20 Times I Fell In Love With You

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Title: 20 TIME’S I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU

Author: krystalkatz

Rating: R-ish

Length: One shot

Genre: Romance,

Pairings: Whoever you want it to be

Disclaimer: I only own the plot

“My love,

 The first time I fell in love with you was when I was thirteen years old. We were sat in my bedroom watching that horror movie, do you remember? We were both so scared but neither of us wanted to say so. You held my hand so tightly I thought that I would lose circulation in my fingers. I don’t remember the name of the movie, but I remember that your hand was warm and slightly sweaty.

The second time I fell in love with you was when I was fourteen. You went away for summer vacation, for two weeks I watched the dark room across from my bedroom. I wanted to see your face so much, do you remember when you came back I pretended to be busy, but it was because I was afraid, I was afraid that if I saw you before I had time to think I would kiss you.

The third time I fell in love with you I was fifteen, do you remember that we had that fight? You said I was jealous because you that new game. You were right I was jealous but it was because I saw you with the manager of the baseball team. You had the widest smile on your face, you looked so happy that I thought I was going to cry.

The fourth time I realised I loved you we were the same age, do you remember you left a copy of the game outside my door with a note? You said that you were sorry for whatever you had done… I realised that I could never stay mad at you

The fifth time I fell in love with you I was sixteen, you were invited to the end of year dance, with the same manager. I didn’t get a single invite, the night of the dance I was sat in my room telling myself it was okay. Do you remember you came into my bedroom and flopped down on the bed, you just grinned at me and held my hand. I remember that it was warm and slightly sweaty. We stayed that way all night.

The sixth time I fell in love with you, i was seventeen, and we took our first trip alone together without our parents, do you remember there was a group of girls they were flirting with us. You just held my hand tightly, linking our fingers together and walked us past them talking about something I don’t recall. I do remember, that your hand was still warm but this time it was no longer sweaty.

The seventh time I realised I loved you was the same trip, we were sat on the beach staring at the ocean and you turned to me and said, ‘I’ve always loved you, so why don’t we just go out?’ Do you remember that I almost cried? You smiled and it really was the widest that I had ever seen.  

The eighth time I fell in love with you, was when you kissed me, I remember how salty your lips were. I thought that it was the sea air, but do you remember you were crying?

The ninth time I fell in love with you was that night in our hotel room. Do you remember how nervous we both were? You trembled when I pushed you down onto the bed. I can still feel the way you were around me and the way you let me mark every part of your body. When you finally opened up to me and we were at last one. Being inside you felt like being inside heaven, I told you a million times that I loved you and you replied each and every time. I wanted to be inside you all the time, but I even then I didn’t think it would be enough.

The tenth time I fell in love with you was the next morning, I woke up early and I was left breathless by the way the light filled your face. I have seen your face so many times but that day I realised that I had never actually seen it before. Do you remember how I woke you up that morning? I took you deep into my mouth your whole body trembled and shook, your breath escaped so sweetly that I decided that I wanted to hear it again and again. I remember the way your fingers curled into my hair and you begged me to never leave you.

The eleventh time I fell in love with you was every day of our holiday after that, do you remember that you were almost glued to my side glaring at every body that even looked at me? I never knew what a jealous person you were but I knew how much I liked it that you were. I promised you that nobody would ever be able to replace you. I meant every word.

The twelfth time I fell in love with you was after we had come home, people at school soon recognised that our relationship had changed and people started bullying us. Do you remember that there were some days that I didn’t even want to go to school but every day you were there giving me courage and making me not care what people were saying.

The thirteenth time I fell in love with you was the day my grandfather passed away, you didn’t say anything, you didn’t need too. Do you remember how you sat beside me on the bed stroking my hair? All night I stayed there while you let me cry on to your lap, I never said thank-you, so let me say it now, Thank-you

The fourteenth time I fell in love with you, was at the graduation party, I seriously didn’t want to go and you promised that you wouldn’t make me, but in the end somehow we ended up there anyway. You led me to the dance floor and ignoring everybody else there we danced all night. As always you made me not ashamed of my love for you and I knew just once I wanted to be the one that would do that for you.

The fifteenth time I fell in love with you was when were in college. It was my first year, do you remember when you wanted to try out for that club but they said a fag couldn’t join? You tried so hard not to cry but I heard you in the bathroom, I had no idea what to do for you so I just sat against the door and waited for you to finish. When you came out I held you all night. The next morning though you held my hand as proudly as ever, did you know that you’ve always been my hero?

The sixteenth time I fell in love with you was when we finally decided to tell our parents the truth. Do you remember that we were so scared, we drove around the city ten times before finally going into that house? You were so strangely unconfident, you stared at the carpet while I talked. I guess that in the back of our minds we both knew we shouldn’t have been worried of course they would accept us. When we left though, you turned and thanked me for staying beside you for holding your hand. The smile on your face made me feel like a hero, thank-you for that.

The seventeenth time I fell in love with you was the night I asked you to marry me. You won’t remember but I arranged everything perfectly, candles, music and rose petals. You called from your job and said that you had to do the nightshift. I was determined that it had to be that day that I asked you so I took the ring and I went there. I surprised in the middle of the frozen foods section, I got down on one knee and before I even asked you said ‘yes’ tears were in your eyes then, just like our first kiss.

The eighteenth time I fell in love with you was when you almost fell to pieces when you realised that in just a week you would have to stand in front of all our friends and family and tell them and me that we would be together forever, do you remember what you said? You didn’t need to promise me that you would love me forever because I already knew that you would.

The nineteenth time I fell in love with you was last night when you rang me from your parent’s house, ‘just because you wanted to hear my voice and to make sure that I really would be here today’. Do you remember what I said? I said that I would always be wherever you are for the rest of our lives.

The twentieth time I fell in love with you was this morning, when I walked through this door and I saw you walking towards me and I realised that today was the day that you were really going to be all mine forever.

Do you remember that you asked me once why I love you? There are a 100 reason’s that I love you, I’m sorry that I couldn’t fit them here, so these are the 20 times I fell in love in love with you. I’m sorry that these aren’t the best vows in the world but I promise that I want to spend every day finding out the ways you’ll keep making me fall in love with you...”

~Fin~

a/n: Okay… Just a complete fluffy, sappy, pointless one shot, ‘My human pet’ will be up again tomorrow I promise xD I hope you enjoy ^.^