The Hummingbird (Final)
Apr. 8th, 2012 10:24 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Title: The Humming Bird
Author: krystalkatz
Rating: NC17(for this part)
Length: chaptered
Genre: Au,
Pairings: Matsumoto Jun/Ninomiya Kazunari, Sakurai Sho/Aiba Masaki (incest) Ohno Satoshi/OC
Disclaimer: I only own the plot
Jun still didn’t know how to react to the news that in only two days he would be ‘marrying’ his Nino. The only reason they had said to wait so long was so that Nagase could go and fetch Kazumi and the baby. Everything felt like it was a dream, that maybe that he would wake up and he would be in the forest or back at Nagase’s. But if this was a dream he knew that Masaki and Sho would be really be smiling, not the fake pinched ones he had been witnessing since they had seen Masaki crying earlier.
After Satoshi had made his arrangements he had left Jun and Nino alone with the emperor and Nanami. Slowly the emperor struggled to a seated position and they sat on their knees facing him.
“What you both did was foolish… But understandable, I do not condone your actions nor do I condemn it. This only happened because of my actions, you two should not be judged by my mistakes…” The emperor stopped sucking in deep breaths of air and Nanami slowly started to speak
“My love, I am also at fault I should have told you a year ago that our children were alive, but I did not…”
“Yes, you should but you acted as you believed best… As we all have… I am just glad that you found each other and grew to love each other…”
“You do not mind that we are both men?”
“Love can take many forms and many guises, such is its ever changing shape… Like flowers need water or the sun, humans need love to feed us to make us grow into the people we are to the people we can be… I was foolish in my youth I believed that love was not as important as duty… Only now do I realise that I should have made love my first duty, I should have shown my love for you children more but I was stubborn fool... Never make that mistake, never believe that you do not need love…” The emperor stopped again the little strength he had regained fading “I am sorry, I believe that we must continue this tomorrow…”
“Father, are you okay?”
“I am fine, I have strength in me to witness your wedding and to greet my daughter and grandchild” He smiled a tiny spark in his eyes and Jun thought that if death did decide to come for his father before then he would be making a mistake. “Now go you must need rest yourselves, Nana-chan, stay with me awhile…”
“Yes, my love” She nodded with a smile and with their heads still bowed low Jun and Nino left the room. His mother had gone from her spot on the chair and Jun mused for a while how Satoshi was going to handle that mess. He didn’t envy his brother, the next few weeks and months was going to be a nightmare.
Jun wasn’t sure where to go at first but deciding that there was no protocol for something like this he decided that his room was okay for them both to share, even if it was wrong to share a room with your betrothed he wasn’t going to be separated from his Nino that night or any other again. The moment the doors of the bedroom closed Jun tugged Nino’s female clothes leaving him in only his under clothing.
“Kazu-kun, promise me that when we are in our house, away from praying eyes you will always be a man…”
“I promise, Jun-sama…” Nino said and his voice dropped the soft sweet sounding edge and he had a husker sounding voice, which sent happy chills down the prince’s spine. “Jun-sama… Is this a dream?”
“I was going to ask you the same thing…” Jun smiled pulling him into a hug “I cannot believe that this is happening”
“Me neither… If we fall to sleep will we wake up?”
Jun continued to smile his hand stroking over the soft skin of his lovers chest fingering the nipples lightly before taking one in between his finger and thumb and squeezing tightly. Nino gave a gasp that sounded beautifully sweet and so sexy to his ears. The tension that had built up in his chest over the day finally subsiding now that it was just him and Nino,
“Did you feel that?” He asked softly leaning against Nino’s ear, still playing with the nipple, Nino nodded quickly biting on his lip to stop him from crying out any more. “Then it is not a dream… Let me hear you… Please let me hear your beautiful voice…”
Nino shook his head stubbornly and Jun grinned at the cute action tweaking at the nipple a little harder, and slowly Nino’s voice found its way out. As he heard it Jun gave a smile which only got wider when Nino glared, this wonderful cute man was going to be completely his for the rest of their lives. It felt as if a beautiful wonderful magic had washed over them granting his heart’s desire. He thought back to that night in the hummingbird, wondering what would have happened if Nino hadn’t brought that drink in if he hadn’t requested him, if the advisor hadn’t had made a fuss. He stopped his fingers on Nino’s nipple and crushed their mouths together, so many small miracles had gotten them to this point he knew that someone was making sure they happened. Whichever of the fates had decided to honour them so he would serve for the rest of his life.
A small wave of guilt wash into his heart as he thought of his two brothers wishing that there was some miracle that could bring them together but their circumstance, though similar was far more dangerous to his own.
“Jun-sama… Will… Will you lay with me?” Nino whispered shyly and Jun blinked this was the first time Nino had asked him and there would be no way he would disappoint him. They walked slowly to the bed and Jun gently pushed him down and feasted his eyes on him before slowly inching down to cover him and bring their mouths together.
