So in love (part 5)
Dec. 5th, 2011 08:04 amTitle: So in love
Author: krystalkatz
Rating: NC17
Length: ? (honestly I don’t know any more >.<)
Genre: Au… Romance,
Pairings: Matsumoto Jun/Ninomiya Kazunari, Sakurai Sho/Aiba Masaki, Ohno Satoshi/OC,
Disclaimer: I only own the plot…
“Why?”
“Excuse me?”
“Why would you support me?” Matsu asked and Old Mrs Ninomiya gave a quick smile looking at the top of the cane
“I’m old and although I might have a few more years left I’m beginning to feel old…My entire married life I was controlled by my husband’s family, I had my children late in my marriage and I allowed my children to be controlled and twisted… I guess I’m just too old to care anymore, Kotone married who she wanted and she seems happier than my daughter or son seem to have been, maybe I should help let Kazunari do the same and be with who he wants” She sighed and Matsu didn’t know what to say, she honestly looked so much like his own grandmother he wanted to please her and he found himself agreeing despite himself
“But I don’t know how to sew”
“I’m convinced you find a way…” She told him almost beaming now “I have no conditions other that it must be hand sewn by you… You may ask whomever you please to help teach you but I will be able to tell if they do it for you…”
“I wouldn’t cheat” Matsu said quickly and she smiled with a nod
“I believe you” She said “Then I look forward to what you create” Matsu took that as a sign to leave and he quickly stood up
“Thank-you… Even if I fail, thank-you for giving me a chance”
“Don’t fail” She said as he went to the door and Matsu gave a nod. He was thoughtful as he left the sewing room, it sounded simple enough but he suspected that something Old Mrs Ninomiya approved of wouldn’t be, and he had never sewn in his life, he wouldn’t even know where to start. He supposed he could ask Kotone, he thought chewing his lip almost painfully.
“Junko-chan, is everything okay?” Matsu shivered as he heard Akashi’s oily voice quite close behind him, trying to work out why the hell everyone in this family seemed weird, he turned and gave an award winning smile, he wanted to break his nose or lift up his skirt show his penis just get him to back off but instead he thought calming things and said
“I was looking for Kotone-chan”
“Ah I think I saw her going to the study, let me take you” Akashi said his eyes hungrily roaming over his body,
“No, I don’t want to trouble you…”
“It’s no trouble, Junko-chan” He said and Matsu was left with no other option, they walked down a corridor, Matsu almost hating it for being so narrow so that they were forced to be almost touching it wasn’t long before they came to a part of the house that Matsu didn’t recognise and he cursed himself for coming. Akashi stopped and turned to face him licking his lips before saying “Ne, Junko-chan, didn’t you tell Kazunari about what I said? Maybe you do want to know what a real man feels like” Matsu gave a startled shout when his hand moved swiftly around and began to caress his ass. His hands balled into fists and he was about to swing when he heard someone coming towards them.
“Matsumoto-sama,” An elderly footman said with a relieved smile
“What do you want?” Akashi snapped removing his hand
“Is everything okay?” The footman said quickly not looking at Akashi and Matsu went forwards gratefully thankful that he hadn’t been forced to reveal himself,
“E-everything’s fine” He said surprised that his voice was genuinely shaking, the footman’s eyes narrowed just slightly, looking at Akashi he returned his look with a glare before he stormed off almost banging the wall. “I was looking for Kotone-chan”
“She’s in the sitting room with, her husband… This way ma’am” He smiled gently as he bowed and gestured with his hand. Matsu smiled gratefully and gladly walked with the man back down the corridor wondering how he had known to come at that moment when all was revealed “Ohno-sama asked the staff to keep an eye on you ma’am... Though the staff already agreed to it anyway…”
“I’m sorry?”
“You are Nino-sama’s girlfriend, ma’am… Most of the staff is rather fond of Bo-chan” He smiled and Matsu suddenly realised why Nino wasn’t completely devoid of warmth like the twins, he beamed at the man
“Thank-you” he said softly and the footman bowed his head and before he knew it they were back at the main part of the house and he was guided to a sitting room, “Thanks”
“Anytime, Matsumoto-sama” The footman bowed politely giving him another warm smile before leaving, Matsu pushed the door open and his heart almost melted when he saw Ohno on his knees talking to Kotone’s stomach while she was giggling a little,a happy glow on her face.
“S-sorry…” He said about to go back out
“It’s okay, Junko-chan, Toshi is just being silly” Kotone said stopping him with a laugh and Ohno gave a sheepish smile and stood up. “Where did you go? Aarin said something about grandma… I was only half listening” She smiled looking almost as sheepish as her husband. Pushing thoughts of Akashi away Matsu told her what her grandmother had said and Kotone looked like her face was going to split in two “The crafty old bird, I knew she wasn’t all bad… She’s right she’s the only person not even mum would go against…”
“But I have no idea how to sew” Matsu mumbled and Ohno patted his arm lightly “Could you help?”
“Me? Sorry, Junko-chan, I wasn’t brought up here, I only ever came for about two weeks of the year, and I was mostly on a boat… So I never learnt…”
“Nino-chan can sew” Ohno said suddenly “Hand and machine”
“What? Are you sure, Toshi?”
“Yep, he helped fix the main sail once, he’s pretty good” Ohno answered with a nod, and Matsu blinked that was something that he had forgotten, last year when he had found his costume for a play ripped by homophobes, an hour before curtain up, he had almost thrown a tantrum but when he went to show a stage hand it was sewed up in a way that you’d never have known. Everyone had said it was Nino but he thought it was just the normal teasing and Nino hadn’t told him any different but, he guessed with a smile, there was no way Nino would admit something like that. He was still smiling when Nino came in
“What’s up?” Nino asked and Matsu saw a shadow in his eyes as he took his hand. Very quickly Matsu repeated his story and Nino blinked in surprise “Really?”
“Yeah, I was surprised to but that’s what she said…”
“It won’t be easy, she’s a complete perfectionist when it comes to sewing, and she may be old but there’s nothing wrong with her eyes, she’ll be able to spot lose threads, or tight threads…”
“Are you saying I can’t do it?”
“No, if anyone can do it you can…”
“So will you teach me how to sew?”
