So in love (part 6)
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krystalkatzficsTitle: So in love
Author: krystalkatz
Rating: NC17
Length: ? (honestly I don’t know any more >.<)
Genre: Au… Romance,
Pairings: Matsumoto Jun/Ninomiya Kazunari, Sakurai Sho/Aiba Masaki, Ohno Satoshi/OC,
Disclaimer: I only own the plot…
When they arrived back at the house the twins were sitting with Aarin, whose smile looked like it could eclipse the sun with its brightness and Nino wondered vaguely why she didn’t just marry one of the idiots at least they seemed to be bewitched with her ‘Cute but slutty’ routine, sure his uncle wasn’t as wealthy as his mum but she would still have the stupid ‘Ninomiya’ name she seemed so hooked on, the twins turned to look at them their beady eyes going from their wet tangled hair to love bites dotted on their necks and Nino mentally cursed himself, until now they had been so careful about leaving marks, not that he was bothered who knew he was sleeping with Matsu but they didn’t need any more reasons for people to pay them, or at least ‘Junko’ too much interest, Matsu seemed to have realised there was a problem to, because they suddenly moved more quickly up the stairs. When they reached the bedroom both men lent against the door breathing deeply
“I just remembered that most of my make-up would have washed off” Matsu sighed and when Nino looked at him he realised he was right, there was still patches of mascara and eye shadow but he was looking very much like his ‘Jun’. Nino kissed him quickly on the side of his mouth and Matsu let out a chuckle “Not again” He said firmly pushing him away and holding him at arm’s length
“Aww… Why?”
“Because I still have to finish that hat tonight and start on the mittens, there’s not that many days left…” Matsu answered kissing his forehead lightly and then going back to the mess they had left on the floor, ignoring the pout that had formed on Nino’s face he picked up the slightly warped hat chewing his bottom lip “Would you let a baby wear this?”
“Yes” Nino answered without even needing to think about it
“You’re just saying that because you want sex…”
“Maybe” Nino grinned but when Matsu looked in the mirror he realised there was something else there, a deeper reason but as always Nino kept it hidden and instead stripped and went to have a shower before putting on his night time jogging bottoms, he pulled out his DS and sat on the bed watching Matsu slowly unpick the hat and re-sew it letting out mumbled swears every now and then when he pricked his finger of thumb, Nino chuckled as Matsu let out another hiss and sucked his thumb “Just come to bed, it’s late and you’re tired if you keep going you’re just going to keep making mistakes…” He told him and Matsu sighed in agreement, he packed everything away and went to the bathroom, Nino listened to the shower running and was tempted to go in after him but decided against it for what he had in mind he wanted Matsu in a better frame of mind or at least in a mood where he would tried to strangle him with the shower. When his lover came to bed he kissed his forehead “Is it bothering my perfect Junny-Jun that much that I’m better at something than he is?”
“Kazu… If I don’t get this your grandma will never give us her support, and you’ll have to marry Aarin”
“No I won’t, we can just run away”
“And you know I’d follow you but would it really be that easy to just escape your family?”
Nino was thoughtful for a moment knowing Matsu was right but not wanting him to be, he wonder why they had started this stupid charade in the first place, his uncle was about a step away from being thrown out of a window, Matsu was an idiot if he thought that Nino didn’t know what had happened last night in the hallway, he could understand Matsu’s reason for not telling him but he wished he had, he wanted to tell his mother but Yamada the footman hadn’t actually seen anything and although Nino was sure he would swear to any god that he had, he knew his mother would get the truth and use it against them somehow, he let out a swear wondering why the world was so unfair. He knew he had found the one person that he wanted to be with for the rest of his life, if he was honest he had known he wanted to be with Matsu since he was fifteen years old and he had seen a skinny goofy looking kid trying to learn to surf.
“She wouldn’t have approved of my Jun anyway… She would have approved of ‘Junko’ and then we’d have to keep lying and lying…” he said softly
“So what? You’re saying you want to tell people the truth?”
“I’m just fucking sick of lying” Nino sighed rolling away from him “Why the fuck can’t people just accept me for being me? Why do they always want me to be someone I’m never fucking going to be?”
“I accept you, Aiba accepts you, Sakurai accepts you, Inoue-chan accepts you, my parents and sister accepts you and I’m positive if you told Kotone and Ohno-san they would accept you…” Matsu murmured softly, stroking his hair “Focus on the good people baby, everyone else can go fuck themselves right?” Nino gave a half-hearted chuckle at that it was a phrase he was fond of saying when they were at college somehow he had seemed to have forgotten about it when he arrived here,
“You’re right, they can” He sighed rolling back to face him and nuzzling his face into his neck Matsu hugged him tightly running a hand over his naked back “Do you really think Oh-chan and Nee-chan… Would accept it?”
“I’m positive they would, but we should tell them sooner than later or they might be put out by the lies…” Matsu told him gently and again Nino knew he was right again
“You’ll be with me when I tell them?”
“Of course I will be”
“Then… We’ll find some time tomorrow” He whispered and his heart gave a loud thump as nerves settled in heavily in his stomach
“That lagoon was is so beautiful, how did you find it?”
