strange Relationship (Part 3)

Title: Strange Relationship

Author: KrystalKatz

Rated; R

Length: Chaptered, this part is about 1,015 words
 

Genre: Romance, Angst, SakurAiba fluff, AU

The disclaimer thingy: Yeah I wish I owned them but my name isn't Johnny... I could change my name to Johnny but I still wouldn't own them... I only own a cat named Aiba and the plot

Pairings: MatsuMiya, SakurAiba, SakuMoto (Friendship) AiMiya(Friendship)

Guests: Nishijima Takahiro (AAA) <I changed his age too, he's the same age as Aiba in this> and Domoto Koichi (KinKi kids) <Like wise with the age he's ten years older *Sorry Ko-chan, I still love you*>

A/N; Warning some slightly emo Nino, sorry about that, I love Nino so it was really hard writing him like this. :-(, character ages changed, Ohno is about 8 or 9 years older, Aiba and Sakurai are about 6 years older than Matsumoto and Ninomiya.
 

"Are you...You and Aiba-san..." Matsu asked his senpai, Sakurai Sho late one night after he had been invited for a drink. Sakurai gave a wide grin, at the almost shy question. It normally came up, and he wasn't even bothered by it anymore. The whole agency could tell what he and his band mate did was above and beyond what was needed for Fan service.

"We're fuck buddies" He confirmed his eyes dancing "At least that's what Ma-kun would call us...But in all honesty we are dating, the rest of the band doesn't mind since they just get us to do all the fan service stuff..."

"But... Two guys?" He felt his face colour hotly thinking of his mum’s reaction when she caught him and Nino in bed together "Isn't it wrong?"

"Guess you've taken some slack right?" Sakurai gave a reassuring smile, "Parents or school?"

"H-How did you..."

"You and Nino-chan... Nobody could hate each other as much as you guys do without love" Sakurai told him confidently as he grinned at his own logic "It takes a lot of energy to hate someone, but it's also a way of keeping that person close... As long as you're fighting with them they're always in your mind"

Matsu's eyes widened wondering where the 'fail' Sho had vanished too, this person was someone different, and he could see why everyone in the agency instinctively turned to him for advice. "So... Which was it?"

"Parents... Mostly" Matsu mumbled

"That sucks; my parents accepted it before even I did... Ma-kun's took a little longer but now it's pretty common for us to spend holidays at each other’s houses...And our mums come and watch our recordings" Sakurai took a swig of beer, "At school though the guys reacted how you'd imagine to the rumors, even if we've never confirmed it, it's not like we really down play our like of each other on screen... They didn't like having showers while I was there... As if I'd even look at them when I have Ma-kun..."

"But don't your parents want you to get married and have children?"

"I guess... Growing up they did have those plans for me, but they saw I was more interested in Masaki than any of the girls in my neighborhood... Even if I didn't want to admit it...By denying it though I just ended up hurting Ma-kun and I... Which isn't too far off what you and Nino-chan are doing"

"So why are you telling me all this?" Matsu mumbled grabbing his half empty bottle

"Masaki is worried about you two... He's working with Nino on that drama and he says Nino is pushing himself harder than normal, and he seems distant and lonely..." Sakurai blushed slightly "Sorry, but ever since you guys joined the agency Aiba has been obsessed with you and insists we're your adoptive parents..."

"Which one’s mum and which is dad?" Matsu asked without thinking, for a moment wondering which roles they took in that department. Sakurai gave a slow smile his eyes flashing playfully

"Ma-kun is definitely mum... But if you call him that he might kill me, so if you like just call me 'mum'" He laughed taking another drink

"You're a really good boyfriend, ne? Okay, Mum, what else did dad say about Kazu?"

"That was pretty much it... Oh there was also something about 'read his blog'"

Matsu raised an eyebrow and then pulled out his laptop switching it on, he tried not to blush when the website with Nino's blog was already in his history, and the last time he'd checked there hadn't been any activity, that hadn't changed. With a frown he looked at Sakurai who was already on the phone, he put it on speaker when Aiba let out a sleepy "Moshi Moshi... Sho-chan?"

"Hey, baby, sorry to wake you... I'm with Jun-kun..."

"Hmhn?"

"The blog... Which entry, did you mean?"

"Take...*Yawn* Your pick from any of the last... *Yawn* Ones" He mumbled as they heard a rustling, and Sakurai grinned picturing him hugging the toy lion he'd bought him "I have to be up in two hours..."

"Sorry, baby... Go back to sleep... I'll see you tomorrow..."

"Hmm... Night night, Sho-chan, love you"

"Love you too" Sakurai said causing Matsu to roll his eyes at the sappy smile on his face,

"Thanks, Aiba-san"

"Hmm... Yeah..." The phone went dead and Matsu clicked on the last entry.

<Hey, sorry about the late update, I've been busy, I hope all you guys are good... Have you ever noticed how lonely this city can be? There are people everywhere but it's so easy to get lost... To be forgotten... No matter how big of an impact you make...Would anyone even realize if you vanished... > Matsu stopped reading his breath catching in his throat as he realized what Aiba had meant. He was shocked that he hadn't noticed it, the words were chilling so unlike the Nino he knew and... Loved. Sakurai read it over letting out a soft swear.

"I guess that's what Ma-kun meant... It sounds like something he wrote once..."

