A song you can find anywhere

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Title: A song you can find anywhere

Author: krystalkatz

Rating: PG

Length: Chaptered

Genre: Non-Au (eep!), Romance, angst,

Pairings: Matsumoto Jun/Ninomiya Kazunari, Sakurai Sho/Aiba Masaki

Disclaimer: I only own the plot, title is Nino’s solo from ‘Beautiful World’

A/N: For the wonderful Salarygyaru, nekoshoujo, Yumi_Usagi, saffia_me, Gambitfox I hope you like it :-D

Jun headed into the hospital, trying to keep his face as hidden as possible. To find Nino he just had to follow the low excited murmuring from the staff and patients. He peeked into a room and saw Nino sitting on a hospital bed his leg exposed, as a doctor filled in a chart. He looked more in pain than even Jun had thought he would be in after their performance the doctor came out into the hall and Jun slipped in quietly as Nino was sorting out his jeans.

“Are you okay?” He asked and Nino jumped a little and then gave a grin

“Are you stalking me now?” he asked putting his shoe on

“I just wanted to make sure you’re okay, you vanished pretty quickly…”

“Just a check-up…” Nino mumbled but Jun knew he was lying and stared at him in silence until the smaller idol gave a sigh “Fine, I think I pulled it a little but the doctor say’s I should be fine as long as I rest it in between shows”

“Nino, this routine is pretty intense and you’re not as young as you used to be…”Jun muttered chewing his lip with worry. The Facedown chorography was a lot to do on an injured leg and Nino already had issues with his back.

“You’re one to talk, you’re not that much younger than me…” Nino muttered back and then stopped as the door opened and the doctor came in holding some prescription medication. He dipped his head slightly at Jun and then turned to Nino

“You’re medication and I want to see you back here in a week…” he said handing him the medication and Nino nodded sticking it in his bag and then got unsteadily to his feet, Jun gripped his arm to stop him from falling back down. Nino steadied himself and then pulled out of his grip and giving the doctor a quick bow of his head he hobbled to the door and Jun followed quickly determined that he wasn’t going let Nino go until they had talked about everything that was happening between them.

Their progress out of the hospital was slow, with Nino having to stop every now and then to rub his leg. Jun wanted him to use him as a walking prop but Nino refused saying that ‘fan service’ was fine on their shows but in the real world the press would have a field day with that kind of scandal.

“Nino you’re injured I don’t think anyone would read anything into it…”

“Yeah, wanna bet? That anti-Johnny mag would… You know that they’d love a story like that” Nino mumbled and in his heart Jun had to agree. Even the slightest hint of a scandal and people would be all over it. They got into a waiting car and headed back to Nino’s apartment, Nino was the same as ever cracking jokes with the driver while Jun sat watching the smaller guy’s face, trying to analyse his own feelings towards him. He liked him, he was certain of that, over the years Nino had come to mean a little more to him than Ohno, Aiba and maybe even Sakurai. When everybody else had let him down Nino had been there whenever he had needed him just like he had promised. When they were inside his apartment block Nino almost oozed against him, finally accepting some help.

“Are you okay?” Jun asked his arm going around the thin back and Nino gave a nod and Jun felt him almost sigh with happiness. He wanted pick him up but Jun knew Nino would protest loudly about that.

“I just need some meds” Nino mumbled as they headed slowly into the elevator. Nino lived on the fourth floor and normally Jun knew that Nino would walk it but today he almost collapsed against him, even more than he already was. The short trip in the elevator was made to seem longer by the heavy silence that surround the two and the normally soft ‘ting’ of the bell made them both jump.

Over the years Jun had rarely visited Nino’s apartment, most of their meet ups were at Jun’s apartment whenever Jun wanted him. Only now was he realising how much he might have been hurting Nino. Nino’s key scraped in the lock a few times before he finally managed to get it in properly and they got into the apartment. It was surprisingly tidy, all of his game machines were neatly put away in a cabinet and Jun had to wonder how he had tripped on his xbox wire. Nino sank onto the comfortable sofa and stuck his leg up onto the table, his body relaxing a little. Jun went into the kitchen area and took some water from the fridge taking out one of the pain killers he headed back to living area. Nino was resting against the back of his sofa looking completely drained and in pain. Looking into that face somehow Jun already knew his answer, he loved Nino he wholly and completely loved him and he couldn’t understand why it had taken him that long to realise that.