“Sew? Me?” Nino squeaked
“Yeah, little brother, Toshi said you’re pretty good…”
“And you fixed my costume last year right?” Matsu grinned, Nino gave a heavy sigh
“Fine, but if you tell Aiba or Sakurai about this…” he mumbled and Matsu gave a short laugh
“Yeah because I’m going to put an announcement in the school paper…” He said forgetting that they weren’t alone. Until Kotone gave a laugh
“So what are you going to sew?”
“I have no idea” Matsu admitted “You grandma mentioned clothes…”
“That would take longer than a week…”
“What about baby clothes?” Ohno suggested and all three turned to face him
“That could work but people might think Junko’s pregnant or something…” Nino said slowly
“We’re telling everybody soon anyway” Kotone said with a shrug “So there’s no harm in it…”
“But isn’t it bad luck to have baby things before…”
“You just have to make it, you don’t have to give it to us until baby’s born” Kotone answered with a shrug “I rather like the idea of my baby’s first clothes being made by my brother and sister-in-law…”
“I’m not your sister-in-law yet”
“No but you soon will be, you’re going to have to tell me sometime what makes you love Kazu so much” Kotone told him and then hid a yawn “I think it’s time we went to bed” and Matsu and Nino couldn’t agree more, they had had an early start that morning and it would just be repeated tomorrow. As they were laying in bed Nino cuddled up to him tightly kissing his smooth chest
“Why haven’t you run from here screaming yet?” He asked and Matsu gave a low chuckle
“I’ve been tempted” He said running a hand over Nino’s arm gently “but I guess I’m too stubborn”
“Even if you do this sewing thing if she finds out you’re really a guy, it won’t matter…”
“Maybe not but I still kind of want her to approve of me” Matsu admitted Nino hummed for a minute
“You know… I really hate sewing” he told him, his voice almost vanishing into the darkness of the room.
“Eh?” Matsu said with surprise, he knew this week was full of revelations but this one he wasn’t expecting, it was Nino’s turn to let out a light laugh
“It was the only time I could make my grandma approve of me, I would spend hours in that room sat on the foot stool as she went over and over about the stiches, she used to talk about my grandfather, Kazunari… When he left for the war she went through his clothes and unpicked them and re-sewed them lots of times. ‘Every stich was filled with a life time of love’ in that room she looked like a ‘normal’ grandma… But I hated it, I wanted her to be like that all the time”
“You know ever since we got here I was trying to work out why you’re not like the rest of your family, like your mum or your uncle and cousins…”
“That’s easy, the staff” Nino shrugged and Matsu congratulated himself on being right “Mum and grandma was never here much so I used to eat with the staff in the kitchen”
“You were really lonely ne?” Matsu whispered trying to hug him closer, growing up Nino’s messages had always been so light and cheerful, and he hadn’t suspected anything was wrong but now he thought about it Nino never mentioned his family once or friends just games. They were both such lonely people but he at least had his family to fall back on Nino hadn’t had anyone, he took Nino’s hand and kissed the palm gently wanting to somehow wipe it away.
“Not really, I had you” Nino admitted kissing the skin he could reach without really moving “I was on holiday with some of the staff when I met you, it was the only reason I was allowed to talk to you…”
“I guess I should thank them sometime” Matsu murmured Nino nodded sleepily
“Mmm… Maybe” He said and Matsu stoked his back gently until he fell asleep. Matsu lay awake staring up at the ceiling chewing his lip thoughtfully listening to the sound of Nino’s light snoring. He wasn’t sure about Nino’s grandma, something about the way she looked at him, it felt like she could read everything in his mind and that thought scared him. He must have eventually fallen to sleep because the next thing he knew was the alarm was ringing loudly while Nino was moaning and pulling a pillow over his face trying to block it out. Matsu sighed rolling his eyes, as he pushed the cover away and sat up. Their pattern for the morning was the same as the previous day, Matsu washed and plucked and the got dressed in a light yellow dress with white flowers, and cream sandals, while Nino showered and came out just in time to brush his hair before they went for a walk along the sea front. He was glad that Nino hadn’t let what happened get to him too much though he was certain he was having bad dreams about it. When they went back to the house Matsu’s stomach churned as he saw Akashi watching them through the double doors, and he remembered what had happened the night before. He stiffened slightly, his fists clenching until Nino frowned looking up at him “What’s wrong?” He asked and Matsu shook his head trying to relax his face
“Nothing, are we going start this sewing thing?”
“Yeah, there’s a shop in the village we can go to” Nino nodded still frowning slightly
“Honestly Kazu, nothing’s wrong” He lied looking away from Akashi. Nino obviously decided reluctantly to let it go and they went into the breakfast room. Aarin gave a bright grin her eyes flashing as she looked at Nino and Matsu thought ‘Here we go again’
“Kazunari-kun, will you come with me today?”
“I’m doing something with Junko-chan”
“Aww, but I’m sure she won’t…”
“I want to spend some time with my fiancée, I’m sorry” Nino snapped and Aarin went quiet looking at the table
“I don’t think I’m hungry after all” She said pushing her food away
“Stop being silly” Old Mrs Ninomiya said pushing the food back in front of her with her cane, as she sat down “Foolish child”
“Mum, I’m sure Aarin would like to spend time with her old friend…”
“And I’m sure Junko-chan would like to spend time with Kazunari” She said “After everything the past few days I’m surprised Junko-chan is being as good natured as she is”
“But…”
“But, nothing, I’m sure you can find something to keep yourself entertained right, Takahashi-chan?” Old Mrs Ninomiya said looking at Aarin nodded slowly looking slightly shame faced at the food. For the first time in he had arrived Matsu wanted to hug the old lady, it really did seem like she wanted to give him her support, it gave him slightly more confidence about sewing something. After breakfast Ohno and Kotone gave them a lift to the village on their way out. Matsu had never felt stranger or out of place when than when they went into the shop, there were a few old ladies that turned to look at them with raised eyebrows, Matsu looked at Nino hoping he had some idea what they were going to do.
