staring after him. He slammed the double doors loudly and headed back to the dorm, deciding to skip his afternoon classes. He went to his and Matsu’s room and sat on the makeshift double bed and grabbed Matsu’s pillow pulling over his head, he wasn’t surprised when a few minutes later the door opened again and Matsu came in “Nino… Kazu-baby, are you okay?”
“No” Nino mumbled against the pillow, and Matsu came to sit on the bed pulling the pillow away from his face Nino rolled on to his side glaring at the wall “I didn’t mean to shout at you like that”
“I know, Kazu” Matsu told him coming to hug him from behind, Nino sighed relaxing against him he loved how perfectly he fitted into Matsu’s arms, it was like they were designed to be with each other, Matsu kissed his neck and then cheek, “We will figure something out, I promise” Nino twisted around this time, he pressed his lips to Matsu’s
“Fuck me” he said his eyes flashing as breath brushed against his skin, Matsu gave a smile
“It’s better than my afternoon lessons” he said “And nobody is here in the dorms so you can make as much noise as you like…” Nino’s eyes almost glowed at that and as Matsu went to lock the door he stripped in record time. Matsu grinned when he came back to the bed and saw Nino naked and waiting. Nino licked his lips as Matsu pulled his own clothes off, Matsu stripping was always an amazing sight even when it was hurried and not really meant to be as bewitching as it was. He trembled as Matsu climbed back onto the bed bringing his lips down to the sensitive places on his skin while he searched under Nino’s pillow for the lube. Normally they would have spent more time kissing and touching but right now Nino wanted to forget everything that was going on. Matsu quickly prepared his hole his fingers moving in and out grazing his spot until Nino panted
“Inside… Me… Now” Matsu rubbed some lube on his hard member and pushed into Nino’s welcoming warmth with a satisfied groan. Nino clung to his shoulder moving along with Matsu’s thrusts enjoying the feeling of him inside him. His mind almost exploded as Matsu slammed against his spot, he gave a loud shout, his nails clawing at Matsu’s back. “F-uc-k… Harder…” He said and Matsu was happy to oblige, angling his hips again and slamming home against the spot, his speed increasing as Nino’s moans did. Nino wanted to hold on as long as possible but with Matsu moving in just the way he wanted it wasn’t long before he was screaming “J-un!” and releasing his white seed. Matsu continued to move inside until with another hard thrust he spilled over too. Nino looked up at him a little dazed but happy, Matsu gave a chuckle and kissed him lightly before pulling out and rolling onto his side on the bed.
“You were… pretty loud…”
“You said I… Could be…” Nino shrugged his body still trembling happily, his mind was blissfully blank just like he needed. It wasn’t long before he was fast asleep curled tightly into Matsu arms. For the next few days both Nino and Matsu thought about what they could do Nino still refused to just ask one of the girls from the drama department so after class on Thursday Matsu cornered his childhood friend
“Inoue-chan… I need your help” He said in a whisper, they had been friends for almost a life time and she was the only person he could trust with what he was about to ask
“So why do you need my help?” Inoue asked, Matsu chewed his lip for a minute wondering if he was really going through with this, then he thought about Nino’s dejected face and decided it would be worth the teasing she might do to make him happy
“I need you to make me a woman” he said Inoue didn’t say anything for a full minute just stared at him her eyes wide.
“And… Why do, um, want to be a woman?” she managed after a while, and Matsu calmly told her the truth, Inoue looked thoughtful as she looked him over but then nodded “You have a good figure for a guy, you’re a lot taller than Nino-kun though”
“I know, but there’s nothing we can do about that, Nino’s shorter than some girls” Matsu sighed “I wasn’t planning on wearing heels… Will you help?”
“Of course I’ll help… But if you’re found out won’t it make things worse?”
“I’ll just have to make sure I’m not found out” Matsu said stubbornly Inoue gave a smile
“We’ll have to go shopping, I don’t have any clothes that’ll fit you and there’s also the problem of the… Um breasts and you’ll need a wig… or maybe extensions would be better as it would look more natural and wouldn’t be as easy to give you away… We’ll get the breasts first and then hair and some clothes, then we can do everything else… Does Nino-kun know about this?”
