A song you can find anywhere (part 4)

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Title: A song you can find anywhere

Author: krystalkatz

Rating: NC17

Length: Chaptered

Genre: Non-Au (eep!), Romance, angst,

Pairings: Sakurai Sho/Matsumoto Jun, Matsumoto Jun/Ninomiya Kazunari, Sakurai Sho/Aiba Masaki,

Disclaimer: I only own the plot, title is Nino’s solo from ‘Beautiful World’

A/N: For the wonderful Salarygyaru, nekoshoujo, Yumi_Usagi, saffia_me, Gambitfox I hope you like it :-D

After his talk with Sakurai Jun headed straight to Nino’s apartment his mind was still fogged with questions but the biggest thought in his head was something that Sakurai had mentioned ‘He always has cared about you the most’ he didn’t understand what Sakurai could mean. Their current relationship was complicated but it was Nino that had suggested it after their first drunken night together. To Jun it seemed that Nino had never wanted anything more from him so he couldn’t understand what Sakurai meant. He knocked on Nino’s door a few times disappointed when there was no answer. He pulled out his phone and tried ringing him five times but just ended up with voice mail, in the end he gave up and called the driver that would have dropped him off.

He felt a little weird for asking about Nino but he couldn’t understand why, they were band mates after all, it was expected wasn’t it? The driver wouldn’t be able to find it strange. Luckily the driver didn’t think he was strange for asking and easily told him that he had dropped Ninomiya-san at the hospital as his leg was giving him some trouble. Jun quickly asked which hospital and with a quick thank-you he hung up and went to flag down another taxi. Laying his head back against the seat he closed his eyes as a nervous wave of sickness rose up in his stomach. If Sakurai was telling the truth then what he had been doing with Nino was cruel, very cruel,

11 years ago…

The bar was a secluded place, with only soft music playing in the background, it was obvious that it was a place to get drunk and nothing more. No self-respecting idol would be seen dead in such a place which was why, Jun found it perfect for him. He already had a stack of empty glasses beside him and was nursing another when he felt someone coming to sit beside him.

“J… You’re drunk again” Nino told him and Jun gave a ‘no duh’ sounding laugh as he signalled for another drink. If they were being honest outside of work he was getting drunk a lot, in front of the cameras and everyone else he could pretend he was fine, that Arashi was perfect but when days like these happened his masked slipped and the truth was out. He was a complete mess, every time he saw Aiba cuddling up to Sakurai he felt his heart being ripped into shreds, and he felt like throwing up. Today though was the icing on the cake, when they had stood in front of him and the other two and had calmly announced that they were dating. Ohno had said he was happy for them, and Jun had copied quietly so that Aiba’s face would continue to stay as bright as it was. Nino hadn’t said anything, he had been strangely quiet about the whole thing but Jun was positive that at some point in the afternoon he had had words with Sakurai. They had vanished for more than half an hour and when they had returned Nino had looked more at ease while Sakurai had gotten Aiba to gush less about how happy he was. “Is this about earlier?” Nino asked now and Jun let out another laugh

“Well done, you get points for stating the obvious… They’re officially a couple we should celebrate!” He slurred reaching for the glass that was on the table only for Nino to grab it first “Give it back…”

“Nope” Nino shook his head holding the glass away from him and Jun let out an angry hiss

“Why are you even here? You don’t care… You’re just here to make fun!”

“Yes that’s why I’m here… But right now you’re too pathetic to take the piss out of… I always knew you were a drama queen Junny-Jun but this is really gross…”

“Shut up!” Jun spat but the words were hitting home, he really was acting completely stupid, but he thought that maybe he deserved to just a little. Nino gave a half smile draining the drink

“Come on princess… This isn’t worth it…If you’re angry, take it out on them, don’t destroy yourself… You’re way too good for that” he said putting the glass down and trying to tug him to his feet. Jun decided reluctantly to go with him there was no other choice. By some miracle they managed to flag down a taxi and Nino got him home. Jun stumbled into his apartment and Nino followed him switching on the lights. Jun headed straight into the kitchen where there were still some wine. With a frustrated sigh Nino slapped his hand and dragged him to the bedroom. He tried to push him down onto the bed but Jun held him tightly and they collapsed in a tangled mess of limbs. Giggling drunkenly Jun wriggled around helpless  on top of the smaller figure for a while until Nino gave a grunt and pushed him off of him.

“Nino… Just stay here…” Jun said slightly breathlessly against his pillow. It was late and they had an early start in the morning anyway. They might as well just call their manager and tell her that they wanted to be picked up together in the morning.

“I better not…” Nino mumbled getting up from the bed and Jun, looking up at him through one eye, noticed that he was holding himself rather funny.