“When I was little the twat twins were chasing me and I ended up in the mouth of the cave, I saw the crack and went through and then I just kept going till I found it… The place had surprisingly good acoustics and so I taught myself to play guitar there” Matsu hugged him tightly kissing his shoulder
“No matter what happens I’ll be with you…”
“I know” Nino sighed heavily, for the last three years his sister and Ohno had been his only real family and he was terrified of losing them, he wanted Matsu to be right but he had no confidence. For ages he lay awake listening to the sound of soft snores from Matsu. He chewed his lip trying to settle on the bed but finding it impossible, there was no choice between his family or his lover, but his mum could make things unbearable for them. No matter what qualifications they got in college if they were blacklisted by Mrs Ninomiya they would never get work. Nino sighed wishing that there was some way of getting his grandmother to approve of the real ‘Jun’ then maybe they would stand more of a chance than a snowball in hell. He was still awake when the alarm sounded around the room and nerves were still tightly coiled around him, and he thought about Kotone’s reaction, he could picture her face being like his mums was when she was talking about Toma and Yamapi. The very slowly went to breakfast, Matsu was wearing a creamy yellow dress with pink and purple silk flowers sewn onto it in a crisscross pattern.
“Can we talk later?” He hiss to his sister as he sat down Kotone looked surprised but nodded quickly, unable to talk as the maids brought in breakfast. They didn’t get a chance to talk after breakfast because it was very quickly decided that Nino was being forced into spending time with Aarin and she insisted that they go shopping saying that she didn’t have any clothes for his grandmothers party, so for about two hours he was sat in a arm chair as she paraded around in dress after dress, with seemed to be getting lower around her breasts and higher around her legs. As she went back into the changing room Nino rolled his eyes folding his arms over his chest. He had never had the greatest opinion of shopping but when he was with Matsu at least there was a chance of either a hand or blow job, he smirked remembering his last shopping trip with Matsu happily until he heard Aarin calling to him
“Kazunari-kun, I can’t get this zipper up…” She was whining
“Wait a minute I’ll get someone…”
“You come and do it, it’ll be quicker” She said in a syrupy high pitched voice that made Nino shudder, cursing softly under his breath Nino went to the little cubical and was pulled inside by a topless Aarin. Aarin grabbed his hand and put it on her breast smiling at him “Aren’t they bigger and better than Junko-chan’s?” she said leaning in close to his ear and Nino had to stifle his disgust, pulling his hand away
“What the hell are you doing?” He snapped trying to push past her to leave but Aarin stood her ground her bottom lip trembling
“What does she have that I don’t?”
‘A dick?’ Nino almost answered but bit his tongue just in time and picked up her top to cover her breasts
“I’m prettier, I’m from a wealthier family why can’t you just pick me?”
“Because I am in love with Jun-ko, you could be Miss World and it wouldn’t change anything, I’m in love with hi-her…” Nino told her quickly finally managing to push past her “If by some horrible miracle you do get your wish and I’m forced to marry you… I’ll never be able to love you and we’ll both just be miserable… Because I’ll make sure of it”
“Kazunari-kun…” She whispered tears forming in her eyes and Nino rolled his own slamming the changing room door shut and storming out of the shop. He walked back along the sea front deciding to tell Ohno and Kotone that night, as soon he would be having an argument with his mum and grandma, after today he was past caring if he ruined the old ladies birthday or not. When he made it back Matsu was sewing the mittens chewing his lip as he carefully made the stiches. Nino hugged him tightly from behind
“I love you” He whispered
“Did something happen?”
“She made me touch her breasts”
“Shit… What the hell did you do to make her want you so much?”
“I don’t know what did I do to you?”
Matsu gave a chuckle threading the needle again “If you did the same to her as you did to me there’s no wonder she’s completely in love with you…”
“What did I do to you?” Nino asked resting his chin on Matsu’s shoulder watching him sew the mitten, Matsu just gave a laugh and then half hissed as he stabbed his finger, Nino lifted it to his lips and kissed the blood away gently. The room fell into a comfortable silence as Nino felt Matsu’s heart beat in time with his own, and before they knew it, it was almost time for dinner. With a sigh Matsu put his materials down and they very slowly changed, as Matsu was pulling on an emerald green dress Nino looked at him through the mirror
“What are you wearing for the party?”
“What kind of party is it?”
“Very formal” Nino sighed kicking the bed “for the past two years the prime minister has been there”
“And you’re just deciding to tell me this now?” Matsu asked his voice flipping slightly as his face went slightly white
“To be honest I never thought we’d make it this far” Nino admitted sighing as he sat down folding his arms across his chest, “When I was shopping with Aarin earlier there was a dress that would suit you…”
“You’re saying dresses suit me now?” Matsu half smiled raising an eye brow “But anywhere you went with Aarin would be too expensive…”
“Don’t worry about that…”
“Oh? I thought you didn’t have money”
“I have my savings account” Nino shrugged “There will be enough in there”
“Are you feeling okay?” Matsu asked really smiling now “I never thought I’d see the day…”
“Shut up, come on we better go or we’ll be late for dinner, ready princess?”