“Ninomiya-kun” A short wrinkled woman with horn rimmed glasses said coming to them, Nino flashed a bright smile that was solely designed to charm, and Matsu could see a faint blush spread out over the old ladies cheeks
“Yoshida-san, long time no see” Nino said taking Matsu’s hand “You haven’t met my fiancée, Matsumoto Junko”
“Fiancée? Nice to meet you” Yoshida said looking Matsu over with a critical eye, and Matsu felt an item of clothing “So were you sent by Asako-san?” she said her eyes flashing, obviously finding him acceptable but not to talk to, Matsu wondered vaguely who ‘Asako’ was.
“No, Junko-chan, she went to grandma’s room and has decided that she wants to learn how to sew…” Yoshida looked back at Matsu a tiny but more respect in her eyes
“I see, and what would you like to sew?”
“Erm… A child’s outfit…”
“A child’s… Are you expecting?”
“N-No it’s not for me, it’s for a friend” Matsu answered wondering if everybody was going to think that somehow he was pregnant until Kotone and Ohno made their announcement. Yoshida obviously didn’t believe him but she pulled out a red pattern book flipping it open.
“These are your basic patterns, do you know much about sewing?”
“Kazu-kun said he would teach me”
“I see and will it be hand stitching or machine?”
“Hand” Nino answered for him quickly “It always looks more thoughtful, ne?” Yoshida gave a bright grin and Matsu knew that she was obviously a fan of hand stitching. She flipped through the book going through all the styles and strangely Matsu found himself become interested ‘Oohing’ and ‘Arhing’ over the ruffled dresses. Nino laughed quickly kissing his cheek before going off to look at something else.
“Now these styles will be a bit difficult for a beginner but maybe when you start thinking about having your own children”
“Maybe” Matsu agreed with a nod and Yoshida beamed
“It’s so nice to have a young person interested in sewing” She said turning the pages again “Ah this one, this one would be perfect, I’m assuming you don’t know the sex of the baby yet?”
“Not yet, no”
“This in a white or pale cream would be perfect for either gender” Yoshida said “And the pattern will be easy enough for you to get started…”
“I see…” Matsu looked at the pattern, it was a simple romper suit with gloves and hat, it looked simple but he suspected that there would be a few swear words involved. “I guess I’ll try it…”
“If you have any difficulty you can always pop back in and I’ll try and put you right”
“Thank-you, Yoshida-san” Matsu smiled gratefully, and Yoshida gave him a warm smile
“Right then, let’s get you sorted with everything you need, ne?” She said taking the pattern from the book and coming from behind the counter, she motioned for him to follow her to the roles of fabric asking what colour he wanted. Matsu looked over at Nino who was being chatted up by a couple of old ladies, while he tried paying attention to what Yoshida was saying about length. When they finally left Matsu was positive he had enough needles, pins and fabric to start his own needle room.
“I’m I really going to be able to do this?” He asked showing his insecurity properly for the first time as they were walking along the public beach, Nino stopped turning with a bright grin
“Like I said last night, if anyone can do this you can” He shifted the weight of the bag in his hands and grabbed his hands, Matsu gave a smile and let out a loud sigh looking at the ocean
“There’s one good thing about being here”
“What’s that?”
“You’re being really sweet”
“Would you want me to be sweet all the time?”
“No, not all the time, but sometimes it can be nice ” Matsu lent against the sea wall laughing at some children that were collecting shells and Nino came to stand beside him dropping the bag on the sand and holding his hand,
“Then sometimes I’ll do it” He laughed his eyes flashing teasingly and Matsu let out a laugh hitting him on the head lightly
“Brat”
“Yeah, but you love me” Nino mumbled confidently
“Yeah, I do” Matsu agreed faintly as if trying to work out why and Nino squeezed his hand in retaliation. Matsu smiled, everything seemed prefect but the truth was Nino had been acting strangely since he had talked with his mum and Takahashi yesterday. “So what did your mum and Takahashi want?”
“To tell me that they want to announce my engagement to Aarin and the end of the week”
“What the fuck?” He snapped his anger flaring up, Nino was here with a fiancée and they were still trying to announce his engagement to someone else, he wanted to snap
“I told them both that they could go to hell, that I didn’t even like Aarin” Nino said sighing “I said that I was marrying you, but… Things got a bit argumentative and I stormed out”
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
“You’ve got enough to deal with… and this whole stupid sewing thing…” Nino muttered kicking the sand “I don’t care what anyone says anymore let’s just go back to the dorm”
“I wish we could, but we’ve made it this far” Matsu tried to reassure him but it felt slightly fake and forced, in all honesty he wanted to get the first train out of here. They went back to the house and avoided everyone going to their room and an hour later Matsu was swearing and sucking his finger as a tiny spot of blood rose up. His hair had been pulled into a messy bun on the top of his head, he had removed his contacts in favour of his glasses.
“That’s a running stich, you need to use a back stich” Nino said, and Matsu frowned wondering why he was having this conversation with his boyfriend, Nino was trying to teach him basic stiches on an off cut of fabric and all he had seemed to do was ravel it up and somehow had a large knot in the middle. Nino had made it look so easy, he glared at the creamy yellow fabric and pattern wondering what the hell he was meant to do, it was impossible to do any of this in a week, he thought. Nino must have read his mind because suddenly he was sat in his lap his arms wrapped around his neck kissing him on the lips. “It doesn’t have to be finished this week, she said you just have to prove you can sew right?”
“She said I had to do something that she would approve off” Matsu sighed resting his head on his shoulder “Is that option of running screaming still open?”
“Only if you take me with you” Nino answered slowly “But you’ve gotten a lot better”
“You’re just saying that…”
“Because it’s true…” Nino said kissing the top of his head, Matsu sighed sitting back up.