“Not really” Matsu mumbled playing with a make-up brush “He did make a joke about it… Look can we just get this over with? Before I change my mind” Inoue gave a laugh,
“Come on then” she said. They went to the shopping centre and Matsu wanted the ground to swallow him as they went into a lingerie shop. The store owner raised an eye brow but didn’t say anything as Inoue told her what they wanted,
“My friend… He wants to have breasts…” Inoue said giving a nervous giggle, “I thought that it was just a phase but the amount of times I’ve come in to find him wearing one of my bras stuffed with tissue…” The heavily made up woman looked at Matsu her eyes were screaming ‘no way!’ but she give the feeling that she had seen it before and said very politely
“I see so you want the latest silicone ones, they look and feel as real as possible, we will of course try and match them to your own body size and type… You could even have them in a bikini top and nobody would be able to tell”
“See, I told you this would be better than tissue paper” Inoue said nudging the increasingly embarrassed Matsu in the ribs
“The… Only thing is I would need them as soon as possible”
“Don’t worry dear just tell us what size you want and we’ll sort them out…”
“What would you recommend for his body shape?” Inoue asked and Matsu sank into a wicker chair as the two women started talking about sizes, with a groan he pulled out his phone and looked at a photo of Nino, trying to remind himself of why he was doing this. Inoue and the woman came back holding various different coloured bras, and a tray with an array of jelly like mounds, in a few minutes he was stripped to his waist trying them on. The store manager told him to look at himself in the mirror but Matsu avoided looking at his own reflection as much possible as different sized silicone was put in. When he did catch glimpses of himself he had to admit they were very realistic. Finally both Inoue and the woman seemed satisfied with the size and shape of the breasts and the bras they had picked out
“So Jun, what do you think?” Inoue asked beaming at him, Matsu forced himself to look down
“They’re very good” he muttered with a nod, they didn’t look as goofy or as balloonish as he thought they would, he reached up and gave a squeeze blushing when the owner gave a satisfied giggle
“Next to best thing to having plastic surgery” She said. Matsu gave a nod and pulled on his t-shirt they were having his hair done next so he thought he might as well get used to wearing them. With the t-shirt in place, Matsu looked even more feminine with slightly accented curves, he had always disliked his almost girly hips but right now they added to the effect he was trying to achieve. Even the owner looked impressed “You have the figure for it, dear” she said and Matsu gave a polite smile, they paid for the items and then went to the beauty parlour. His hair wasn’t short anyway so it wasn’t long before it was lengthened and styled down his back, it wasn’t his first time having such long hair but it was still a surprise when he looked in the mirror and saw long hair and breasts, the stylist also applied make-up and suggested the right colours for his skin tone. When he left Matsu could barely recognise himself and he had to keep reminding himself when he and Inoue walked past a window. They went to a café before the clothes shop and Matsu become annoyed at the amount of appraising glances he kept getting Inoue seemed to be having a blast though and was talking about all the styles that would help hide the fact that he was male. Matsu wondered how much it was going to cost him, he had his savings and there was the money he had gotten from his grandparents he thought stirring his coffee blankly he gave a short laugh when he thought that his grandparents would actually be happy about what he was using it for, his grandpa would have enjoyed the joke and his grandma would have wanted to help. After they had eaten they went to a shop and Matsu was almost blinded by the bright colours. When they finally left Matsu was holding more bags then he had ever dreamed of. The only thought that was in his mind helping him through was ‘nobody was going to be hanging around my Nino but me’ even when they had been in the friend stage he had already gotten jealous of anybody that Nino had been seeing. He didn’t want to be seen dressed like a woman in the dorm so he changed in Inoue’s house that was off campus, and covered his hair with a baseball hat before going back to his and Nino’s dorm room.
“Where did you go?” Nino asked as he came in, “And what’s all that?”
“Stuff…” Matsu answered sitting beside him on the bed,
“I thought that maybe you’d gotten tired of me” Nino joked, before his eyes caught some of the stuff in the bags “What the fuck is that?” with a sigh, Matsu pulled off his hat letting his hair flow down his back “What the fuck, have you done?”
“I want to go with you next week”
“Have you lost your mind?” Nino asked tugging at his hair, hoping that it was a wig and Matsu was just joking. Matsu spent the rest of the night trying to convince him that he wasn’t insane. By the time the sun had come up Nino was still thought he was insane but he almost open to the idea. There wasn’t any other option since he would have to leave to go to his house tomorrow
“Are you sure about this?” Nino asked looking at the dressed up Matsu, he had to admit that Matsu did look the part if he didn’t know him he would have been almost convinced that it was a woman he was looking at. Matsu nodded
“Yeah, it’s a part of my life that I’m never going to want remember once we’ve done it, but I’ll do it for you, Kazu…” He told him stroking his cheek lightly.
“Thanks, Princess”
“Please stop calling me that…”
“You’re wearing eye shadow… There’s no chance of that” Nino laughed hugging him tightly frowning when the breasts got in the way. “That’s going to take some getting used to…” He mumbled and Matsu let out a laugh
“For you and me both” he agreed
“What are we going to say about your voice though?”
“We can say I have a cold or something, it’ll work Kazu, I promise”
“Thanks Junko-chan” Nino mumbled “Have I ever told you that I love you?”
“Yeah, but I really like hearing it” Matsu laughed
“I love you” Nino said seriously “I can’t believe you’d do this for me…”
“I’m doing it for me too, you’re mine I don’t want you announcing your wedding to some girl…”
Nino sighed the last of his resistance failing. There were so many things that could go wrong, but maybe, if they were lucky, it could work.
A/N: I got the idea for this after reading two amazing fic’s by mich at finalu_beamu prince and pauper’ and ‘checkmate’) I just thought it would be fun to have Matsu cross dress for once and rewriting the baseball is proving harder than I thought…And my younger brother came to visit for the weekend and did me a fic master post ^0^ I can’t thank him enough, anyways, Hope you enjoy ^.^