“Yeah” Matsu said checking his make-up before grabbing a mini handbag. The mood in the dining room was getting worse with each meal and Nino had to sit through a lecture from his mum about ‘leaving Aarin all alone and what could have happened’ and Nino had to force himself from spitting out that the people at risk were the guys. Aarin kept throwing them glares and the twins were making more comments than ever but Nino didn’t notice his stomach was twisting with nerves as he looked at his sister and brother-in-law, praying that Matsu was right and that they wouldn’t hate or be disgusted by him, he was only dimly aware of Matsu, every now and then, stroking his leg reassuringly or motioning for him to eat more. After dinner slowly led them to the small sitting room and locked the door, he opened and closed his mouth a few times trying to find a way to say it
“Nino-chan? What’s wrong?” Ohno asked, breaking though the wall of nerves that were stopping his tongue.
“Junko… Isn’t Junko he’s Jun, my boyfriend” Nino mumbled studying the pattern on the rug, unable to look at them, Kotone and Ohno stared at them in silence and then nodded slowly
“We know” They said in unison
“What? How? When?”
“I’ve known you were gay for a while” Ohno mumbled and then surprised them both by coming with more sentences than he had all week “When I first married Kotone. You never really spoke much and when you did it was always about Jun, when you first got here I was confused… Jun did a really good job of being a girl, and it’s obvious that you love each other, so I thought that I was mistaken but when Jun rescued you that day I knew I was right…”
“Toshi didn’t tell me until mum was talking about the flower shop” Kotone said softly “I noticed how pale your faces got and I twigged, it me ages to get Toshi to confirm it though…”
“And you didn’t say anything? It doesn’t bother you?”
“I admit, that at first I was disturbed by it, I guess all the years with dad and mum did rub off on me a little… But Toshi reminded me that it’s got nothing to do with me who you sleep with or how and that as long as you’re happy I should be happy and after he said that I gave you a chance… All I can say is you’re lucky to have a partner who loves you enough that he’ll wear lipstick and heels… You don’t wear that all the time right?”
“No” Matsu answered quickly and Kotone gave a smile
“Maybe I will get to see you as Jun-kun one day” she said Matsu gave a quick nod
“How did you realise when we were at the beach?”
“I accidently looked down Junko-chan’s top and saw her breasts weren’t real… Very good fakes though”
“Why were you looking down her dress anyway?” Kotone asked folding her arms across her chest and peering at him
“It was an accident I didn’t plan it” Ohno defended himself, giving a sheepish smile, Kotone gave a half-hearted humph, and then turned to look at the bemused pair.
“So why are you suddenly telling us now?” She asked
“Kazu, he was scared that if he went against his mum and told her the truth you would turn against him too…” Matsu answered dropping into his real voice, it wasn’t much deeper than his ‘Junko’ voice but it caused Ohno and Kotone to blink in surprise at him, it was Ohno that recovered first and smiled reassuringly at his brother-in-law,
“Nino-chan, you shouldn’t have been worried about that, you know that Kotone and I will always be on your side no matter what…” he told him and Nino was horrified to feel tears prickling in his eyes, as he looked at them,
“Thank-you…” He said
“See I told you, baby” Matsu murmured pulling him in to a hug, Nino let out a sigh resting his head against his shoulder his nerves loosening slowly
“Are you thinking of ‘coming out’ to mum and grandma, or something?”
“No not yet” Nino answered unable to believe that he hadn’t trusted them before
“So how long have you been together?”
“Everything we told you is true, except I didn’t ask Jun to marry me, he asked me to live with him a month ago”
“So… You’re the girl?”
“What? No… It doesn’t work like that…” Nino said quickly but then thought about it, he was the regular bottom so he guessed he would be classed as the ‘girl’ he hated thinking about it like that though.
“I just knew if I waited for Kazu, he’d never say anything…” Matsu explained stroking Nino’s back quickly,
“Yeah, but you’re just a sappy idiot, if anything you act like the girl…”
“I wanted it to be special” Matsu shrugged pulling him down onto his lap, and kissing his cheek
“Yeah but… Roses and candles?”
“You still remember it…” Matsu said as if that was his point proved Nino grumbled incoherently for a while, blushing at the smiles Ohno and Kotone were giving him
“This sounds like a story I want to hear” Kotone said with a laugh, Nino pretty much glared at his sister, while Matsu gave a soft chuckle kissing his neck. “But first… Who came up with the whole dressing like a woman?” For the next hour Matsu explained everything while Nino sagged against him exhausted now that his nerves were gone. When Matsu was finished Kotone and Ohno stared at them in mute amazement “And you’re doing all this for Kazu?”
“He’d do the same for me” Matsu shrugged confidently and Nino wondered, not for the first time if the roles had been reversed if he would have done what Matsu was he was still finding it impossible to believe that his boyfriend would do something like this for him. He snuggled closer onto Matsu’s chest. Deciding very quickly that he would have, Kotone smiled
“It wouldn’t be the first time you’ve dressed like a girl would it?”
