A song you can find anywhere

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Title: A song you can find anywhere

Author: krystalkatz

Rating: NC17

Length: Chaptered

Genre: Non-Au (eep!), Romance, angst,

Pairings: Matsumoto Jun/Ninomiya Kazunari, Sakurai Sho/Matsumoto Jun,

Disclaimer: I only own the plot, title is Nino’s solo from ‘Beautiful World’

A/N: For the wonderful salarygyaru, nekoshoujo, yumi_usagi, saffia_me, just because xD… I hope you like it :-D

‘Present’ part is set before Nino’s hair change (so much yellow 8-/) but just after his leg injury...

Jun moaned loudly as he moved roughly in and out of the beautiful almost overwhelming warmth. His hips made a happy slapping sound each time they connected to the smaller man beneath him. Nino’s eyes were only partially open, while his mouth was wide letting out soft noises of enjoyment. Surprisingly Nino wasn’t very vocal in the bedroom only releasing gentle moans of pleasure each time Jun hit against his spot. Jun gripped Nino’s hand linking their fingers as he angled his hips to thrust in even deeper. Whatever it was that was between them, it wasn’t love, it couldn’t be love. Everybody knew that they hated each other too much for it to be love. It was just a release, a way for them to healthily let out all of the stress that their lives caused them to build up day after day.

“Un… J…”His partner moaned beneath him, his eyes closing tightly as his sharp nails digging into the soft skin on his hands, alerting him to the fact that he was about to come. Jun pressed their lips together sucking up the scream Nino let out as his back arched, causing their chests to press together as he released a thick steady stream of cum onto their stomachs. The spasming wall of muscles surrounding his cock caused Jun to thrust harder than ever, gripping Nino tightly as he fucked him through his orgasm. Nino’s legs held him tightly and when the small hands were pulled free and gripped his ass almost painfully Jun slammed his hips forwards his dick almost exploding inside of his lover. His body locked, his dick twitching as he released everything he had deep inside Nino. Eventually he collapsed heavily onto Nino not caring about the cum that would almost certainly glue them together.

The only sounds in the room was their heavy breathing and the soft ticking of a clock that was counting down the minutes when they would go effortlessly back into being ‘rival’ band mates. None of the other members knew of their ‘meet and fuck’ sessions and Jun doubted if they ever would. Ohno would worry that it could affect them as Arashi and Aiba would read more into it than anyone and would more than likely proudly state that they made a cute couple. Sakurai… Jun tried (and failed) to stop himself from thinking how Sakurai would react, maybe there would be some guilt or maybe like Jun he would just realise that what they had was a very long time ago. What was going on between him and Nino had nothing to do with what had happened between them so many years ago when they had first gotten together as Arashi. Even if that was a lie, it was one that Jun would want his older band mate to believe

 “I can’t believe that you came inside me” Nino whined as Jun eased his softening cock out of him, the cum dribbling out of the hole just slightly. The youngest rolled his eyes, getting reluctantly up from the bed and going to fetch the cloth from the bathroom. “I need a shower” Nino sighed as Jun wiped his stomach and he gave a nod making sure he had got enough of the juices off before allowing him up, there was no way he was going to let Nino dribble cum over his carpet. Nino hobbled slightly on his leg as he made his way to bathroom. Jun felt a small stab of guilt at the way he treated his band mate as a shag doll whenever he had a bad day more so now when Nino was in pain but was refusing to admit it.

“Nino, thanks for doing this” He shouted and he heard Nino sigh and could picture him rolling his eyes.

“Way to make it sound sordid… You’ll be offering to pay me next…” He heard him mutter before the sound of the shower drowned out any other sound. Jun stared at the photo of the band that he had on his wall. It had been taken in Hawaii, just one of the many promotional photos of the newly formed Arashi, but Jun thought it was special, that it really captured each member’s true personality and all the hopes and dreams they had. He had had it blown up and it had always been in his bedroom ever since. Even when Arashi had started to make it and he had moved out of the small apartment he had kept the photo. So much had happened then, so much good and so much bad. That had been the year he had lost his virginity, he remembered his eyes settling on Sakurai’s face, so long ago, and strangely that would be the memory that would stay with him. “You want a shower?” Nino shouted from the bathroom doorway and Jun blinked realising that he must have gotten out of the shower.