“Fine, show me one more time” He said holding up his spare fabric, another hour later Matsu was confident enough to start cutting the pattern out. He started with the hat thinking that it looked the easiest one. He lay the creamy white fabric out on the floor and took the brown paper, gently tracing the outline with a strange white tipped pen, before taking a pair of scissors with almost trembling hands. He took a deep breath and made his first cut aware that Nino was still hovering above him, chewing his lip nervously. He cut the pieces out almost crying when one seemed a bit bigger and he realised that he had cut slightly above his marks but he managed to trim it down and he slowly started sewing the pieces together swearing every now and then as he stabbed his finger or thumb. Nino watched surprised at how cute Matsu looked, as he let out small hisses and sucked his fingers, neither realised how long they were shut away in the bedroom but all they were surprised when there was a knock at the door announcing that it was dinner. “This is going to take forever” Matsu muttered looking down at the hat, or the three pieces of fabric that was meant to be a hat. Nino picked it up looking at the stiches, they were a little rough and loose but it was staying together, and he could already see an improvement. For just a day’s work Matsu was doing amazingly he thought, though Matsu refused to believe him. Matsu quickly made himself look like a girl again and they went down to dinner, pleasantly surprised to find that no one else was there. For the first time since coming here Nino managed to eat more than a few mouthfuls of food, after dinner Matsu wanted to go back to work on his hat but Nino refused instead pulling him outside, they headed in the direction of the beach but turned off just before they got there instead going down an over grown path. Nino hummed softly keeping glad that it was summer and that it didn’t get dark until late. He didn’t stop until they were at the mouth of a cave,
“What are we doing here?”
“I want to show you my hiding place when I was a kid” Nino shrugged pulling a torch out of a bag he had brought with him,
“Your hiding place was in a cave?” Matsu asked sceptically but agreed to follow him in. Nino smiled as he led him further and further into the cave some of the passages were smaller than he remembered and eventually it opened out to a lagoon. Matsu’s mouth fell open as he took it all in. The water was an almost turquoise the cave roof fell away to reveal the colours of the setting sun, he doubted if he had seen anything more beautiful, wordlessly he allowed Nino to pull him to the far end and Nino showed him something that had been craved in to the wall, it was lyrics of songs and some original by Nino “When did you write that?”
“When I was growing up…” Nino shrugged and then Matsu saw something that seemed rather lonely ‘Nino was here’ he wondered how often Nino had sat in here all alone, he knew Nino had had boyfriends but he doubted any of them had gotten close
“Have you brought anybody else here?”
“Only you” Nino answered quickly “Nobody else felt worthy enough”
“I’m glad… Too bad though… We can’t go swimming”
“We can, this water is only about waist high and it’s a type of natural hot spring so it stays warm even in winter…” Nino answered his eyes flashing as he started pulling Matsu’s clothes off, first the skirt and then the top before quickly removing the bra and breasts. His eyes roamed over Matsu’s body happily before he pulled off his own clothes dropping them into a corner. They went hand in hand as naked as the day they were born to the water, and as soon as Matsu put a foot in he knew Nino hadn’t been lying it was like an onsen, he got in quickly letting out a sigh as he lay back in the water, letting it rejuvenate him, as he stared at the changing colours in the sky. He stayed like that for a while letting everything else wash away, wondering how such a place could exist, he assumed that Nino’s mum didn’t know about it or she would have found a way to make money out of it. Nino watched his lover happily sitting on a rock close to the edge the water wasn’t that deep or that big but he was still nervous soon though he felt Matsu take his hand and pull him gently further out. They swam and played splashing each other gently for what seemed like ages before going back to the side and sitting together “This place is amazing” Matsu whispered kissing his cheek lightly “Thank-you for bringing me…”
“I love this place, so I’m glad you like it…” Nino grinned turning to look at him “Fuck me”
Matsu smiled leaning in and claiming his lips in an almost dizzying kiss while his hand slipping down and around Nino’s member pumping it into life, while his free hand went to prepare his hole, it was more painful without lube so Matsu prepared him slowly kissing and licking away the tears that formed in his eyes
“I’m sorry baby” He told him gently, Nino bit his lip tightly his nails sinking into Matsu’s arm glad that the water was taking away some of the burning he was feeling “Are you sure about this?” Matsu asked as he pulled out his fingers and rubbed member against the prepared hole trying to lube it with precum.
“Ye-s” Nino answered though if he was honest he wasn’t sure. He knew it was possible to have sex without lube if you were well enough prepared he had never tried it before, but Matsu had said once that he had wanted to try it without lube, and after he had given him a rim job yesterday in the shower, Nino wanted to please his partner. He tensed as he felt Matsu push into him, one inch at a time until he was completely buried “Don-‘t mo-ve” Nino told him as he tried to relax around the length, it felt like it was his first time all over again it hurt way too much “I can’t… I’m sorry” he said and Matsu pulled out quickly “I’m sorry…”
“Idiot, don’t apologise… Thanks for trying…” Matsu said kissing him gently,
“I’ve got the lube in my bag” Nino told him and giving him a quick kiss Matsu went to fetch it quickly smearing his fingers and preparing Nino again, the lubed up fingers slid into him easily and Nino sighed happily this was a lot better he thought groaning as Matsu brushed his spot with his fingers before pulling them out. There was another squirting noise and Nino knew he had lube up him member, and soon he was probing at his entrance again Nino was completely relaxed now and was able to allow Matsu to push deeper into him. “Argn” he moaned his head flopping onto Matsu’s shoulder fresh tears in his eyes. Matsu began stroking at his member bringing it back to life and building up Nino’s desire again, as it did so, Nino was able to start moving along with Matsu. Soon Nino’s lustful moans filled the lagoon as he moved along with Matsu, enjoying the way the water splashed with each thrust, he clawed at Matsu’s back trying to tell him to go ‘harder’ and ‘faster’ he knew the message was received when Matsu slammed into him deeply and then pulled out quickly. Nino wanted to scream with the amount of pleasure he was getting but instead he found Matsu’s chest and started biting and sucking loving the gasps and groans the taller was releasing, since they had arrived they had both kept their noise down so it felt good to be able to moan and groan as loudly as they wanted “Fuck… Kazu” Matsu shouted as he tried to grip the wall for more leverage, angling his hips until he was hitting Nino’s spot every time. With that it didn’t take long for Nino to spill over in a loud scream that was echoed by Matsu’s as he shot his load deep into Nino’s ass. They stayed in the water holding each other and panting until the lagoon grew darker and the sky above them was dotted with stars, they dressed quickly in the near darkness and before they left Matsu scratched ‘Matsu <3’s Nino 4ever’ into the wall.
a/n: okay this is the last part I’m posting until after my holiday :) my sister-in-law said thank you for all your well wishes for her and Lily-Anne :D I hope you enjoy^.^
Author: krystalkatz
Rating: NC17
Length: ? (honestly I don’t know any more >.<)
Genre: Au… Romance,
Pairings: Matsumoto Jun/Ninomiya Kazunari, Sakurai Sho/Aiba Masaki, Ohno Satoshi/OC,
Disclaimer: I only own the plot…
“Why?”