“Shut up” Nino hissed and Kotone laughed loudly and Matsu stared at his lover smirking Nino went a bright red trying to glare but failing he let out a sigh “Whenever Nee-chan came to visit she would dress me in dresses…”
“I always wanted a little sister” Kotone shrugged without regret, sitting on Ohno’s lap. Ohno hugged his wife gently spreading his hands over her stomach while resting his head on her shoulder “And Nino was so cute when he was younger…” Nino continued his blushing glare while the other three laughed. It wasn’t long after that they all decided to go to bed, Nino watched through the open door of the bathroom as Matsu pulled of his clothes and stepped into the shower, he didn’t seem at all surprised when Nino joined him, hugging him tightly from behind and kissing the middle of his back a few times before taking some body soap rubbing it over his skin
“Nino…” Matsu mumbled with a soft sigh as Nino’s hands moved to his front, Matsu turned to face him the soapy water running down his smooth body
“Are you mad at me?” Nino asked with a smile
“What? Why?”
“Because you only call me Nino, when you’re mad” Nino grinned before kissing his chest lightly tasting the water, Matsu ran his hands over his back wanting to reassure him when Nino’s hands moved to his ass, rubbing the soap in the crease lightly Matsu looked at him but didn’t protest so he slipped a finger in probing deeply he allowed Matsu to adjust while taking some more soap pouring on to his hand before adding another slippery finger and started scissoring him, Matsu sucked in a deep breath of air biting his lip tightly. Nino kissed him slowly, it was rare for him to top so he knew how much Matsu would be hurting “Sorry”
“It’s okay… It’s just been… Awhile” Matsu told him sagging against him as Nino pushed in a third finger, “S-Shit…”
“Sorry” Nino said again pulling his finger out slightly to add more soap, Matsu groaned his voice echoing around the tiled walls of the shower, turning Nino on even more. He pushed his fingers back in brushing against his lover’s prostate, Matsu’s legs almost buckled and Nino gave an almost evil chuckle pressing against that spot repeatedly as he stretched him out, his other hand circling Matsu’s only half hard member pumping it into life,
“Ka-Kazu… Matsu panted his voice breathy in Nino’s ear “In-Inside… Me” Nino nodded thankfully his own member was almost painfully hard, trying to demand attention, he was glad that they had such a large shower as he guided Matsu down so he was on his hands and knees in the foot well and quickly lubed himself up with the soap before gripping Matsu’s ass cheeks and spreading them. Once the puckered hole was exposed he was unable to stop himself from bringing his lips down and kissing it tonguing the entrance lightly “Kaz-u” Matsu whimpered and with a final quick kiss Nino pulled away and positioned the head so it was probing him lightly “Do…it” Matsu pushed back impaling himself onto the now groaning Nino. Once he was inside it was impossible to stop himself from moving rapidly in to that wonderful warmth. He gripped Matsu’s member and pumped him with the same urgency wanting them to spill out together, he was dimly aware of Matsu calling his name a few times but he was focused on the over whelming feeling that was building up in his stomach he thrust in deeply a few more times and then gave an almost strangled groan as he came at the same time as he felt Matsu spill out onto his hand and the floor. They didn’t move for a while locked together in the warm after sex daze Nino lazily kissing Matsu's wet slightly sweaty back, very slowly he pulled out and watched as his cum slipped out running down Matsu’s leg, before getting a cloth and washing him gently.
“I really love you” Nino told him as they climbed into bed
“Me too but the next time you top it’ll be your birthday…” Matsu grumbled “You’re always to rough”
“You enjoyed it to” Nino pouted but rubbed his ass gently, feeling a stab of guilt Matsu really wasn’t used to being bottom whereas, with Matsu, he rather enjoyed it. No matter how horny he was Matsu was always gentle with him, milking his orgasm with each movement. Matsu didn’t answer for a while staring at him.
“Okay, maybe Christmas” He sighed closing his eyes as Nino continued to massage his butt, his eyes flying open and growling slightly when Nino pushed a finger inside “Stop it or it’ll be next Christmas… I knew you were going to do it after your sister’s comment about you being the girl”
“I hate it when people say that”
“I know baby”
“I love you” Nino grinned kissing his nose and Matsu rolled his eyes.
“Go to sleep” he said hitting him with a pillow Nino wrapped his arms around him and resting his head on his chest. “Do you feel better after telling Kotone and Ohno?”
“Yes, thanks for making me do it…”
“Though they already knew?”
“That surprised me, but I guess Ohno is more aware of things than I give him credit for… But I’m still worried he might let things slip…”
“He’s made it this far” Matsu reminded him stroking his arm gently Nino gave a yawn in reply as his eyes closed tightly and he fell into his first peaceful sleep for almost a week.
A/N: Hello,*Waves* I’m back from my holiday, xD the first day there I was snowed in my hotel with two very nice French and German members of staff, Chris and Georg, I’m going to miss them both they were *¬* and were really sweet ;-P, Georg very kindly helped me with a one shot fic ‘Tainted’ that I will be posting after I’ve edited it xD. This is the second to last chapter, I hope you enjoy ^.^
I promise not to bore you with holiday pictures but I couldn't resist showing these...