"Aiba-san?" Seeing the cheerful blonde member of Lotus, as depressed was almost too hard

"Yeah... Even he had his moments, when we first started," Sakurai nodded "He almost worked himself to death to prove he was worth the chance he'd been given, then there was...Well, it was mostly my fault..."

"Didn't he end up in hospital?"

"Yep, there's only so much the body can take..." Sakurai said with a nod, a stab of pain in his eyes as he remembered "You should talk to him..."

"I'm the last person he wants to talk too... Even if he did, I don't have his number..."

"Wow... Talk about putting up road blocks before you've even started..." Sakurai sighed looking through his phone until he found the number he wanted "Here call him..."

Matsu nodded as he re read the entry, now it had been pointed out he couldn't believe he had missed it before, he dialed the number only just taking the time to notice it was still the same as he remembered.

A/N, well that's part 3, part 4 will be up sometime later today, Hope you like it ^.^

Strange Relationship (Part 4)

Title: Strange Relationship

Author: KrystalKatz

Rated; R

Length: Chaptered about 790 words

Genre: Romance, Angst, SakurAiba fluff, AU

The disclaimer thingy: Yeah I wish I owned them but my name isn't Johnny... I could change my name to Johnny but I still wouldn't own them... I only own a cat named Aiba and the plot

Pairings: MatsuMiya, SakurAiba, SakuMoto (Friendship) AiMiya(Friendship)

Guests: Nishijima Takahiro (AAA) <I changed his age too, he's the same age as Aiba in this> and Domoto Koichi (KinKi kids) <Like wise with the age he's ten years older *Sorry Ko-chan, I still love you*>

A/N; Warning some slightly emo Nino, sorry about that, I love Nino so it was really hard writing him like this. :-(, character ages changed, Ohno is about 8 or 9 years older, Aiba and Sakurai are about 6 years older than Matsumoto and Ninomiya.

Nino stared down at the slow moving traffic, the red and white lights creating an almost pretty picture. Nino let out a long sigh, hating himself for being so stupid, it was as if he was trapped in a love sim and someone else was playing with his life. He wished whoever it was would just press reset so they could make different choices, but if he did that, would he have to forget Matsu and everything they did together. Well, he wished he could forget most of what had happened four years ago, but the rest, their childhood friendship was something he'd always treasure. He had always found it hard to make friends though he hadn't noticed until he was separated from Matsu. When he was just a weird bratty guy that liked to do magic tricks and play video games, people would try and talk to him but after awhile they didn't know how to handle his sarcastic side, even when he'd joined the agency, and then filmed 'Jr Dino Ranger' for the year he couldn't connect to his co-stars. The only person that tried to talk to him now was Aiba, he mused thoughtfully, thinking of his co-star from his new drama, he couldn’t believe Aiba wanted to talk to him, he could remember watching him as the green ranger in Jr rangers thunder. He’d nearly hero worshipped him at one point (Or so Matsu teased him) He had been surprised to see him making out with Sakurai in the makeup room; he’d thought their relationship was just for show or fan service. He wondered if their parents knew or blamed them for ruining their lives. Closing his eyes, he thought back to when his father had left them, blaming his failed marriage on his 'faggy' son. His mum had tried, at first, to think rationally and realize that their problems stemmed from somewhere long before Nino and Matsu but in the end he couldn't take seeing the blame in her eyes as she looked at him, he’d moved into the one roomed apartment as soon as he could. He knew there was nothing he could do to change that part of himself, but after what Matsu had said he hated it, and hated him; he wished he could cut that part of himself out. He sighed wondering why he was forcing this life to carry on; maybe if he just stepped out a new game would start. His mind was startlingly clear as he stepped onto the edge, his foot hanging dangerously, just one more step and it would be over. He closed his eyes and then, his phone rang out into the night, cutting into his mind.

He stared at his phone not recognizing the number, even if it was vaguely familiar, he was tempted to ignore it but the moment had passed and he realized he already stepped back from the edge.

"Hello?" he said flicking it open

"Nino-chan"

Nino almost dropped the phone as he heard Matsu's voice resound down the line, emotions rose up and exploded inside of him, the strongest anger won out and he snapped at him "What do you want? How did you get my number?"

"It's the same as before..." Matsu mumbled without any fighting spirit, "Just like mine is..."

"So why are you calling me at four in the morning?"

"You weren't asleep... So don't even pretend..."

"I was playing on a new game" He lied not wanting to admit the thoughts that were flying through his head. Wondering why it was now that he calling him, his whole life felt like it was just some divine joke that made no sense "So why are you still awake?"

"I was drinking with Sakurai"

Nino let out a bitter laugh, "That's nice... Though I'm surprised you're not too disgusted by him...You do know he’s gay right?"

"Kazu..."

"Who said you could call me that?" Nino snapped hating how much like a child he sounded but he couldn’t help it when he was speaking to Matsu.

"Because we've known each other for years..."

"Yeah well that was before I was 'A creep that disgusts you just by the sight of me'" He spat choking as tears formed in his eyes, and rolled down his cheeks, just realizing how close he had been to actually throwing himself off the building "Sorry, you'll have to wait to get rid of me... I guess I'm too pathetic to even kill myself..." He sobbed sinking to the floor hugging his knees tightly, dropping the phone with a crash. His mind was filled with Matsu before he blacked out.

A/N: Sorry, for writing Nino like this, :-( and for this chapter being so short. Hope you like it anyway ^.^