“Excuse me?”
“Why would you support me?” Matsu asked and Old Mrs Ninomiya gave a quick smile looking at the top of the cane
“I’m old and although I might have a few more years left I’m beginning to feel old…My entire married life I was controlled by my husband’s family, I had my children late in my marriage and I allowed my children to be controlled and twisted… I guess I’m just too old to care anymore, Kotone married who she wanted and she seems happier than my daughter or son seem to have been, maybe I should help let Kazunari do the same and be with who he wants” She sighed and Matsu didn’t know what to say, she honestly looked so much like his own grandmother he wanted to please her and he found himself agreeing despite himself
“But I don’t know how to sew”
“I’m convinced you find a way…” She told him almost beaming now “I have no conditions other that it must be hand sewn by you… You may ask whomever you please to help teach you but I will be able to tell if they do it for you…”
“I wouldn’t cheat” Matsu said quickly and she smiled with a nod
“I believe you” She said “Then I look forward to what you create” Matsu took that as a sign to leave and he quickly stood up
“Thank-you… Even if I fail, thank-you for giving me a chance”
“Don’t fail” She said as he went to the door and Matsu gave a nod. He was thoughtful as he left the sewing room, it sounded simple enough but he suspected that something Old Mrs Ninomiya approved of wouldn’t be, and he had never sewn in his life, he wouldn’t even know where to start. He supposed he could ask Kotone, he thought chewing his lip almost painfully.
“Junko-chan, is everything okay?” Matsu shivered as he heard Akashi’s oily voice quite close behind him, trying to work out why the hell everyone in this family seemed weird, he turned and gave an award winning smile, he wanted to break his nose or lift up his skirt show his penis just get him to back off but instead he thought calming things and said
“I was looking for Kotone-chan”
“Ah I think I saw her going to the study, let me take you” Akashi said his eyes hungrily roaming over his body,
“No, I don’t want to trouble you…”
“It’s no trouble, Junko-chan” He said and Matsu was left with no other option, they walked down a corridor, Matsu almost hating it for being so narrow so that they were forced to be almost touching it wasn’t long before they came to a part of the house that Matsu didn’t recognise and he cursed himself for coming. Akashi stopped and turned to face him licking his lips before saying “Ne, Junko-chan, didn’t you tell Kazunari about what I said? Maybe you do want to know what a real man feels like” Matsu gave a startled shout when his hand moved swiftly around and began to caress his ass. His hands balled into fists and he was about to swing when he heard someone coming towards them.
“Matsumoto-sama,” An elderly footman said with a relieved smile
“What do you want?” Akashi snapped removing his hand
“Is everything okay?” The footman said quickly not looking at Akashi and Matsu went forwards gratefully thankful that he hadn’t been forced to reveal himself,
“E-everything’s fine” He said surprised that his voice was genuinely shaking, the footman’s eyes narrowed just slightly, looking at Akashi he returned his look with a glare before he stormed off almost banging the wall. “I was looking for Kotone-chan”
“She’s in the sitting room with, her husband… This way ma’am” He smiled gently as he bowed and gestured with his hand. Matsu smiled gratefully and gladly walked with the man back down the corridor wondering how he had known to come at that moment when all was revealed “Ohno-sama asked the staff to keep an eye on you ma’am... Though the staff already agreed to it anyway…”
“I’m sorry?”
“You are Nino-sama’s girlfriend, ma’am… Most of the staff is rather fond of Bo-chan” He smiled and Matsu suddenly realised why Nino wasn’t completely devoid of warmth like the twins, he beamed at the man
“Thank-you” he said softly and the footman bowed his head and before he knew it they were back at the main part of the house and he was guided to a sitting room, “Thanks”
“Anytime, Matsumoto-sama” The footman bowed politely giving him another warm smile before leaving, Matsu pushed the door open and his heart almost melted when he saw Ohno on his knees talking to Kotone’s stomach while she was giggling a little,a happy glow on her face.
“S-sorry…” He said about to go back out
“It’s okay, Junko-chan, Toshi is just being silly” Kotone said stopping him with a laugh and Ohno gave a sheepish smile and stood up. “Where did you go? Aarin said something about grandma… I was only half listening” She smiled looking almost as sheepish as her husband. Pushing thoughts of Akashi away Matsu told her what her grandmother had said and Kotone looked like her face was going to split in two “The crafty old bird, I knew she wasn’t all bad… She’s right she’s the only person not even mum would go against…”
“But I have no idea how to sew” Matsu mumbled and Ohno patted his arm lightly “Could you help?”
“Me? Sorry, Junko-chan, I wasn’t brought up here, I only ever came for about two weeks of the year, and I was mostly on a boat… So I never learnt…”
“Nino-chan can sew” Ohno said suddenly “Hand and machine”
“What? Are you sure, Toshi?”
“Yep, he helped fix the main sail once, he’s pretty good” Ohno answered with a nod, and Matsu blinked that was something that he had forgotten, last year when he had found his costume for a play ripped by homophobes, an hour before curtain up, he had almost thrown a tantrum but when he went to show a stage hand it was sewed up in a way that you’d never have known. Everyone had said it was Nino but he thought it was just the normal teasing and Nino hadn’t told him any different but, he guessed with a smile, there was no way Nino would admit something like that. He was still smiling when Nino came in
“What’s up?” Nino asked and Matsu saw a shadow in his eyes as he took his hand. Very quickly Matsu repeated his story and Nino blinked in surprise “Really?”
“Yeah, I was surprised to but that’s what she said…”
“It won’t be easy, she’s a complete perfectionist when it comes to sewing, and she may be old but there’s nothing wrong with her eyes, she’ll be able to spot lose threads, or tight threads…”
“Are you saying I can’t do it?”
“No, if anyone can do it you can…”
“So will you teach me how to sew?”