Author: krystalkatz
Rating: NC17
Length: ? (honestly I don’t know any more >.<)
Genre: Au… Romance,
Pairings: Matsumoto Jun/Ninomiya Kazunari, Sakurai Sho/Aiba Masaki, Ohno Satoshi/OC,
Disclaimer: I only own the plot…
When they arrived back at the house the twins were sitting with Aarin, whose smile looked like it could eclipse the sun with its brightness and Nino wondered vaguely why she didn’t just marry one of the idiots at least they seemed to be bewitched with her ‘Cute but slutty’ routine, sure his uncle wasn’t as wealthy as his mum but she would still have the stupid ‘Ninomiya’ name she seemed so hooked on, the twins turned to look at them their beady eyes going from their wet tangled hair to love bites dotted on their necks and Nino mentally cursed himself, until now they had been so careful about leaving marks, not that he was bothered who knew he was sleeping with Matsu but they didn’t need any more reasons for people to pay them, or at least ‘Junko’ too much interest, Matsu seemed to have realised there was a problem to, because they suddenly moved more quickly up the stairs. When they reached the bedroom both men lent against the door breathing deeply
“I just remembered that most of my make-up would have washed off” Matsu sighed and when Nino looked at him he realised he was right, there was still patches of mascara and eye shadow but he was looking very much like his ‘Jun’. Nino kissed him quickly on the side of his mouth and Matsu let out a chuckle “Not again” He said firmly pushing him away and holding him at arm’s length
“Aww… Why?”
“Because I still have to finish that hat tonight and start on the mittens, there’s not that many days left…” Matsu answered kissing his forehead lightly and then going back to the mess they had left on the floor, ignoring the pout that had formed on Nino’s face he picked up the slightly warped hat chewing his bottom lip “Would you let a baby wear this?”
“Yes” Nino answered without even needing to think about it
“You’re just saying that because you want sex…”
“Maybe” Nino grinned but when Matsu looked in the mirror he realised there was something else there, a deeper reason but as always Nino kept it hidden and instead stripped and went to have a shower before putting on his night time jogging bottoms, he pulled out his DS and sat on the bed watching Matsu slowly unpick the hat and re-sew it letting out mumbled swears every now and then when he pricked his finger of thumb, Nino chuckled as Matsu let out another hiss and sucked his thumb “Just come to bed, it’s late and you’re tired if you keep going you’re just going to keep making mistakes…” He told him and Matsu sighed in agreement, he packed everything away and went to the bathroom, Nino listened to the shower running and was tempted to go in after him but decided against it for what he had in mind he wanted Matsu in a better frame of mind or at least in a mood where he would tried to strangle him with the shower. When his lover came to bed he kissed his forehead “Is it bothering my perfect Junny-Jun that much that I’m better at something than he is?”
“Kazu… If I don’t get this your grandma will never give us her support, and you’ll have to marry Aarin”
“No I won’t, we can just run away”
“And you know I’d follow you but would it really be that easy to just escape your family?”
Nino was thoughtful for a moment knowing Matsu was right but not wanting him to be, he wonder why they had started this stupid charade in the first place, his uncle was about a step away from being thrown out of a window, Matsu was an idiot if he thought that Nino didn’t know what had happened last night in the hallway, he could understand Matsu’s reason for not telling him but he wished he had, he wanted to tell his mother but Yamada the footman hadn’t actually seen anything and although Nino was sure he would swear to any god that he had, he knew his mother would get the truth and use it against them somehow, he let out a swear wondering why the world was so unfair. He knew he had found the one person that he wanted to be with for the rest of his life, if he was honest he had known he wanted to be with Matsu since he was fifteen years old and he had seen a skinny goofy looking kid trying to learn to surf.
“She wouldn’t have approved of my Jun anyway… She would have approved of ‘Junko’ and then we’d have to keep lying and lying…” he said softly
“So what? You’re saying you want to tell people the truth?”
“I’m just fucking sick of lying” Nino sighed rolling away from him “Why the fuck can’t people just accept me for being me? Why do they always want me to be someone I’m never fucking going to be?”
“I accept you, Aiba accepts you, Sakurai accepts you, Inoue-chan accepts you, my parents and sister accepts you and I’m positive if you told Kotone and Ohno-san they would accept you…” Matsu murmured softly, stroking his hair “Focus on the good people baby, everyone else can go fuck themselves right?” Nino gave a half-hearted chuckle at that it was a phrase he was fond of saying when they were at college somehow he had seemed to have forgotten about it when he arrived here,
“You’re right, they can” He sighed rolling back to face him and nuzzling his face into his neck Matsu hugged him tightly running a hand over his naked back “Do you really think Oh-chan and Nee-chan… Would accept it?”
“I’m positive they would, but we should tell them sooner than later or they might be put out by the lies…” Matsu told him gently and again Nino knew he was right again
“You’ll be with me when I tell them?”
“Of course I will be”
“Then… We’ll find some time tomorrow” He whispered and his heart gave a loud thump as nerves settled in heavily in his stomach
“That lagoon was is so beautiful, how did you find it?”