“Nino… Are you hard?” Jun asked and Nino shot him a glare pulling at the front of his trousers trying to make himself more comfortable.

“You’ve been rolling around on top of me of course I’m going to have a reaction” he snapped in a strange, deeply aroused voice.

“You don’t even like me…” Jun said stunned as he reached out to the obvious tent in Nino’s jeans. Nino gave a yelp twisting away and hissing at him. His eyes flashing and Jun grinned just a little

“Jun you’re fucking hot… and you smell really good… I’m just a man” his band mate mumbled and stammered angrily his cheeks a little flushed and Jun had to admit that Nino was really cute right now. The alcohol in his system was making his mind light and airy and his judgment non existent

“Nino… Do you want me?” he asked in a low sultry voice shuffling over the bed. He heard Nino give a small whimper and Jun knew there was no way he was going to let Nino get away tonight. He grabbed his hand and pulled him down onto the bed and covering him with his body. Nino looked up at him the flush on his cheeks spreading as Jun palmed at his clothed erection.

“J-Jun... W-why?”

“Please… I need this” Jun pleaded and slowly Nino nodded with a small smile  

“Okay Jun…For you it’s okay” He whispered and Jun almost attacked the thin narrow lips his tongue trailing over them until Nino opened his mouth and he slipped his tongue inside surprised at how hot and tight it was. This kiss was completely different from any he had shared with Sakurai it was harsher and more demanding on his part. When he was with Sakurai, Sakurai had taken command and he had let him now it was the other way round and he found he was almost enjoying this more. His fingers had managed to open the flies of Nino’s jeans and he slipped his fingers inside stunned to find that Nino wasn’t wearing any underwear at all. His long fingers met the hot shaft immediately and Nino shivered underneath him, his voice coming out in a beautiful soft whine.

“Nino… Are you sure you want this?” Jun asked breaking the kiss just slightly looking into his band mate’s eyes and Nino glared up at him a growl coming from his throat.

“If you stop now I’ll never forgive you” He spat and Jun pulled on the tip harshly as punishment. They struggled out of the clothes throwing them onto the floor before pressing their bodies together in another intense kiss. Jun’s hands trailed over the hot skin of his band mate wondering how he could be getting this excited over Nino. He pulled out of the kiss and reached into his drawer for lube and condoms. Nino took a pillow and placed it under his hips before he parted his legs for him and Jun had to admit he looked fucking sexy like that “J… Have you ever topped before?” Nino asked breathlessly and settling in between his legs Jun shook his head and chewed his lip. Nino reached up and stroked his face smiling a little “Just do whatever Sakurai did” he said and with a nod Jun uncapped the lube and poured some down the long hard penis.

He watched the clear liquid as it trailed over the hard skin down to the balls and then he dipped his fingers in an eased it further down to the hole that Nino was already holding open for him. The first finger was pushed inside and Jun was surprised at how amazingly warm and tight Nino was he pushed in to the knuckle and Nino gave a gasp clenching around him. Jun fingered him with just one finger for a while watching the expressions on Nino’s face. Once he felt the muscles relax a little he pushed in a second finger and then a third, Nino whined a little and Jun placed a hot wet kiss onto his mouth as he eased the fingers out again. Breaking the kiss he rolled on the condom and lubed it a little guiding himself towards the prepared hole. He stared into Nino’s eyes as he pushed his hips forwards unable to believe the tight heat that was surrounding him. It felt amazing so right that he had to will himself not to cum as he angled his hips. When Nino let out a long low moan he knew he had found the spot he was looking for. Deep shallow breaths filled the room and Jun started slowing thrusting inside him, Nino’s arms came up to circle his neck and he let out long gasps as he started moving his own hips to match the almost frantic pace of Jun’s. Jun bit and sucked at the centre of Nino’s chest closing his eyes he gasped as Nino clenched around him tightly his back arching as he got ready to cum. Reaching down with one hand Jun gently started stroking the hard penis and Nino shivered and groaned happily the muscles in his ass clenching around Jun. Jun thumbed the tip feeling the pre-cum that had built up finding it a turn on that he could get Nino like this.

“J, I’m cumming” The smaller guy moaned, his voice breaking into his thoughts and Jun quickened the thrusting of his hips and the pumping of his hand. Nino’s back lifted off the bed as he released with a soft shout. Jun fucked him roughly through his orgasm feeling his own building in the pit of his stomach. Just a few more thrusts and his body locked and he let out a short cry of

“Sho” before collapsing onto the thin body, they lay there together their pants feeling the room until eventually Nino spoke

“Whenever you want me to be him… Just call okay?”

TBC

A/N: Didn’t manage to watch the 3^rd disc yet had a BBQ instead, well you’ve got to enjoy the English sun while it lasts ne xD