“Sew? Me?” Nino squeaked
“Yeah, little brother, Toshi said you’re pretty good…”
“And you fixed my costume last year right?” Matsu grinned, Nino gave a heavy sigh
“Fine, but if you tell Aiba or Sakurai about this…” he mumbled and Matsu gave a short laugh
“Yeah because I’m going to put an announcement in the school paper…” He said forgetting that they weren’t alone. Until Kotone gave a laugh
“So what are you going to sew?”
“I have no idea” Matsu admitted “You grandma mentioned clothes…”
“That would take longer than a week…”
“What about baby clothes?” Ohno suggested and all three turned to face him
“That could work but people might think Junko’s pregnant or something…” Nino said slowly
“We’re telling everybody soon anyway” Kotone said with a shrug “So there’s no harm in it…”
“But isn’t it bad luck to have baby things before…”
“You just have to make it, you don’t have to give it to us until baby’s born” Kotone answered with a shrug “I rather like the idea of my baby’s first clothes being made by my brother and sister-in-law…”
“I’m not your sister-in-law yet”
“No but you soon will be, you’re going to have to tell me sometime what makes you love Kazu so much” Kotone told him and then hid a yawn “I think it’s time we went to bed” and Matsu and Nino couldn’t agree more, they had had an early start that morning and it would just be repeated tomorrow. As they were laying in bed Nino cuddled up to him tightly kissing his smooth chest
“Why haven’t you run from here screaming yet?” He asked and Matsu gave a low chuckle
“I’ve been tempted” He said running a hand over Nino’s arm gently “but I guess I’m too stubborn”
“Even if you do this sewing thing if she finds out you’re really a guy, it won’t matter…”
“Maybe not but I still kind of want her to approve of me” Matsu admitted Nino hummed for a minute
“You know… I really hate sewing” he told him, his voice almost vanishing into the darkness of the room.
“Eh?” Matsu said with surprise, he knew this week was full of revelations but this one he wasn’t expecting, it was Nino’s turn to let out a light laugh
“It was the only time I could make my grandma approve of me, I would spend hours in that room sat on the foot stool as she went over and over about the stiches, she used to talk about my grandfather, Kazunari… When he left for the war she went through his clothes and unpicked them and re-sewed them lots of times. ‘Every stich was filled with a life time of love’ in that room she looked like a ‘normal’ grandma… But I hated it, I wanted her to be like that all the time”
“You know ever since we got here I was trying to work out why you’re not like the rest of your family, like your mum or your uncle and cousins…”
“That’s easy, the staff” Nino shrugged and Matsu congratulated himself on being right “Mum and grandma was never here much so I used to eat with the staff in the kitchen”
“You were really lonely ne?” Matsu whispered trying to hug him closer, growing up Nino’s messages had always been so light and cheerful, and he hadn’t suspected anything was wrong but now he thought about it Nino never mentioned his family once or friends just games. They were both such lonely people but he at least had his family to fall back on Nino hadn’t had anyone, he took Nino’s hand and kissed the palm gently wanting to somehow wipe it away.
“Not really, I had you” Nino admitted kissing the skin he could reach without really moving “I was on holiday with some of the staff when I met you, it was the only reason I was allowed to talk to you…”
“I guess I should thank them sometime” Matsu murmured Nino nodded sleepily
“Mmm… Maybe” He said and Matsu stoked his back gently until he fell asleep. Matsu lay awake staring up at the ceiling chewing his lip thoughtfully listening to the sound of Nino’s light snoring. He wasn’t sure about Nino’s grandma, something about the way she looked at him, it felt like she could read everything in his mind and that thought scared him. He must have eventually fallen to sleep because the next thing he knew was the alarm was ringing loudly while Nino was moaning and pulling a pillow over his face trying to block it out. Matsu sighed rolling his eyes, as he pushed the cover away and sat up. Their pattern for the morning was the same as the previous day, Matsu washed and plucked and the got dressed in a light yellow dress with white flowers, and cream sandals, while Nino showered and came out just in time to brush his hair before they went for a walk along the sea front. He was glad that Nino hadn’t let what happened get to him too much though he was certain he was having bad dreams about it. When they went back to the house Matsu’s stomach churned as he saw Akashi watching them through the double doors, and he remembered what had happened the night before. He stiffened slightly, his fists clenching until Nino frowned looking up at him “What’s wrong?” He asked and Matsu shook his head trying to relax his face
“Nothing, are we going start this sewing thing?”
“Yeah, there’s a shop in the village we can go to” Nino nodded still frowning slightly
“Honestly Kazu, nothing’s wrong” He lied looking away from Akashi. Nino obviously decided reluctantly to let it go and they went into the breakfast room. Aarin gave a bright grin her eyes flashing as she looked at Nino and Matsu thought ‘Here we go again’
“Kazunari-kun, will you come with me today?”
“I’m doing something with Junko-chan”
“Aww, but I’m sure she won’t…”
“I want to spend some time with my fiancée, I’m sorry” Nino snapped and Aarin went quiet looking at the table
“I don’t think I’m hungry after all” She said pushing her food away
“Stop being silly” Old Mrs Ninomiya said pushing the food back in front of her with her cane, as she sat down “Foolish child”
“Mum, I’m sure Aarin would like to spend time with her old friend…”
“And I’m sure Junko-chan would like to spend time with Kazunari” She said “After everything the past few days I’m surprised Junko-chan is being as good natured as she is”
“But…”
“But, nothing, I’m sure you can find something to keep yourself entertained right, Takahashi-chan?” Old Mrs Ninomiya said looking at Aarin nodded slowly looking slightly shame faced at the food. For the first time in he had arrived Matsu wanted to hug the old lady, it really did seem like she wanted to give him her support, it gave him slightly more confidence about sewing something. After breakfast Ohno and Kotone gave them a lift to the village on their way out. Matsu had never felt stranger or out of place when than when they went into the shop, there were a few old ladies that turned to look at them with raised eyebrows, Matsu looked at Nino hoping he had some idea what they were going to do.