“When I was little the twat twins were chasing me and I ended up in the mouth of the cave, I saw the crack and went through and then I just kept going till I found it… The place had surprisingly good acoustics and so I taught myself to play guitar there” Matsu hugged him tightly kissing his shoulder
“No matter what happens I’ll be with you…”
“I know” Nino sighed heavily, for the last three years his sister and Ohno had been his only real family and he was terrified of losing them, he wanted Matsu to be right but he had no confidence. For ages he lay awake listening to the sound of soft snores from Matsu. He chewed his lip trying to settle on the bed but finding it impossible, there was no choice between his family or his lover, but his mum could make things unbearable for them. No matter what qualifications they got in college if they were blacklisted by Mrs Ninomiya they would never get work. Nino sighed wishing that there was some way of getting his grandmother to approve of the real ‘Jun’ then maybe they would stand more of a chance than a snowball in hell. He was still awake when the alarm sounded around the room and nerves were still tightly coiled around him, and he thought about Kotone’s reaction, he could picture her face being like his mums was when she was talking about Toma and Yamapi. The very slowly went to breakfast, Matsu was wearing a creamy yellow dress with pink and purple silk flowers sewn onto it in a crisscross pattern.
“Can we talk later?” He hiss to his sister as he sat down Kotone looked surprised but nodded quickly, unable to talk as the maids brought in breakfast. They didn’t get a chance to talk after breakfast because it was very quickly decided that Nino was being forced into spending time with Aarin and she insisted that they go shopping saying that she didn’t have any clothes for his grandmothers party, so for about two hours he was sat in a arm chair as she paraded around in dress after dress, with seemed to be getting lower around her breasts and higher around her legs. As she went back into the changing room Nino rolled his eyes folding his arms over his chest. He had never had the greatest opinion of shopping but when he was with Matsu at least there was a chance of either a hand or blow job, he smirked remembering his last shopping trip with Matsu happily until he heard Aarin calling to him
“Kazunari-kun, I can’t get this zipper up…” She was whining
“Wait a minute I’ll get someone…”
“You come and do it, it’ll be quicker” She said in a syrupy high pitched voice that made Nino shudder, cursing softly under his breath Nino went to the little cubical and was pulled inside by a topless Aarin. Aarin grabbed his hand and put it on her breast smiling at him “Aren’t they bigger and better than Junko-chan’s?” she said leaning in close to his ear and Nino had to stifle his disgust, pulling his hand away
“What the hell are you doing?” He snapped trying to push past her to leave but Aarin stood her ground her bottom lip trembling
“What does she have that I don’t?”
‘A dick?’ Nino almost answered but bit his tongue just in time and picked up her top to cover her breasts
“I’m prettier, I’m from a wealthier family why can’t you just pick me?”
“Because I am in love with Jun-ko, you could be Miss World and it wouldn’t change anything, I’m in love with hi-her…” Nino told her quickly finally managing to push past her “If by some horrible miracle you do get your wish and I’m forced to marry you… I’ll never be able to love you and we’ll both just be miserable… Because I’ll make sure of it”
“Kazunari-kun…” She whispered tears forming in her eyes and Nino rolled his own slamming the changing room door shut and storming out of the shop. He walked back along the sea front deciding to tell Ohno and Kotone that night, as soon he would be having an argument with his mum and grandma, after today he was past caring if he ruined the old ladies birthday or not. When he made it back Matsu was sewing the mittens chewing his lip as he carefully made the stiches. Nino hugged him tightly from behind
“I love you” He whispered
“Did something happen?”
“She made me touch her breasts”
“Shit… What the hell did you do to make her want you so much?”
“I don’t know what did I do to you?”
Matsu gave a chuckle threading the needle again “If you did the same to her as you did to me there’s no wonder she’s completely in love with you…”
“What did I do to you?” Nino asked resting his chin on Matsu’s shoulder watching him sew the mitten, Matsu just gave a laugh and then half hissed as he stabbed his finger, Nino lifted it to his lips and kissed the blood away gently. The room fell into a comfortable silence as Nino felt Matsu’s heart beat in time with his own, and before they knew it, it was almost time for dinner. With a sigh Matsu put his materials down and they very slowly changed, as Matsu was pulling on an emerald green dress Nino looked at him through the mirror
“What are you wearing for the party?”
“What kind of party is it?”
“Very formal” Nino sighed kicking the bed “for the past two years the prime minister has been there”
“And you’re just deciding to tell me this now?” Matsu asked his voice flipping slightly as his face went slightly white
“To be honest I never thought we’d make it this far” Nino admitted sighing as he sat down folding his arms across his chest, “When I was shopping with Aarin earlier there was a dress that would suit you…”
“You’re saying dresses suit me now?” Matsu half smiled raising an eye brow “But anywhere you went with Aarin would be too expensive…”
“Don’t worry about that…”
“Oh? I thought you didn’t have money”
“I have my savings account” Nino shrugged “There will be enough in there”
“Are you feeling okay?” Matsu asked really smiling now “I never thought I’d see the day…”
“Shut up, come on we better go or we’ll be late for dinner, ready princess?”