Sho and Masaki…
Masaki sat on his bed his bags were already packed he would stay to greet his sister and for the wedding but then he would leave, leave here and only come back for the summer festival. For one week of the year he would be able to see his Sho-chan, again, next year he would have forgotten about this about what had happened between them and he would be able to pretend better that his heart wasn’t slowly being ripped in to thousands of tiny pieces.
He heard a soft murmur coming from the next room, Jun’s room and he gave a smile glad that his brother’s where going to be okay. They would be able to be happy together, he rested his hand on the wall closing his eyes as he made a silent wish ‘Please be happy enough for me and Sho-chan too’. Tears were filling his eyes again, but for tonight he decided that that was okay.
Sho played with the top Masaki had left running it through his fingers wondering if he regretted their love making, he hoped not it was the most beautiful thing that could have happened to him. He surprised by the way that Satoshi was handling things with Jun and Nino, though he had to admit that the marriage idea was good. They could avoid most scandals that way, plus none of the staff knew that Nino was a male and their brother. If things were different maybe he and Masaki could have found some happiness too but they were different they were wrong. Jun and Nino weren’t brother’s by blood.
He held the clothing to his nose again, Masaki’s scent was already fading, and that made his heart ache. He would leave after the wedding, go back to Maki and live in their fabrication marriage and pray that things would get better that he would be able to see Masaki as just his cute slightly idiotic brother again. Even as he thought that his mind was filled with images of Masaki moaning as he moved inside him and he knew that would never happen. What he felt for Masaki was always going to be in his heart, to be there driving him insane.
He jumped as he heard a soft knock on the door and his pulled the clothing from his face and stuffed it under his sheets before going to answer it. His face must have been a picture of amazement as he saw Satoshi standing outside, he was still dressed in the clothes he had been wearing when they had come back and deep dark shadow were framing his sleepy eyes. Guilt pierced into Sho’s heart as he realised some of that was because of him and Masaki.
“I tried to sleep but my mind will not let me…” Satoshi said softly as he came into the room “I need to speak with you…”
Jun and Nino
Jun moaned loudly as Nino took him into his mouth, his tongue moving over the tip lightly. The prince forced himself to keep his eyes open not wanting to miss any emotion that was playing on Nino’s face. Jun couldn’t understand how Nino could still look so pure and innocent, even with the member in his mouth. Jun was doing his best to keep his hips still, to not thrust into that amazing mouth not wanting to bruise his lips. But it was a close thing when Nino suddenly hummed around him, the new sensation adding to the pleasure that he was already feeling. Nino took him deeply to the back of his throat and then slowly eased him out his tongue moving at the veins until it found its way to the tip and the precum that he knew he had released. Nino worked on the end gentle sucking noises filling the room and sending messages to Jun’s brain.
“Kazu-kun” He gasped out his hand going to intertwine with Nino’s soft hair, he wanted his release, he could feel it bubbling away but not like this not without pleasing Nino. As he heard his name Nino looked up running his tongue over his slightly swollen lips, “Co-me… Her-e” Jun panted patting his chest and Nino crawled up to him sitting on his stomach. The prince looked up at him, holding back his orgasm as he took in the scene, Nino’s hair was in wanton, tangled curls around his face and around his shoulders, his chest was heaving slightly and his erection was rubbing against him. “You… Are so beautiful…” Jun murmured stroking his face and letting the hand move over the soft flushed skin until he reached the twitching member. He gripped it tightly and Nino’s body did a happy shake as his eyes closed tightly, Jun smiled continuing his attentions on Nino’s front with one hand while the other snaked around to prepare his back.
Nino lifted himself to allow him more access and quickly Jun plunged his fingers inside loving the way Nino almost sucked them in. It wasn’t long before Nino started moving on the fingers and Jun knew he wanted more. He did too and pulling them out he eased Nino down on to his throbbing penis and they let out collective sighs of happiness. As he started thrusting up into Nino automatically grinded down to meet him, soon they were moving together in perfect sync and Jun couldn’t think of a happier sight than Nino bouncing up and down on top of him. They soon reached their peak with on final deep thrust they both spilled over and Nino almost collapsed onto him breathing deeply.
“I… Love… You… Jun…” He said between pants and Jun hugged him tightly his fingers brushing over the hummingbird tattoo
“I lo-ve yo-u to-o” He replied and they fell into an exhausted sleep their bodies still trembling happily.