“Nino you should take this” He mumbled Nino looked up at him with one eye, before sitting back up and taking the medication and swallowing it with a gulp of water.  Jun made sure he had taken the tablet before saying in a shaky voice “Why… For 11 years you just came when I called, why did you let me do that too you?” Nino handed him back the bottle of water seemingly pretending not understand what he was going on about “Nino, please just tell me…”

“It was easier right?” Nino answered slowly “This way I got to have the sex I wanted without the risk of anyone finding out… And it worked out for you too right?”

“Is that the truth? Is that the only reason?” Jun asked suspecting that it wasn’t but wanting to hear the words come out the smaller guy’s mouth. Nino glared at him in silence for a minute and then his eyes fell away

“No, but it’s easier to hear right, you don’t want to hear that I’ve been so pathetically in love with you for 15 years that I was happy to be a substitute for another guy…” He sighed running his fingers through his hair, and Jun wondered if later his band mate would blame his pain medication. Nino was distractedly running his hands over his thigh, Jun knelt in front of him and his hands immediately going to work as he looked up into his face. Nino was blushing just a little like their first night together and just like then, Jun couldn’t help thinking how cute he was.

“Nin-Kazu… I think that I’m in love with you…”

“Don’t say that… Not unless you mean it… 15 years is a long time…” Nino mumbled and Jun gave a smile his hands stopping on his leg and he pecked his lips a few times.

“I mean it Kazu…” he said and Nino stared at him in amazement his tongue running over his lips.

“Why the sudden realisation?” he asked slowly motioning for him to continue to the movements of his hands and Jun did so his fingers digging into the sore muscles.

“I think I’ve always been a little in love with you… But let’s face it you’ve always been a brat to me… Except when it really matters… When it really matters you’ve always been there… I was just a complete idiot…”

“You were” Nino mumbled and Jun knew that he would never admit that his childish name calling and teasing was just as idiotic. “What should we do?”

“Well we should stop our meet and fuck relationship, and maybe we should just try and have a real relationship…” Jun told him even though his heart thumped a little with nerves as he looked into the face. Nino’s hand came to settle on top of his and he slowly played with his fingers, licking his lips with as much nervousness as Jun himself was feeling.

“Jun… Don’t laugh at me, but I think I’m scared…” he said and Jun nodded linking their fingers

“So am I” He admitted slowly “But if it’s you I know it’ll be okay”

“Hmm… I guess we can see how it goes” Nino mumbled his cheeks flushing even more. Jun smiled and brought their lips together in a hot kiss, his free hand going around his neck to bring them closer together. He untangled their hands and continued his rubbing, Nino sighed pulling their lips apart to ask “Don’t you have any other projects today?”

“Nope…” Jun shook his head with a smile “Today I’m all yours”

“I like the sound of that” Nino smirked kissing him again. Jun had to admit that he wasn’t really in the most comfortable position in the world for kissing his new boyfriend but he would suffer a lot worse to get Nino to believe him. For 11 years he had taken advantage of Nino’s feelings for him and he realised he had a lot of making up to do. “Jun… We don’t have to stop the whole ‘Fucking’ thing right?”

“Why do you want to?”

“Yes” Nino nodded and slowly Jun lifted him up and carried him into the direction of the bedroom. Only Nino’s undamaged leg wrapped around him and Jun wondered if his leg was really going to stand up to this. He lay his boyfriend on the bed and looked down at him, he trembled happily when he saw the love shining in Nino’s eyes and he had to wonder why he had never seen it before.

TBC

A/N: *annoyed* I swear this was longer with a full 1000 word NC17 scene but for some reason it didn’t save properly before shutting down and it was too late by the time I realised so that will be posted tomorrow >.< sorry… I hope you enjoy this anyway ^.^