“Yeah” Matsu said checking his make-up before grabbing a mini handbag. The mood in the dining room was getting worse with each meal and Nino had to sit through a lecture from his mum about ‘leaving Aarin all alone and what could have happened’ and Nino had to force himself from spitting out that the people at risk were the guys. Aarin kept throwing them glares and the twins were making more comments than ever but Nino didn’t notice his stomach was twisting with nerves as he looked at his sister and brother-in-law, praying that Matsu was right and that they wouldn’t hate or be disgusted by him, he was only dimly aware of Matsu, every now and then, stroking his leg reassuringly or motioning for him to eat more. After dinner slowly led them to the small sitting room and locked the door, he opened and closed his mouth a few times trying to find a way to say it
“Nino-chan? What’s wrong?” Ohno asked, breaking though the wall of nerves that were stopping his tongue.
“Junko… Isn’t Junko he’s Jun, my boyfriend” Nino mumbled studying the pattern on the rug, unable to look at them, Kotone and Ohno stared at them in silence and then nodded slowly
“We know” They said in unison
“What? How? When?”
“I’ve known you were gay for a while” Ohno mumbled and then surprised them both by coming with more sentences than he had all week “When I first married Kotone. You never really spoke much and when you did it was always about Jun, when you first got here I was confused… Jun did a really good job of being a girl, and it’s obvious that you love each other, so I thought that I was mistaken but when Jun rescued you that day I knew I was right…”
“Toshi didn’t tell me until mum was talking about the flower shop” Kotone said softly “I noticed how pale your faces got and I twigged, it me ages to get Toshi to confirm it though…”
“And you didn’t say anything? It doesn’t bother you?”
“I admit, that at first I was disturbed by it, I guess all the years with dad and mum did rub off on me a little… But Toshi reminded me that it’s got nothing to do with me who you sleep with or how and that as long as you’re happy I should be happy and after he said that I gave you a chance… All I can say is you’re lucky to have a partner who loves you enough that he’ll wear lipstick and heels… You don’t wear that all the time right?”
“No” Matsu answered quickly and Kotone gave a smile
“Maybe I will get to see you as Jun-kun one day” she said Matsu gave a quick nod
“How did you realise when we were at the beach?”
“I accidently looked down Junko-chan’s top and saw her breasts weren’t real… Very good fakes though”
“Why were you looking down her dress anyway?” Kotone asked folding her arms across her chest and peering at him
“It was an accident I didn’t plan it” Ohno defended himself, giving a sheepish smile, Kotone gave a half-hearted humph, and then turned to look at the bemused pair.
“So why are you suddenly telling us now?” She asked
“Kazu, he was scared that if he went against his mum and told her the truth you would turn against him too…” Matsu answered dropping into his real voice, it wasn’t much deeper than his ‘Junko’ voice but it caused Ohno and Kotone to blink in surprise at him, it was Ohno that recovered first and smiled reassuringly at his brother-in-law,
“Nino-chan, you shouldn’t have been worried about that, you know that Kotone and I will always be on your side no matter what…” he told him and Nino was horrified to feel tears prickling in his eyes, as he looked at them,
“Thank-you…” He said
“See I told you, baby” Matsu murmured pulling him in to a hug, Nino let out a sigh resting his head against his shoulder his nerves loosening slowly
“Are you thinking of ‘coming out’ to mum and grandma, or something?”
“No not yet” Nino answered unable to believe that he hadn’t trusted them before
“So how long have you been together?”
“Everything we told you is true, except I didn’t ask Jun to marry me, he asked me to live with him a month ago”
“So… You’re the girl?”
“What? No… It doesn’t work like that…” Nino said quickly but then thought about it, he was the regular bottom so he guessed he would be classed as the ‘girl’ he hated thinking about it like that though.
“I just knew if I waited for Kazu, he’d never say anything…” Matsu explained stroking Nino’s back quickly,
“Yeah, but you’re just a sappy idiot, if anything you act like the girl…”
“I wanted it to be special” Matsu shrugged pulling him down onto his lap, and kissing his cheek
“Yeah but… Roses and candles?”
“You still remember it…” Matsu said as if that was his point proved Nino grumbled incoherently for a while, blushing at the smiles Ohno and Kotone were giving him
“This sounds like a story I want to hear” Kotone said with a laugh, Nino pretty much glared at his sister, while Matsu gave a soft chuckle kissing his neck. “But first… Who came up with the whole dressing like a woman?” For the next hour Matsu explained everything while Nino sagged against him exhausted now that his nerves were gone. When Matsu was finished Kotone and Ohno stared at them in mute amazement “And you’re doing all this for Kazu?”
“He’d do the same for me” Matsu shrugged confidently and Nino wondered, not for the first time if the roles had been reversed if he would have done what Matsu was he was still finding it impossible to believe that his boyfriend would do something like this for him. He snuggled closer onto Matsu’s chest. Deciding very quickly that he would have, Kotone smiled
“It wouldn’t be the first time you’ve dressed like a girl would it?”