Sho and Masaki
Masaki left his bedroom slowly not wanting to disturb Jun and Nino, though they hadn’t shown him the same compassion last night. He hadn’t been sure how to react when he heard the soft moans that floated through the wall. He didn’t blame them they were both young and in love it was only natural that they would want to do that sort of thing, but after knowing how good it felt to actually do it with the person you loved it had been painful to hear. He was planning on visiting the horses or maybe the dogs they had always managed to calm him down before. He was walking through the main hallway when he saw Sho pacing backwards and forwards chewing almost painfully on his lip. He wanted to turn around and leave but he couldn’t and before he realised it his mouth was opening.
“Sho-chan?” He whispered, and Sho stopped his pacing to look at him,
“Ma-chan” He said and Aiba felt a painful stab in his heart as he heard the nickname.
“I thought you said that you could not call me that anymore…” He said somehow find the strength to walk past him, Sho grabbed his arm holding him so tightly that it started to hurt. “Sho-chan…”
“I cannot, not call you that, Ma-chan, just as I cannot stop loving you, I was stupid to even think I could…”
“Sho-chan!” Masaki said quickly looking around to make sure they were really alone. They were but he dragged him outside quickly. He walked them to the stables and then did his best glare, “What are you talking about?”
“Masaki… Last night Satoshi came to speak with me and I told him everything that has happened…”
“E-Everything…” Masaki whispered feeling faint not knowing how he was going to able to look at his older brother again. Sho nodded running his fingers through his hair
“He already knew that I had more than brotherly affection for you… And he asked me if we had ever acted on it and I told him that we had…”
“And what did… What did he say?”
“He asked me what we were going to do about it… I told him that I love you too much, to just let it be one time only, but there is not just us to consider I have Maki… Though she is aware that I do not love her, she is a good woman I cannot abandon her…”
“Sho even if you do this we can never be together as Jun and Kazu can be…”
“I know but I cannot give you up, to be able to see you and never be able to touch you… If I can sort something, some way for us… Would you…”
“No… When we leave here we end whatever this was Sho-chan, we will be brothers and nothing more, snatched meetings and secret trysts are nothing that I want. I love you and I always will but in this life we are not meant to anything but brothers…” Masaki said and he was amazed that he could form a sentence let alone one that almost made sense. Sho stared at him and then nodded slowly understanding filling his eyes and Masaki knew this had to be the right thing to do but if it was, why was he hurting so much. He gasped in surprise when Sho pulled him against his chest and kissed him deeply. He allowed it to happen, wanted it to happen and then as he felt his brothers tongue probe at his mouth he pulled away staring at him with wide eyes, panting slightly. “S-Sho-chan…”
“You said when we leave here… Until then… Let me have you…” Sho asked and Masaki wanted to say no to be strong but somehow he never would be. He gave a slow nod and allowed himself to be pulled into another kiss. Both knew that they would never be able to stop the circle they had fallen into they could only hope their family would understand.
Jun and Nino
Jun opened his eyes slowly, smiling as he felt the weight that was on top of him, Nino was still sound asleep on his chest his hair covering his face. Every morning for the rest of their lives would be the same, Jun thought happily and he knew couldn’t ask for more. Love tightened around his heart as Nino let out a sigh of his name and a smile spread over his lips “I love you, Kazu-kun”
“Mhe… To-un” Nino replied as he slowly started to wake up. They kissed each other lightly and decided that a bath was needed. After they washed and got ready they went out into a palace that was in an uproar over the impending wedding, though it was just going to be a small affair there were still things that needed to be done. After breakfast Nino was dragged away from him by Nanami and Emi who mentioned something about ‘bridal clothes’. While Jun was pulled away by Satoshi and his father, Masaki and Sho arrived sometime later and Jun hoped they had managed to talk thing over, they seemed to be better around each other.
The whole day was taken over with wedding preparations and Jun barely saw Nino for more than five minutes at a time. Sometime in the evening Nagase arrived with Kazumi and Rika who were lead straight to see the emperor and Nanami. When he finally did see them again at the late supper that had been prepared he was surprised to see Emi cooing all over the baby and treating Kazumi like a beloved sister. Nino stayed beside him throughout the meal but then he was led away again. Masaki patted him on the shoulder with a laugh
“Just one night alone will be fine, ne?” He said and Jun nodded slowly it wouldn’t hurt but he still wanted Nino to be with him. “He is with his mother, sister and father… For one night they should be allowed to be a proper family ne, father will never be able to recognise him as his real son but tonight he can act like a dad…”
Jun couldn’t argue with his brother’s words and he was going to ask him to stay with him but he sensed there was somewhere else Masaki wanted to be and Jun returned to his bedroom alone. His wedding clothes were already there and he ran a hand over them a smile on his face, deciding that if he went to sleep the morning would come faster.
He climbed into bed closing his eyes and hoping that sleep would come quickly but it didn’t, the night dragged by slowly and after what seemed like an eternity Jun saw the rays of the sun casting strange shadows on the walls. He dragged himself out of bed and took a long bath excitement bubbling happily in his chest, he dressed in the purple wedding clothes and went out into the garden.