“Ninomiya-kun” A short wrinkled woman with horn rimmed glasses said coming to them, Nino flashed a bright smile that was solely designed to charm, and Matsu could see a faint blush spread out over the old ladies cheeks
“Yoshida-san, long time no see” Nino said taking Matsu’s hand “You haven’t met my fiancée, Matsumoto Junko”
“Fiancée? Nice to meet you” Yoshida said looking Matsu over with a critical eye, and Matsu felt an item of clothing “So were you sent by Asako-san?” she said her eyes flashing, obviously finding him acceptable but not to talk to, Matsu wondered vaguely who ‘Asako’ was.
“No, Junko-chan, she went to grandma’s room and has decided that she wants to learn how to sew…” Yoshida looked back at Matsu a tiny but more respect in her eyes
“I see, and what would you like to sew?”
“Erm… A child’s outfit…”
“A child’s… Are you expecting?”
“N-No it’s not for me, it’s for a friend” Matsu answered wondering if everybody was going to think that somehow he was pregnant until Kotone and Ohno made their announcement. Yoshida obviously didn’t believe him but she pulled out a red pattern book flipping it open.
“These are your basic patterns, do you know much about sewing?”
“Kazu-kun said he would teach me”
“I see and will it be hand stitching or machine?”
“Hand” Nino answered for him quickly “It always looks more thoughtful, ne?” Yoshida gave a bright grin and Matsu knew that she was obviously a fan of hand stitching. She flipped through the book going through all the styles and strangely Matsu found himself become interested ‘Oohing’ and ‘Arhing’ over the ruffled dresses. Nino laughed quickly kissing his cheek before going off to look at something else.
“Now these styles will be a bit difficult for a beginner but maybe when you start thinking about having your own children”
“Maybe” Matsu agreed with a nod and Yoshida beamed
“It’s so nice to have a young person interested in sewing” She said turning the pages again “Ah this one, this one would be perfect, I’m assuming you don’t know the sex of the baby yet?”
“Not yet, no”
“This in a white or pale cream would be perfect for either gender” Yoshida said “And the pattern will be easy enough for you to get started…”
“I see…” Matsu looked at the pattern, it was a simple romper suit with gloves and hat, it looked simple but he suspected that there would be a few swear words involved. “I guess I’ll try it…”
“If you have any difficulty you can always pop back in and I’ll try and put you right”
“Thank-you, Yoshida-san” Matsu smiled gratefully, and Yoshida gave him a warm smile
“Right then, let’s get you sorted with everything you need, ne?” She said taking the pattern from the book and coming from behind the counter, she motioned for him to follow her to the roles of fabric asking what colour he wanted. Matsu looked over at Nino who was being chatted up by a couple of old ladies, while he tried paying attention to what Yoshida was saying about length. When they finally left Matsu was positive he had enough needles, pins and fabric to start his own needle room.
“I’m I really going to be able to do this?” He asked showing his insecurity properly for the first time as they were walking along the public beach, Nino stopped turning with a bright grin
“Like I said last night, if anyone can do this you can” He shifted the weight of the bag in his hands and grabbed his hands, Matsu gave a smile and let out a loud sigh looking at the ocean
“There’s one good thing about being here”
“What’s that?”
“You’re being really sweet”
“Would you want me to be sweet all the time?”
“No, not all the time, but sometimes it can be nice ” Matsu lent against the sea wall laughing at some children that were collecting shells and Nino came to stand beside him dropping the bag on the sand and holding his hand,
“Then sometimes I’ll do it” He laughed his eyes flashing teasingly and Matsu let out a laugh hitting him on the head lightly
“Brat”
“Yeah, but you love me” Nino mumbled confidently
“Yeah, I do” Matsu agreed faintly as if trying to work out why and Nino squeezed his hand in retaliation. Matsu smiled, everything seemed prefect but the truth was Nino had been acting strangely since he had talked with his mum and Takahashi yesterday. “So what did your mum and Takahashi want?”
“To tell me that they want to announce my engagement to Aarin and the end of the week”
“What the fuck?” He snapped his anger flaring up, Nino was here with a fiancée and they were still trying to announce his engagement to someone else, he wanted to snap
“I told them both that they could go to hell, that I didn’t even like Aarin” Nino said sighing “I said that I was marrying you, but… Things got a bit argumentative and I stormed out”
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
“You’ve got enough to deal with… and this whole stupid sewing thing…” Nino muttered kicking the sand “I don’t care what anyone says anymore let’s just go back to the dorm”
“I wish we could, but we’ve made it this far” Matsu tried to reassure him but it felt slightly fake and forced, in all honesty he wanted to get the first train out of here. They went back to the house and avoided everyone going to their room and an hour later Matsu was swearing and sucking his finger as a tiny spot of blood rose up. His hair had been pulled into a messy bun on the top of his head, he had removed his contacts in favour of his glasses.
“That’s a running stich, you need to use a back stich” Nino said, and Matsu frowned wondering why he was having this conversation with his boyfriend, Nino was trying to teach him basic stiches on an off cut of fabric and all he had seemed to do was ravel it up and somehow had a large knot in the middle. Nino had made it look so easy, he glared at the creamy yellow fabric and pattern wondering what the hell he was meant to do, it was impossible to do any of this in a week, he thought. Nino must have read his mind because suddenly he was sat in his lap his arms wrapped around his neck kissing him on the lips. “It doesn’t have to be finished this week, she said you just have to prove you can sew right?”
“She said I had to do something that she would approve off” Matsu sighed resting his head on his shoulder “Is that option of running screaming still open?”
“Only if you take me with you” Nino answered slowly “But you’ve gotten a lot better”
“You’re just saying that…”
“Because it’s true…” Nino said kissing the top of his head, Matsu sighed sitting back up.