“Shut up” Nino hissed and Kotone laughed loudly and Matsu stared at his lover smirking Nino went a bright red trying to glare but failing he let out a sigh “Whenever Nee-chan came to visit she would dress me in dresses…”
“I always wanted a little sister” Kotone shrugged without regret, sitting on Ohno’s lap. Ohno hugged his wife gently spreading his hands over her stomach while resting his head on her shoulder “And Nino was so cute when he was younger…” Nino continued his blushing glare while the other three laughed. It wasn’t long after that they all decided to go to bed, Nino watched through the open door of the bathroom as Matsu pulled of his clothes and stepped into the shower, he didn’t seem at all surprised when Nino joined him, hugging him tightly from behind and kissing the middle of his back a few times before taking some body soap rubbing it over his skin
“Nino…” Matsu mumbled with a soft sigh as Nino’s hands moved to his front, Matsu turned to face him the soapy water running down his smooth body
“Are you mad at me?” Nino asked with a smile
“What? Why?”
“Because you only call me Nino, when you’re mad” Nino grinned before kissing his chest lightly tasting the water, Matsu ran his hands over his back wanting to reassure him when Nino’s hands moved to his ass, rubbing the soap in the crease lightly Matsu looked at him but didn’t protest so he slipped a finger in probing deeply he allowed Matsu to adjust while taking some more soap pouring on to his hand before adding another slippery finger and started scissoring him, Matsu sucked in a deep breath of air biting his lip tightly. Nino kissed him slowly, it was rare for him to top so he knew how much Matsu would be hurting “Sorry”
“It’s okay… It’s just been… Awhile” Matsu told him sagging against him as Nino pushed in a third finger, “S-Shit…”
“Sorry” Nino said again pulling his finger out slightly to add more soap, Matsu groaned his voice echoing around the tiled walls of the shower, turning Nino on even more. He pushed his fingers back in brushing against his lover’s prostate, Matsu’s legs almost buckled and Nino gave an almost evil chuckle pressing against that spot repeatedly as he stretched him out, his other hand circling Matsu’s only half hard member pumping it into life,
“Ka-Kazu… Matsu panted his voice breathy in Nino’s ear “In-Inside… Me” Nino nodded thankfully his own member was almost painfully hard, trying to demand attention, he was glad that they had such a large shower as he guided Matsu down so he was on his hands and knees in the foot well and quickly lubed himself up with the soap before gripping Matsu’s ass cheeks and spreading them. Once the puckered hole was exposed he was unable to stop himself from bringing his lips down and kissing it tonguing the entrance lightly “Kaz-u” Matsu whimpered and with a final quick kiss Nino pulled away and positioned the head so it was probing him lightly “Do…it” Matsu pushed back impaling himself onto the now groaning Nino. Once he was inside it was impossible to stop himself from moving rapidly in to that wonderful warmth. He gripped Matsu’s member and pumped him with the same urgency wanting them to spill out together, he was dimly aware of Matsu calling his name a few times but he was focused on the over whelming feeling that was building up in his stomach he thrust in deeply a few more times and then gave an almost strangled groan as he came at the same time as he felt Matsu spill out onto his hand and the floor. They didn’t move for a while locked together in the warm after sex daze Nino lazily kissing Matsu's wet slightly sweaty back, very slowly he pulled out and watched as his cum slipped out running down Matsu’s leg, before getting a cloth and washing him gently.
“I really love you” Nino told him as they climbed into bed
“Me too but the next time you top it’ll be your birthday…” Matsu grumbled “You’re always to rough”
“You enjoyed it to” Nino pouted but rubbed his ass gently, feeling a stab of guilt Matsu really wasn’t used to being bottom whereas, with Matsu, he rather enjoyed it. No matter how horny he was Matsu was always gentle with him, milking his orgasm with each movement. Matsu didn’t answer for a while staring at him.
“Okay, maybe Christmas” He sighed closing his eyes as Nino continued to massage his butt, his eyes flying open and growling slightly when Nino pushed a finger inside “Stop it or it’ll be next Christmas… I knew you were going to do it after your sister’s comment about you being the girl”
“I hate it when people say that”
“I know baby”
“I love you” Nino grinned kissing his nose and Matsu rolled his eyes.
“Go to sleep” he said hitting him with a pillow Nino wrapped his arms around him and resting his head on his chest. “Do you feel better after telling Kotone and Ohno?”
“Yes, thanks for making me do it…”
“Though they already knew?”
“That surprised me, but I guess Ohno is more aware of things than I give him credit for… But I’m still worried he might let things slip…”
“He’s made it this far” Matsu reminded him stroking his arm gently Nino gave a yawn in reply as his eyes closed tightly and he fell into his first peaceful sleep for almost a week.
A/N: Hello,*Waves* I’m back from my holiday, xD the first day there I was snowed in my hotel with two very nice French and German members of staff, Chris and Georg, I’m going to miss them both they were *¬* and were really sweet ;-P, Georg very kindly helped me with a one shot fic ‘Tainted’ that I will be posting after I’ve edited it xD. This is the second to last chapter, I hope you enjoy ^.^
I promise not to bore you with holiday pictures but I couldn't resist showing these...