The flowers were in full bloom as he walked to the area where the ceremony was to be held, Satoshi and his father were already there his father dressed in the same clothes he had worn at Satoshi’s wedding and Jun was completely amazed at how much healthier he was looking. The clothes were baggy showing how much weight he had lost in the preceding years but his face was its sickly grey sheen and he was holding himself a little higher. Jun walked forwards and the emperor flashed a brilliant smile, Satoshi gave him a small pat on his shoulder and a bow before leaving them alone.
“Excited about your day?” The emperor asked and Jun gave a nod, still amazed by the change in his father
“You look so much… Healthier…” Jun whispered eventually and the emperor nodded his eyes hardening
“Yes… After not having your mother’s nightly cordial for two nights my health is rapidly increasing…” He said and it only took a moment for Jun to realise what the emperor was implying. His eyes widened and the emperor held up his hand quickly “Now is not the time for such talk, today is your wedding day and there should be nothing but happiness in your heart as you make your promises…Now I need to speak with Sho and Masaki…” The emperor was still a little unsteady on his feet and Jun helped him to his brothers that had just come out into the garden. Sho and Masaki’s smiled were no longer as frozen as they had been for the past few day, but they were still eyeing each other, warily as if afraid to be to close in public. Whatever the emperor wanted to say Jun knew that it would be sensitive and he left to find Satoshi.
His eldest brother was standing leaning against his wife by the koi pond, they looked up as they heard him coming and Emi flashed him a small smile,
“Good day” She said “I will go and see if Nanami and Kazumi could use my help”
“You do not have to leave…” Jun told her but she smiled and gave a laugh
“I will get to see my niece again too…” She said happily and Satoshi laughed as he watched her leave
“Thank-you… Thank-you for being so hot headed and allowing me to have a second chance with Emi” Satoshi mumbled surprising Jun so much his mouth dropped open. “She is bewitched with our little niece and I feel that one day soon we might have our own… With father feeling stronger maybe there is still a chance that I may have sometime before I truly have to rule…”
“You will make a good leader, but I hope that it is a long time away…” Jun said and Satoshi gave him a smile though Jun had to ask the question that was burning in his brain “Do you think that mother really was poisoning…”
“I… father has always had ill health but in the last few months it has gotten worse dramatically, mother is being held and has not denied it… Father will be angry for mentioning this today… That is for another time”
“I am not a child anymore…”
“I know” Satoshi smiled “But today is your wedding day, I promise that we will discuss this some other time…” Satoshi said with another smile “Now it is time for you to get married”
“I… After this I have to leave to go to my own home…” Jun said and he was surprised at how nervous his voice was when it came out. Satoshi gave a chuckle his eyes dancing
“I am sure you and Kazu-chan will be happy in your own home, you will do well the both of you… And you can visit us and we may visit you”
“Thank-you… Sho and Masaki…”
“They will sort themselves out, they… Need each other too much to be apart…”
“But…”
“Their lives are theirs, Jun… regardless of what we think none of us have the right to judge” Satoshi said heavily and Jun knew that he must be wrestling with his own mind about them. Jun nodded pushing away his own thoughts about that, if or when the time came he would stand beside his brothers just as they had for him. The brothers smiled understandingly at each other before turning and walking back to the main garden. Members of staff had been given time off to watch the celebrations and they had already taken their places on the chairs at the back. Sho and Masaki were sat side by side smiles on their faces and Jun saw that they were holding hands. Jun pretended not to see and went to his father who was sitting in front of temple priest
“Ah Jun-ouji… I assume we are ready for the official bonding?” the priest asked and Jun nodded looking up at the palace hoping that Nino hadn’t changed his mind, even a those thoughts entered his mind Nino stepped nervously outside, his sister, mother and Emi acting as his attendants. Jun almost gulped thinking how beautiful Nino was, in the pure white colour that only had a splash of light yellow as a sash around his waist. His hair was done simply on top of his head held together by the ebony comb. His face was made up simply too, like that of a perfect virgin bride and no-one would believe that he would even have heard of a place called the hummingbird let alone worked there.
The ceremony wasn’t very long, the same as another ceremony but Jun could barely register the words of the priest as he stared at Nino. He was vaguely aware that at some point he spoke to either make a vow or to accept one but he was only really aware when Nino opened his mouth to speak.
“Until I last draw breath I will share, every moment with you as my husband, I will see no other I will love you with all my heart and treasure the love you have given me…So do I vow…”
As those words washed over him Jun felt his heart almost explode with happiness and he reached out to take his Nino’s hand holding it gently. The priest finished the service and they turned to face the happy ones of their family. There was still so much that they had to get through, but each one of them knew that they would be able to face them together as a family.
~FIN~
A/N: One down, ne :D I hope you have enjoyed this fiction… Thanks for reading ^.^