“Y-yeah” He managed getting to his feet and heading to the room, Nino was wearing a blue fluffy towel around his waist his white skin flushed slightly from the hot water and maybe their earlier activities. “Are you staying tonight?”

“No, I have to get back they’re picking me up early in the morning” was the answer as Nino went to find his clothes that were scattered somewhere between the front door and the bedroom. Jun didn’t say anything after that, there wasn’t anything he could say, it wasn’t like they were real lovers or that this was a real relationship. But no matter how many times he told himself that he couldn’t help but feel a little bit lonely whenever Nino left.

After he had gotten out of the shower Nino was gone and his clothes were folded neatly on the bed a note left on top of them [Don’t stress too much, and next time, I’m topping ^{^}o^<] Jun gave a short laugh and folded the note in his fingers putting it in the drawer along with the half empty tub of lube. He dried his hair and pulled on his pyjamas climbing into bed he was surprised when he felt the strange mix of Nino still on his pillow, he hugged it tightly breathing it in deeply as he told himself yet again that he wasn’t in love, this was just a way for them to relieve stress. He closed his eyes falling into a restless sleep remembering back to their debut.

 His trip to Hawaii wasn’t what he had thought it was going to be. Although he had known the company would be announcing their debut but he would admit that he was still stunned when it actually happened. Aiba and Nino were fine, he had known them for ages and worked with them in M.A.I.N but he was still a nervous, gangling wreck around Ohno and Sakurai. Ohno because there was something almost, mysterious, about him, it was as if he could do anything he wanted even without thinking about it. With Sakurai it was because Sakurai was someone he had seen around a lot and he knew he was already having, special feelings for. When he had first realised that he preferred the ‘company of male friends’ he had thought that maybe there was something gross about him.

 Strangely it had been Aiba that had explained to him that he was perfectly normal, Aiba who had adopted them all as his younger brothers, even though there were only a few months between them, he had sat him down and flashed a huge smile filling him with undeniable warmth. When he had first seen Sakurai though was when he had gotten his first ‘crush’ and now they were going to be in a group together it was as unfair as it was wonderful.

“Are you just going to be drooling all over him forever?” Nino asked in a hiss and Jun jumped pulling his gaze away from Sakurai to look at him.

“Wh-what do you mean?” he stammered his cheeks going an almost sunset red as he wished for just a second Nino didn’t know him as well as he did

“Oh please… You think I haven’t noticed? Hell do you think everybody hasn’t noticed?” Nino smirked, his eyes flashing with evilness “Your, oh so obvious crush on Sakurai?”

“I don’t have a crush on Sakurai!” Jun denied though in his heart he knew it was pointless, it wasn’t his fault he just couldn’t hide it as well as he wanted too. Nino rolled his eyes mockingly and Jun felt his anger raise “Well what about you? Don’t you keep touching Ohno? Holding his hand and touching his butt…Don’t you have a crush on him?”

“That’s purely platonic… Ohno-kun has a girlfriend…And I don’t pant like a dog every time I see him…” Nino shrugged and then grinned happily “He has a nice butt though…”

“You’re sick!” Jun muttered though to be honest he wished that he had half the courage Nino did. Nino just gave another shrug and left the room leaving Jun to stare at Sakurai with just his thoughts. He couldn’t help the feelings he had. As if his thoughts had reached him Sakurai looked up from what he was doing and gave him a smile. Jun had to scream at his heart to calm down and try to act normal when Sakurai came over to him.

“Hey Jun-kun was Ninomiya being a brat to you again?”

“N-no… I can handle Nino!” He said quickly blushing again when he saw Sakurai’s smile up close and personal.

“You’re cute when you blush… Ne, Jun-kun… do you want to come to my room tonight?”

TBC

A/N: *Panics* This is my first time writing a non-au chaptered so I really hope I do okay… I know I have so many fic’s already on going but I promise this won’t be very long, I just need a break from them and everything else that has been going on in my life (At the moment I really feel like curling into a ball and crying). If I make any mistakes about their activities when they were younger I’m sorry >.<, I’ve done my best to remember and research but I’m bound to get things wrong… I hope you enjoy ^.^