“Fine, show me one more time” He said holding up his spare fabric, another hour later Matsu was confident enough to start cutting the pattern out. He started with the hat thinking that it looked the easiest one. He lay the creamy white fabric out on the floor and took the brown paper, gently tracing the outline with a strange white tipped pen, before taking a pair of scissors with almost trembling hands. He took a deep breath and made his first cut aware that Nino was still hovering above him, chewing his lip nervously. He cut the pieces out almost crying when one seemed a bit bigger and he realised that he had cut slightly above his marks but he managed to trim it down and he slowly started sewing the pieces together swearing every now and then as he stabbed his finger or thumb. Nino watched surprised at how cute Matsu looked, as he let out small hisses and sucked his fingers, neither realised how long they were shut away in the bedroom but all they were surprised when there was a knock at the door announcing that it was dinner. “This is going to take forever” Matsu muttered looking down at the hat, or the three pieces of fabric that was meant to be a hat. Nino picked it up looking at the stiches, they were a little rough and loose but it was staying together, and he could already see an improvement. For just a day’s work Matsu was doing amazingly he thought, though Matsu refused to believe him. Matsu quickly made himself look like a girl again and they went down to dinner, pleasantly surprised to find that no one else was there. For the first time since coming here Nino managed to eat more than a few mouthfuls of food, after dinner Matsu wanted to go back to work on his hat but Nino refused instead pulling him outside, they headed in the direction of the beach but turned off just before they got there instead going down an over grown path. Nino hummed softly keeping glad that it was summer and that it didn’t get dark until late. He didn’t stop until they were at the mouth of a cave,
“What are we doing here?”
“I want to show you my hiding place when I was a kid” Nino shrugged pulling a torch out of a bag he had brought with him,
“Your hiding place was in a cave?” Matsu asked sceptically but agreed to follow him in. Nino smiled as he led him further and further into the cave some of the passages were smaller than he remembered and eventually it opened out to a lagoon. Matsu’s mouth fell open as he took it all in. The water was an almost turquoise the cave roof fell away to reveal the colours of the setting sun, he doubted if he had seen anything more beautiful, wordlessly he allowed Nino to pull him to the far end and Nino showed him something that had been craved in to the wall, it was lyrics of songs and some original by Nino “When did you write that?”
“When I was growing up…” Nino shrugged and then Matsu saw something that seemed rather lonely ‘Nino was here’ he wondered how often Nino had sat in here all alone, he knew Nino had had boyfriends but he doubted any of them had gotten close
“Have you brought anybody else here?”
“Only you” Nino answered quickly “Nobody else felt worthy enough”
“I’m glad… Too bad though… We can’t go swimming”
“We can, this water is only about waist high and it’s a type of natural hot spring so it stays warm even in winter…” Nino answered his eyes flashing as he started pulling Matsu’s clothes off, first the skirt and then the top before quickly removing the bra and breasts. His eyes roamed over Matsu’s body happily before he pulled off his own clothes dropping them into a corner. They went hand in hand as naked as the day they were born to the water, and as soon as Matsu put a foot in he knew Nino hadn’t been lying it was like an onsen, he got in quickly letting out a sigh as he lay back in the water, letting it rejuvenate him, as he stared at the changing colours in the sky. He stayed like that for a while letting everything else wash away, wondering how such a place could exist, he assumed that Nino’s mum didn’t know about it or she would have found a way to make money out of it. Nino watched his lover happily sitting on a rock close to the edge the water wasn’t that deep or that big but he was still nervous soon though he felt Matsu take his hand and pull him gently further out. They swam and played splashing each other gently for what seemed like ages before going back to the side and sitting together “This place is amazing” Matsu whispered kissing his cheek lightly “Thank-you for bringing me…”
“I love this place, so I’m glad you like it…” Nino grinned turning to look at him “Fuck me”
Matsu smiled leaning in and claiming his lips in an almost dizzying kiss while his hand slipping down and around Nino’s member pumping it into life, while his free hand went to prepare his hole, it was more painful without lube so Matsu prepared him slowly kissing and licking away the tears that formed in his eyes
“I’m sorry baby” He told him gently, Nino bit his lip tightly his nails sinking into Matsu’s arm glad that the water was taking away some of the burning he was feeling “Are you sure about this?” Matsu asked as he pulled out his fingers and rubbed member against the prepared hole trying to lube it with precum.
“Ye-s” Nino answered though if he was honest he wasn’t sure. He knew it was possible to have sex without lube if you were well enough prepared he had never tried it before, but Matsu had said once that he had wanted to try it without lube, and after he had given him a rim job yesterday in the shower, Nino wanted to please his partner. He tensed as he felt Matsu push into him, one inch at a time until he was completely buried “Don-‘t mo-ve” Nino told him as he tried to relax around the length, it felt like it was his first time all over again it hurt way too much “I can’t… I’m sorry” he said and Matsu pulled out quickly “I’m sorry…”
“Idiot, don’t apologise… Thanks for trying…” Matsu said kissing him gently,
“I’ve got the lube in my bag” Nino told him and giving him a quick kiss Matsu went to fetch it quickly smearing his fingers and preparing Nino again, the lubed up fingers slid into him easily and Nino sighed happily this was a lot better he thought groaning as Matsu brushed his spot with his fingers before pulling them out. There was another squirting noise and Nino knew he had lube up him member, and soon he was probing at his entrance again Nino was completely relaxed now and was able to allow Matsu to push deeper into him. “Argn” he moaned his head flopping onto Matsu’s shoulder fresh tears in his eyes. Matsu began stroking at his member bringing it back to life and building up Nino’s desire again, as it did so, Nino was able to start moving along with Matsu. Soon Nino’s lustful moans filled the lagoon as he moved along with Matsu, enjoying the way the water splashed with each thrust, he clawed at Matsu’s back trying to tell him to go ‘harder’ and ‘faster’ he knew the message was received when Matsu slammed into him deeply and then pulled out quickly. Nino wanted to scream with the amount of pleasure he was getting but instead he found Matsu’s chest and started biting and sucking loving the gasps and groans the taller was releasing, since they had arrived they had both kept their noise down so it felt good to be able to moan and groan as loudly as they wanted “Fuck… Kazu” Matsu shouted as he tried to grip the wall for more leverage, angling his hips until he was hitting Nino’s spot every time. With that it didn’t take long for Nino to spill over in a loud scream that was echoed by Matsu’s as he shot his load deep into Nino’s ass. They stayed in the water holding each other and panting until the lagoon grew darker and the sky above them was dotted with stars, they dressed quickly in the near darkness and before they left Matsu scratched ‘Matsu <3’s Nino 4ever’ into the wall.
a/n: okay this is the last part I’m posting until after my holiday :) my sister-in-law said thank you for all your well wishes for her and Lily-Anne :D I hope you enjoy^.^